I had my friend translate for me, so I hope it is written well... He translated from Japanese and I typed what he said it was... I hope he didn't get me to type bad things... If he did, tell me and I hurt him. :P But I hope you like.
Uh... Disclaimer...: I do not own any of Yu-Gi-Oh! And I do not own the song in here. I only heard because my boyfriend was listening to it at midnight when I wrote story. :P
Chapters: 1/2
5 years.
That's how long Seto and I had been together. 5 years. I was 17 and he was 18 when we got together. Now I am 22 years old. It has been almost a year since Seto died. Well, got killed seems more like what really happened.
/Never thought I'd be in this place,
it's someone else's life I'm living.
Wish I were living a lie.../
Seto had gone to work like normal, except he took his precious motorcycle this time. That was mistake #1. Mistake #2 would be that he left his helmet home. He never did like to wear that thing... Said it messed up his hair. His 3rd and final mistake was thinking he could beat a red light. You are probably thinking, "How is that murder? It's his own fault!" Well, that's only partly true. The man that hit him was drunk. Why he was that way so early in the morning? I do not know. The man was driving erratically. Going over 100mph and swerving from lane to lane. Or whatever you want to call it. It is still not something you should do!
/The hardest part is when the vow breaks,
Falling down and then forgiving,
You didn't kiss me goodbye.../
It's amazing how fast it was on the news. Within 10 minutes of the crash, Seto's face was plastered on every single T.V. station. Even the little kids programs. Seto didn't die immediately. Oh no. Seto is to strong for that. That's just how he was. Using every single ounce of strength to stay alive as long as possible. He was pronounced dead within 20-30 minutes of the start of the broadcast.
/I'm choking on the words I didn't get to say
And pray I get the chance one day./
The man that had hit Seto was a very important man, so instead of telling the truth, they said the accident was nothing more. Just an accident caused by break failure. On both parts. But we all know that's not true. You could clearly tell the man was drunk. He was stumbling around, didn't know who or where he was or anything! And they let this man govern our cities! This man that killed my darling fiancée! Plus the fact that Seto takes all of his cars and things to the mechanic every week. And he has a personal mechanic that checks them out every single day! So there is absolutely no chance of break failure on Seto's part.
/I still run
I still swing open the door
I still think you'll be there like before
Well doesn't everybody out there know to never come round?
Something's a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you/
Obviously some people don't watch the news or read the paper, or even leave their homes or offices for months at a time. Because I still get calls for Seto everyday. Actually...I think most people know. They are just trying to get Seto's money from me. Some people go as far as saying that Seto promised them the company, which Mokuba and Yugi are doing a great job of running it.
/Yeah
I can hear you smile in the dark
I can even feel your breathing
But daylight chases the ghost/
Stupid little things remind me of him. Like if I see a brunette drinking a cup of coffee, or walking down the street in a business suit. Or even if I see a lime, I break down and cry.
It was always the little things I noticed about Seto. Like how he'd casually flip his hair from his eyes, the slight swagger in his step or the way his voice softened just the tiniest bit when he was talking to me. Though no one noticed but me. And probably Mokuba as well.
/I see your coat and I fall apart
To those hints of you I'm clinging
Now's when I need them most
I should get up
Dry my eyes and move ahead
At least that's what he would have said
Ooohh/
The sad thing is, it was just 4 days before Seto's birthday. Just 4 days until it was finally MY turn to take HIM out. Just 4 days. When it was his birthday, I packed up a lunch and took it to his grave. We had buried him 2 days earlier. I set his lunch out in front of him and mine in front of me. I ate my lunch and talked to him. Like he was still there. Like we were sitting across a table from each other. I was there for 4 hours until Mokuba and Yugi came to get me. It had started raining while I was out there, so I was all wet. My face was cold and red. Mokuba and Yugi said it was not raining. But I know otherwise. How else would I get wet? I still go to the grave every day though. And every time I go, it rains. Rains and rains. There can never be someone that tells me I don't care for Seto. That I don't love him. Because I still do. I love him with all my heart and soul.
/I still run
I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Well doesn't everybody out there know to never come round
Something's a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you
Faithfully I trace your name while you sleep
It's the only true comfort I feel
Yeah/
It's funny how much people seem to care for someone after they are already dead. But when that person is alive, they wish them gone. Like Honda and Otogi. They are a perfect example. Otogi hated Seto because he was a rival. Now that he is gone, Otogi has no one to fight with. And I do not mean rivalry over companies. Honda hated Seto for no reason at all. Seto was like his bank, he came over just to get money or help with how to spend his money wisely.
/I still run
I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Well doesn't everybody out there know to never come round
I'm still holding out for you
I still run
I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Well doesn't everybody out there know to never come round
I'm still holding out for you
(Holding out) Holding out, for you/
I hope you like! Please review! I update soon as I can! I promise!
Bai Bai!
Makihiko