"Do you need us to talk to your parents about what happened?" Olivia offered as they walked her to her house.
Andrea slightly nodded. "Thanks"
They knocked on the door and waited.
Jason answered the door with Josh on his back. He looked at Andrea, Olivia then Elliot "Hey Josh go play, I'll be right there" He said taking the five year old off his back. "Andrea honey what happened?" Jason asked looking at the bruise on her face.
She said nothing and buried her face in his chest and started to cry. Jason held her and moved out of the doorway and motioned for Elliot and Olivia to come in.
"Where's mom?" Andrea choked out as she held on to him.
"She should be home soon." Jason whispered as he kissed her head.
"I want to be alone"
"Ok" Jason whispered as he let her go. She said nothing and went to her room and closed the door.
Josh ran up to him "Daddy c'mon" he whined pulling on his hand. Olivia smirked a little since it was weird to hear him be called dad.
"Josh if you want your daddy's friend can play with you" Olivia said pointing to Elliot.
"Go ahead buddy" Jason said.
"Ok, c'mon" Josh said grabbing Elliot's hand and pulling him.
Jason and Olivia went to the side "What happened?" Jason asked in a low voice as he crossed his arms on his chest.
"Some friends and her decided to ditch school and when she was walking home she was going alone and…someone…attacked her and raped her," Olivia answered in a low voice.
Jason took a deep breath and ran a hand through his spiky hair "Oh my god"
"She gave us a sketch. We'll find him," Olivia whispered and rubbed the side of his shoulder.
The door opened and Liz came in. She looked at Jason and spotted Olivia there "What's going on?"
"I'm Detective Benson thats my partner detective Stabler" Olivia said pointing to Elliot.
"What happened?"
"Andrea got attacked and raped" Olivia answered.
"What?" Liz whispered as tears filled her eyes.
"She's in her room" Jason said quietly staring at the ground. Liz said nothing and walked to Andrea's room.
"Hey if you need anything just give me a call ok?" Olivia whispered.
Jason just nodded still staring at the ground "Thanks"
Olivia motioned for Elliot to come. He got off the ground and followed Olivia outside.
"You didn't ask for a DNA sample did you?" Elliot asked as they walked to their car.
"What? Oh c'mon Jason would never do that"
"You know procedure Olivia"
"I do but I don't think we need his sample cause he would ever do something like that" Olivia defended as she pulled out the car keys.
"You're not personally attached to this case are you?"
"Why would you think that?" Olivia asked as she threw the car keys to him.
"Oh c'mon he is your old boyfriend"
"Keyword. Old. It's not like I still have feelings for him"
Elliot just looked at her knowing she was lying.
"What?"
He shook his head "Nothing"
"Besides he is a fireman, we can get his DNA easily"
Elliot just nodded and got in the car. Olivia rolled her eyes and got in also.
It was already ten at night. Andrea and Liz were sleeping in Liz's bed and Josh fell asleep on the couch. Jason picked up all the toys and then picked up Josh and took him to his bed.
Jason lay down on the couch and just stared up at the ceiling not being able to sleep.
Olivia lay in her bed staring at her ceiling. She tossed and turned a couple of times and looked at her clock next to her bed. 10:48
Jason looked at his watch 10:49 He still wasn't able to sleep. He took his phone and started to dial Olivia's number but stopped and turned the phone off guessing she was probably sleeping.
Olivia grabbed her cell phone and dialed Jason's cell phone and put it to her ear. It rang once. She quickly turned it off and shook her head wondering what she was doing.
All of sudden her cell phone rang. She jumped up being startled. She grabbed it and opened it "Benson"
"You called?" She heard Jason's voice.
"Oh. Did I wake you up? I'm sorry"
"No, I can't sleep its fine"
"Oh, I can't sleep either"
"You in the mood for coffee?"
"Sure" Olivia answered "24th and Western?"
"See you there"
"Bye" Olivia said as she closed her phone at the same time he closed his.
Jason got dressed and lightly kissed Liz on the cheek to wake her up.
"Yea?" She mumbled sleepily.
"I'm going out, I'll be back soon" He whispered and kissed Andrea on the head. Liz just nodded and went back to sleep.
Jason went into Josh's room and gave him a kiss and headed out.
Olivia sat in the diner dressed in jeans and a New York Yankees hoodie.
Jason walked in dressed in jeans and a Boston Red Sox hoodie.
He walked over to the booth Olivia was sitting in and both looked at each other's clothes and smiled.
"Ironic" Olivia said smiling knowing they always liked to guess what the other was thinking.
Jason shook his head and sat down across her "Scary"
"Freaky" Olivia countered.
"Creepy" Jason offered.
"Strange?"
"Nope" Jason answered smiling.
"Damn it" Olivia mumbled and took a sip of her coffee.
Jason smiled and ordered his own coffee.
"Why couldn't you sleep?" He asked looking at her.
"I don't know, just stuff I guess. You?"
"You know why"
"Andrea?"
Jason just nodded as the waitress poured him coffee and walked away "I don't know I just…I cant stop thinking about her and Liz and Josh"
"You're a dad, you're supposed to worry"
He just nodded and took a sip of his coffee "I'm still amazed that you're not married"
"Why cause I'm a fox?" Olivia teased smiling.
He shook his head "Babe"
"I was going to say that" Olivia threw her hands up in the air.
Jason just laughed, "You were never good at this anyway"
"Yes I was"
"Nope" Jason said smirking.
"Well I'm not married and it's not my fault"
He started to laugh, "How do you figure that?"
"Because men are intimidated all the time"
"We are stupid species"
Olivia shook her head "Idiotic"
"Damn it. You win that one"
Olivia smiled proudly and took a sip of her coffee.
"So how's your mom since I know she loves me?" Jason asked smirking.
Olivia's smile faded "Dead"
His smile quickly faded "Oh I'm so sorry"
"Don't worry about it"
"Olivia sweetheart I'm sorry"
"Jason you didn't know, don't worry about it ok?"
He just nodded and took a sip of coffee.
"How are Joey and Jodi?"
"Good. Jodi is a nurse and Joey is a lawyer"
"No way"
"Yup"
"Wow, last time I saw them they were five years old" Olivia said smiling. He just nodded.
They sat there for a while talking and finally decided to leave.
"I'll walk you home" Jason said as they stepped out of the diner.
"Oh no it's fine I live a couple of blocks down"
"You actually expect me to let you walk home alone when it's close to midnight?"
Olivia nodded as they headed down the sidewalk "Thanks"
"Not a problem"
"You like your job?" Jason asked as he shoved his hands in his pockets.
"Yea, stressful but worth it" Olivia answered as the wind picked up. Jason offered his arm to snuggle to. Olivia smiled and wrapped her arm around his.
They finally got to her apartment.
"Want me to walk you up?" Jason asked.
"No it's fine you need some sleep, go home"
"Olivia you know I'm not going to sleep for nights until this…problem…is resolved" He said somewhat awkwardly.
Olivia smirked and nodded "Fine walk me up"
Jason smiled and followed her. "How are you not scared of the dark?" He whispered as they walked up the some what dark staircase.
"How are you not scared of fires?" Olivia whispered smiling.
"Why are we whispering?"
"You started it," She whispered.
Both broke out in laughter as they reached her door.
"This is me," She said pointing to the door.
"Ok, goodnight and…thanks for hanging out with me tonight, I appreciated it"
Olivia smiled and nodded "It was my pleasure" She gave him a kiss on the cheek "Goodnight"
They kept close to each other's face and found each others eyes and just looked at each other.
Without another word Olivia met his lips and started to kiss him. He wrapped his arms around and kissed her back.
Flashback
Olivia walked up to Jason's house extremely nervous about what she was going to do. She rang the doorbell and waited. The door opened and his mother was there.
"Olivia honey hey"
"Hi Ms. Reilly, is Jason home?"
"Yea, come on in," She moved out of the doorway and let Olivia in "He's just packing some stuff for college and Jodi and Joey are helping him, he is in his room"
"Thank you" Olivia said quietly as she walked to her boyfriend's room. She walked in and Jodi and Joey were wrestling with Jason on the floor. Olivia just smiled "Packing aren't we?"
Jason quickly looked up and smiled and pulled his little brother and sister off him "Go do something guys"
"We win!" Jodi yelled out grinning "hi Olivia"
"Last one to the room is the loser" Joey yelled out and ran past her "Bye Olivia"
"Cheater!" Jodi yelled running after him "Bye"
"How come you're not packing for college?" Jason asked as he gave her a kiss.
"We need to talk" Olivia answered closing the door behind her.
"What's wrong?"
Olivia walked past him and sat down on his bed and patted it for him to sit next to her. Jason smirked and sat down.
"Jason you know I love you right?"
He looked over at her knowing where this was going "Yea"
"I just don't think this is going to work" Olivia said quietly "I mean I know what I'm going to do with my life and you don't, and you're going to Michigan for college and I'm staying here. I just don't think it's a good idea we continue this"
"So you're breaking up with me cause I haven't figured out what I'm going to do yet?" Jason asked in a louder voice "Oh no wait, you dated me beginning of junior year to the end of senior, well at least you used me as much as you wanted"
"No, Jason it wasn't like that. I love you I really do"
"Don't bother Olivia, like you said it, we shouldn't continue this"
"You actually think I used you? You think I would do something like that?"
"I
really don't care anymore," He answered in a low voice. He gave her a
kiss on the cheek "You know it will always be me" He whispered softly
in her ear and got up and left the room.
End Flashback
They fell on her bed kissing. Olivia quickly found her hand under his shirt and exploring his muscular body. Jason's hand quickly ended up under her shirt and exploring the more developed Olivia then the first time they had sex.
Jason broke the kiss "I can't do this" He pulled his hand out from under her shirt.
Olivia nodded and pulled her hand out from his shirt "I know" She whispered still being close to his face in the dark room.
"I'm married Olivia" He whispered as he brushed a strand of hair away from her face.
"You're right, we shouldn't be doing this"
"I want to I just…I'm married with kids"
"I know. It's ok" Olivia whispered. "I still love you Jason"
"I still love you Olivia" He whispered as he sat up and sat down on her bed "Why did you leave me?"
"I wish I could take it back."
"I mean…you had me, you really did."
Olivia just nodded "I'm sorry"
"Olivia I loved you and I still do but it's too late for this to happen" Jason whispered turning to look at her "I'm sorry"
"I know, its ok" Olivia whispered as she wiped her lip.
"Why did you leave me?"
"I…well I guess there's no harm in telling you now…I sort of cheated on you and I couldn't do that to you by still dating you"
"You…what?" Jason asked in a louder voice as she got off her bed.
"It was one kiss and I felt horrible for it"
"With who?" Jason asked now yelling.
"Timothy…Shaw" Olivia answered quietly.
"What? Why him?" He yelled. "You know I hate him!"
"It sort of just happened…I'm sorry"
"I can't believe you"
"Jason it was a long time ago"
Jason nodded "Yea, it was. So are we. Goodnight" He left her room and went out of her apartment.
Olivia buried her face in her hands and hugged her pillow as she started to cry. She slowly cried herself to sleep thinking about what she gave up.
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