Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha and co. And I'm too lazy to add another line so…I was listening to a song while I wrote this chapter and it became so much more emotional. The song was "Forever Love" by Byul. It's a Korean song by the way.

Okay, I lied. This isn't going to be 20-ish chapters. It's actually going to be VERY short. This is only because I don't exactly know what else to write about. I have one idea in mind and I can't think of anything else that would fit into the story. So I apologize for any disappointment I have caused, but this story is not going to have 20 chapters, you're lucky if you even get ten.

Another important thing is that the song verses I have used in this chapter have been changed a little bit. The original verses are from "Unfaithful" by Rihanna. But I figured that it doesn't make sense if the girl is singing it to the guy if the guy's the one that's cheating. So I changed it.

Unfaithful

Sw33t-Sorrows

Chapter 4: Broken

"Kagome," Kikyo began. But I wouldn't let her finish. It made me sick that she would betray me in such a horrible way. My face scrunched up as I saw her pressed up against him and he was barely even dressed, his arms wrapped securely around her. What hurt most was that Inuyasha wasn't saying anything. He wasn't even trying to defend himself. He couldn't even look at me. I watched as he moved from Kikyo to pick up his clothes.

"Kagome, we're going home. We need to talk."

"No. We're going to talk right here and right now." At this point, I had this heavy feeling in my chest that wouldn't go away. They crushed my spirit and my hope. Inuyasha cut off the thread of hope I was holding onto. The thread of hope that he still loved me, that he still wanted me and he would always stay by my side no matter what happened. But all that hope was gone. I lost him. To my own sister. "How could you? With my sister?" I could do nothing but scream. Scream at him for hurting me, for ruining me. "How can I forgive you?"

"Kagome, please…I wasn't thinking."

"You were freaking thinking! You were. Don't even try to lie to me, Inuyasha. You were lying to me this whole time. You didn't want to stay with me. Let me tell you, if you left me right now I'd be able to live. I'd be upset but I'd live through it. Why? I thought you loved me."

"I do love you-"

"Let me ask you something," Inuyasha was now staring at me with those beautiful golden eyes and as I approached him, I put my hands on the sides of his face and looked into those orbs I could get lost in forever. "Would you be able to forgive me, if I let another man kiss me? If I let another man touch me?" His eyes softened and I saw something I haven't seen in his eyes since the day we met. I saw fear. "Would you be able to forgive me, if I let another man make love to me?" He didn't answer me. He only placed his hands on my hips and I cringed. I pushed him away from me and started screaming again. "Don't touch me! It's disgusting that you touched my sister with those hands, you kissed her with your lips and you…you…" I felt like the sickness was attacking my heart. I felt like they had a hold of my entire being and they were squeezing it so hard I couldn't breathe.

And I know that she knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills her inside
To know that I am happy with some other girl
I can see her dying

The next thing I knew, I was consumed into a world of darkness as I hit the floor of my sister's apartment. When I woke up, I found myself in a room with four cream-colored walls and a white door. There was one window, but the blinds were closed. Almost the instant I woke up, Inuyasha burst through the door, and for a moment, I forgot about the fact that he was with my sister just a few minutes ago. "Get out." I said with bitterness in my voice. When he didn't move, "Get the heck out of my room!" I screamed. But he wouldn't budge. That's when I got up and tried pushing him out, but he was way too strong for me to even move. He placed his hands on my arms and pulled me to him. Soon, I realized that I didn't care about Kikyo anymore. My body slumped against his, "Why did you do it to me?"

"I don't know." He whispered into my hair. I let him hold me for a while, after all, he was still my husband. I moved away from him, blaming myself for letting his happen. "I'm an idiot, Kagome." I turned back towards him and he was on his knees. He kind of crawled over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and resting the side of his head on my stomach. "Don't leave me, I can't live without you. If I could take it back, I really would. Please, Kagome. I need you. I love you." As he said these words, I felt nothing. I felt like they meant nothing. I felt as if he was making this all up. But why would he?

"I don't know how I can forgive you." Then it went silent. We said nothing. I only stood there with my husband on his knees begging me not to leave. "You know, that divorce sounds pretty good right now." I felt his body stiffen.

"No, Kagome. No! I'm not letting you go. Please Kagome, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry!" I felt hot tears soak through my hospital clothes and my own run down my cheeks. "Kagome, no…" He hugged me tighter as I struggled to break free.

"Just…go home, Inuyasha."

Not long after that incident I moved away. Inuyasha was at work at the time, and I packed my bags and left. I wasn't going to stay in Tokyo, that's for sure. I was moving to England, that's where my family was living right now. I'm not exactly sure why they moved to England, but if it was good enough for them, it was good enough for me. I left Inuyasha a note, just so he wouldn't call the police or anything.

Dear Inuyasha,

I find that living with you as become so much more complicated. But I wanted you to know that even though you betrayed me in the worst way possible, I have never stopped loving you. I'm moving to a far away place and I hope to let things cool off between us before I return. I'm not telling you where I'm going because I know you'll come and find me.

I know that the only reason you went to Kikyo is because I wasn't making you happy. I was a burden to you, wasn't I? You felt like you had to work to pay for my medicine. But you don't have to. I can support myself with the amount of money I have so far. And I hope you have a great future filled with happiness, love and everything that you deserve. You deserve more than me.

I love you,

Kagome.

Every time I walk out the door
I see her die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt her anymore
I don't want to take away her life

I couldn't help but feel crushed as I wrote that letter. I wanted to just rip it up and pretend none of this ever happened. But I couldn't. Kikyo was my own sister and she could do this to me. I felt like I couldn't trust anyone anymore. But I really didn't have a choice. As I took a seat on the flight to England, I could remember all of our sweetest memories. "Welcome aboard, please fasten your seatbelts and stay seated. We hope you enjoy your flight, and say goodbye to Tokyo!" The cheerful voice on the intercom said.

"Goodbye, Tokyo." I whispered. "And say goodbye to everything you've ever dreamed of, Kagome."

Author's Note: Okay, short chapter. But I hope you enjoyed it. Once again, this story will NOT be 20 chapters. I'm running out of ideas to put in and I don't really want to think of any. You see, if I do, then I'm gonna stop and think about it. And then I'll get writer's block, and then I won't update…and then this story will be left untouched for the rest of my life. So you see, I'm only doing this for your own good. Oh yes, please review.

Sw33t-Sorrows.