A very quick update on chapter two. Sorry if the language isn't easy to understand, I seem to be enjoying this so much that I'm using all the ideas I had stored in my head. Please R&R! If you have any fanficts you'd like me to read, I'd be delighted to know.

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Chapter 2

Some days I feel so distanced from everyone its as if I'm a chicken in a birds nest,I'm different from the groups and no matter how hard I try it never gets any easier to accept. I suppose its because I'm a girl and I must be seen as a freak only ever hanging around with boys. It wouldn't shock me if some rumours stirred up and wrecked my life like what happened a year ago..

Last nights dream really was weird, I mean its not like I always dream of Kai like that. Sometimes its best to ignore dreams, after all they don't mean anything. Do they? I hope not, or this could be trouble.

I'm walking to Tysons house right now, waiting for him to return to his home. Everything outside is so happy and bright, but I find it hard to be positive with all this strangeness going on. Its strange that a dream can occur from sleeping, perhaps in future I'll try to keep a diary on what happens and see if anything I do relates to the dreams I have. Lets hope theres more than just a conspiracy between the two. But the dream was most peculiar. Was that girl supposed to be me? In fact, I can't even remember what she looked like, so it could've been! Oh that has cheered me up quite alot. Apparantly Tyson isn't home right now, which means I walked all that way for nothing. "Hes at the library doing some revision for exams, he'll be back later", says his Grandpa in a rushed voice.I tell him that Tyson'll have to stay there all day if he hopes to pass. Grandpa just sighs.

There is absolutely nothing more satisfying than a phone call to an old friend. My oldest friend who I've known for years! She was originally an internet friend back when I was young, before my dreams of being a ballerina were crushed, and it was amazing to hear about her exploration journey to Bangledesh and how she needs to buy a new bottle of her favourite nailvarnish. Right, well the two adventures don't quite fit in with one another, but it was much better when she asked "What have you done lately?" And I replied in a long speech about the Beyblade tournaments and how I know the famous Tyson and "Yes, I did travel all around the world buying you sweet little presents but they might get damaged in the post if i send them so I had to give them away" which is a full-fledged lie. What I really wanted to say was "Why haven't you called me? Why should I be responsible for having to call you? If you were on benefits with a cripple of a mother and workaholic for a father, you'd see why I couldn't call!" but I couldn't exactly say that. I just said "Keep in touch" and put the phone down. Perhaps we were never exactly meant to be friends. I'm fine by that.

Hours must have passed since I tried visiting Tyson. I rang his house ten minutes ago but his Grandpa just said he was still "Away". I asked if anyone had gone with him. "Kenny had gone to brush up on some general knowledge, they left earlier this morning. You aren't the only one who wants Tyson home, Kai here has been waiting all morning". Kai! At that moment I placed the phone down and headed for the door. I didn't know why I did that though, I'd just mess things up. But since Grandpa is there I can use him as an excuse. You see, I have no grandparents of my own, no one to comment on how tall I've gotten.

Kai wasn't actually there, Grandpa said. I was so angry but all he did was tell me about how I should search for him at the local park. "He doesn't seem the sort to go there" I told him. He replied with "And you don't seem the sort interested in boys like that" he only muttered it but I heard it anyway. Damn straight I'm interested in him! Hell, if I found out he hated me I'd most probably throw myself off a bridge. We were made to be together. I did go to the park, but he wasn't there. I saw a girl I knew from school with a group of her friends. They waved and smiled but after I turned to walk out, I could hear their whispers and screeching laughter. I could've hurt someone. So I had no luck today with finding Kai or even Tyson. But any day now Tyson will tell me some important news that I've been dying to hear for weeks now. Heck, this could even decide if I continue "Playing it cooool" or if I go into angry mode. This news could decide what happens to me in the future...Lets just hope I get the answer I deserve.

So after a day of disappointment, I feel a long nights sleep is in order. I have the feeling something bad is around the corner and I pray its just a silly feeling, like phobias and how seeing what we hate can make us recoil without even thinking of what we are doing. Amazing and yet very frightening. So in one day I've had a weird dream, lost a friend and fallen for a Kai trick. Not such a bad day,though.. But could that change?

End of chapter two

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xxxxNicola - WickedEvil xxx