A/N: this is my first Love Hina fanfic, I'm hoping people enjoy Shinobu go on a psychotic killing spree. Well she was the last one you'd suspect, she sweet, innocent and cherishes everyone in the apartment. That's why I like her so much, don't get me wrong I'm not like this at all. I always write mary-sues, with happy endings, I wanna try something new.
Disclaimer: I-DO-NOT-OWN-LOVE-HINA-OR-ITS-CHARACTERS!
My inspiration: Evanescence's My Immortal was an inspiration along with Someday by: NickleBack.
Summery: Shinobu finally snaps, the one she loves doesn't return and loves someone she despises. So to distract herself she goes on a killing spree that insures the end of everyone,
Ages: Shinobu-14, Keitaro-19, Naru-19, Sue-14, Motoko-16, Mitsune-19, Hikaru-48.
Side note: this stories in Shinobu's P.O.V.
Beneath The Timid Smile
Chapter1: shatter of insanity
I lay in the dark serene, tangled in silence. It was a few minutes till mid-night. Like I cared, the sheets covered my small body. My tear stained face buried in my comforting pillow, the fabrics able to repress my moans and sobs. My heart lay shattered in my chest, I felt it.
I wallowed helplessly in my anguish, it's been days since I was brought to this. My appetite no longer mattered, my hygiene, I could careless. But I wasn't always like this,
I was once a carefree girl, not bond by emotion or pain. I was in love and happy, clouded by my heart. To clouded, to ever consider being painfully rejected. I was so naïve; I cared for him, cooked for him, longed for him…loved him,
In my mind I could hear it, cruel voices of my so-called friends. Who am I kidding? Friends are only for the insecure, I'm not insecure. My experience of heart brake strengthened me, and replenished my outlook on life. It's a bitch
Dolor, Keitaro dismissed my feelings. Apologizing, and giving the speech " I'm not worthy enough for you Shinobu-chan, you deserve someone who'll return your feelings-I can't, I love another". He lifted his glasses up to his nose. They must've lowered during the confession, " Sorry". With that said and done he left me, alone and grieving. Tears trickling from my cerulean eyes,
My case was worsening, blue Devils. I had reach manic depression after my third day of mourning,
Kaola- the beast-looked down on me, as if I we seeking attention. She didn't even attempt to understand, her childish ways linger off her. Lifting the curtain of her self centered ways. Seeing I had found no comfort after many months I found myself at the bitter edge of my sanity, I was ready for what lunatic phases I'd go through.
I had began to be tempted by the darkness in my soul, the rational thought of killing-others, not myself. The idea seemed luring at the time, I could do it. Pull it off, get away with it. To spill one's blood was a deep senseless act I -for one- could commit,
It was then decided, I'd kill.
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Outside the Hinata apartments the massive clouds spilled landfills of rain, lightening struck the earth sending debris up in the wind's powerful current. At my window, I watch the droplets pitter-patter against it. I smirked devilishly, underneath the darkness, which masked my facial features. " a storm was a splendid place to commit murder". I snickered mentally, tracing my tiny finger down the trails of the rain. Counting down until I'd do it,
Kaola or Sue as must everyone here called her was one her bed, wiggling her legs off the side of her bed. Currently snacking on a ripe banana like some sort of chimp, she had on her uniform. Which I must ad was terribly wrinkled,
Witnessing her in her carefree state infuriated me, but I restrained myself from lunging at her and strangling her to death. However I clenched the small glass of fresh water that contained a large dosage of sleeping pills, in order to relieve the urge I had to kill I had to plan; and planning carefully took time. And if there were a murder I'd need an alibi for the authorities,
I hid vaguely behind the threshold of the doorway, I smirked inside. Doing my best to keep from laughing, I slipped on one of my innocent disguises and tip-toed backward about two feet then made sure she heard my footfalls as I stepped to her doorway and leaned against it still smiling sweetly. " Hey Sue-chan",
She shifted on her bed so she'd face me, " Oh hi there Shinobu-chan"! Her face slightly shocked at my sudden appearance, but she still seemed to enjoy my company. Sue sat up at the edge of her bed, " I'm glad to see you smile"!
" Sue-chan…can I talk with you, we really haven't spoke for awhile, I miss that". I lied, but not showing it by any means.
I exhaled as she motion for me to sit beside her, as I did I held out the glass. Offering it to her, she –as I had hoped- had obliged and taken it from me, and immediately taken a large gulp. " Thanks",
" No problem, Sue-chan".
******
After 20 minutes later after talking to that ill mannered monkey she finally fallen into slumber, I nearly puked. Acting like my old self was enough to make me wanna wrench, by then I had laid in pretend sleep beside Kaola in her bed. Making sure everyone who passed – which was everyone presently living in the Hinata apartments-- would see I was clearly asleep.
And stealthily I ran through the shadows, into the kitchen. Removing a kitchen knife, I cooked with regularly. With my clear gloves, with those on I'd be safe from suspicion. However on the handle of the knife as I had planned were someone else's prints, the one who I had known would use it. I swiftly made practice swings with it, so I could plan how I'd do it. So I had creped upstairs and was outside the sleeping Motoko's room,
The floorboards beneath me were silent, I stood on my toes. I gripped the knob and twisted it slowly and pushed ever so carefully the door open, she was on her old-Japanese futon, deeply asleep. Of course, it was 3am. I slipped in. The depths of the shadows concealed me,
I crawled over to her form, I licked my lips in anticipation. I clutched her shoulder and flipped her over so she'd face me, her furious brown eyes widened in shock as I covered her mouth and slit her throat. Regretting nothing as her fresh blood seeped into her blankets,
I had to resist the temptation to laugh, I couldn't risk anyone waking up. As recognition to my happiness I smirked, retreating out the door.
******
I made my way to Naru's doorway, it was wide open. She must've fallen asleep as she was studying for her college entrance exams, because she had pile full of books all over her desk." Perfect", I restrained myself from rushing in and killing her in her sleep but that would fumble my plan. I passed her room and headed quietly down to the laundry room, and dug threw her dirty cloths that were in her basket, which was labeled "Naru"
I had found it, her blouse she had worn it about two hours ago. Everyone saw her in it, even the late Motoko. I nabbed it close and rubbed the blood from the knife on it, and buried it at the bottom so it looked as if she tried to hide it.
The next task was to dispose of the kitchen utensil, I went outside. The storm still raging and threw it hard into a random bush, the returned to Kaola's room and fell into slumber satisfied at my work.
To be continued…...
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A/N: I'm not psycho or anything, I apologize if this offends anyone. But I think this is a very original idea,
Much love (^_^)
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