"Kyo-kun…" I started. Kyo was lying on his bed, looking up at the ceiling. "Yeah?" Kyo answered back. "Um, I need to tell you something very important." Kyo got up. "What is it, Tohru?" Kyo said looking worried. "I can't be your girlfriend any longer…" Kyo's face turned from a worried look, to a depressed look. "W-why not…?" Kyo whispered. "It's because… I love Yuki-kun." I ran out of Kyo's room and shut the door.
"Yuki-kun, I did it." I said sadly. "Well… it had to be done." Yuki whispered, "I can't help but to be sad." I nodded, I sort of felt sorry for Kyo. I love Yuki, but I can't stand but to feel bad. "Yuki-kun, what do you think Kyo will do?" I said, "When I told him, he looked really angry." Yuki kissed me softly. "Don't worry about it now." Yuki whispered.
The next day, I walked downstairs to the kitchen. It was about 6:00 a.m. and I needed to prepare breakfast. "Tohru…" There was Kyo in the kitchen, leaning against the wall. "How come you chose Yuki?" He said. "It's because…" I said sort of blushing. I just… I can't explain. I love him so much more for some reason." Kyo looked down. "I understand. I won't bother you two." My eyes looked up at him, there was so much sorry. I couldn't think of anything to say except "I'm so sorry…"
Kyo was upstairs in his room, and Yuki was on his way down to the kitchen. "How are you today, Honda-san?" I smiled sweetly at him, "I'm doing great, your breakfast is almost ready." "Thank you." He said. "How is my flower today?" Shigure asked me. "I'm good thank you." I replied. Shigure answered back with one of his goofy smiles. "How come Kyo isn't down yet?" Yuki and I quickly looked at each other. "Um, I don't know why." I said, trying not to look suspicious. "I'll go check on him." Yuki said. I quickly followed.
Yuki opened the door. "Kyo," He said, "Why aren't you down for breakfast?" Kyo was sitting on a chair by his desk. "I'm not hungry. He replied. "I know you just went through something bad with Tohru, but please try to understand." Yuki whispered. "I already do." Kyo said getting louder, "I just don't care anymore!" "Kyo! Please don't be angry!" I said. He quickly stopped and whispered, "Yeah, who could love me anyway? I'm a monster. Akito already told me that." I dropped on my knees and started to cry. "I can't have anyone…" Kyo said, "Never… I'll be locked,locked away… forever."
Come on tell me.
Make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
Make this all go away.
You make this all-go way.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have
Nine Inch Nails – Something I can Never Have