Hilarys possessive crush on Kai leads to all things absurb, strange and horrific. Hilarys POV. Rated T to be safe.
Disclaimer: I own none of the characters in this story, however some extras are invented off the top of my head.
Possible British slang, references to chavs and wide use of similes.
Chapter One
How am I supposed to feel watching him under the moonlight with her? Its so beautiful, I'm so jealous and yet I can't move, even if I wanted to snatch her hand away from him, to edge a little bit closer or to gaze daggers into her tender skin, I'm unable to. Its unbelievable but as I see her move closer to him, a look of longing in her dull unimportant eyes, I only feel my heart sink. Why? Yes, hes moving close too. I didn't even know that he knew her, I don't even know her, and yet there they are like two parts of a jigsaw puzzle joining together the way things are supposed to be, with me left out of the picture...This isn't right. It isn't supposed to be like this! And their lips...their lips...joining together and holding, staying, never moving. So passionate...So utterly vile! And then I find myself falling, as a boulder would down a steep hill, and waiting for me at the bottom-
"ARRGGGGHH!" I'm awake. A dream...or a nightmare. But he was there, which makes it seem much more of a dream. I pull my blankets around me, guessing the time. Wake up now, waking up to the harsh reality that is my everyday life? I think I'll stay put for a little longer... I pull the blankets around me, finding myself shivering with fear. I'm paranoid, surely? Him and another girl?
Hello, I'm Hilary and until a couple of weeks ago, I never thought love was possible. Sure, I was put off love for an awful long time, but I'm growing old now- Its hard to believe that in around 20 years I will have children. Hard, yet likely. And now I find myself attracted to the most manly, delicious human boy around for miles. Is he a boy, or is he a man? It's rather strange to see him in a different light to the rest. They are just boys, children even.They are nothing compared to him, and one day he will be mine..One day..my covers are pulled tightly around me, not only to stop shivering but to imagine. Imagine him holding me close, making me feel safe, making me feel worth something. I can already picture him smiling at me, his arms grasping me and never letting go. And I want it to stay like that, using only my mind and some cheap but I have to wake up. I think I've just heard my Mum calling me down for breakfast, I dread to think what she has made for me, yet I'll savour it slowly. I need to recover fast.
I'm already out of my house, dressed in an outfit I like to call 'Lady Kai'...Ahh, its a short blue dress (I've always admired my legs) made of fine silk and showing my shoulders off for what they are. Perfect. And I had to wear socks, my Old Man said "Hilary, I don't want you parading around the city dressed like a tart, especially not with those boys you hang around with.." I only replied to him with a smirk and a shake of the head. He doesn't even know them, and to be honest he doesn't really know me either. My father works such long shifts, long and tiring and nerve-wracking, but I'm fine with it. My mother has to stay at home and take care of my three year old brother and after having a serious leg injury she isn't able to work even if she wanted to. But nevermind them. They are boring.Today I have a few errands to run, such as buying groceries and other items, I also need some new shoes and after that I'm perhaps going to visit Tyson, since it's a Saturday and I've got nothing better to do. I hope I can see Kai today. Please, Gods above, bring him to me!
End of chapter One
Just an introduction to my story. I hope you've enjoyed this fanfict, its my first, R&R and I will put up the next Chapter ASAP.
xxx Nicola AKA WickedEvil xxx