Dreams
At night I cry as I lie in
the dark. I sit here trembling
and ,think about the dream the
same dream over and over again.
This dream this memory is
so bad. Of my faults and
mistakes. The dream of evil
and of them.
I tried to save them and
failed. I caused so much
pain for my own gain.
I'm lost in the dream .
No matter how much
I cry. Or how much
I try. I can't change
The past.
So this memory haunts me.
I can never get away.
So I will fix it. I will
change tonight.
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Truth
With this blade I wield. I know
It is true. I stand here looking
at you deep asleep.
I thought the sun would never
rise so I covered up my eyes.
In twilight I stay. Until I find
a way to go into the next day.
All I want to do is help you.
So I turned to the darkness.
I'm still trying to find the truth.
I was confused but you opened
my eyes. Now I know the
truth and can't tell you. I
miss you my friend.