A/N: Lucky #13
Noah was buzzing Thursday night. He couldn't wait to spend the next day at the game with his brothers and dad.
The rest of the house was buzzing for a completely different reason.
Liv wrapped her arms around Elliot's middle when her alarm rang on Friday morning.
He stirred and yawned, putting an arm around her.
"Tell me…" he mumbled in a drowsy voice.
She smiled. He knew her like his own mind.
"When I signed the adoption papers… I thought that would be it.. just the two of us…"
He rolled to face her and she slid her knees between his legs to feel him.
He brushed the hair from her face and nodded for her to continue.
"Even when I was serious with Tucker… it never crossed my mind that anyone else would sign those papers with me."
He leaned in and kissed her nose, whispering "we talked about saying his name when I have a boner."
She laughed and slapped him playfully.
"Anyways." She smiled at him. "I can't believe this is happening. And I'm just so grateful for it. For you. Our kids."
He placed a hand on her belly and smiled.
"You've spent a lot of time thanking me" he said, "when I should be thanking you."
She covered his hand and buried her head in the crook of his arm.
He gave her hand a gently squeeze and kissed her head again.
"Trusting me with Noah. Trusting my kids. Letting us all in even though you were scared and angry…"
He thought back to the first time he met his son, zoning out for a second.
"Earth to El" he heard Liv say, pulling him from his memory.
He looked at her and smiled small leaning into kiss her.
"Sorry… just was thinking about how it was love at first sight with both of you."
She looked up at him, "what do you mean" she whispered.
He kissed her slowly and passionately. "When I met you for the first time… I fell in love. I knew you were it. I knew I'd marry you. That we'd have babies." He nodded pausing to compose himself.
"And when I met Noah… It was like when I held my kids in the hospital for the first time. Just bliss. The strongest type of love imaginable. I knew if I worked hard enough that maybe… just maybe… you'd trust me with him and his heart. I'm so glad you did."
She the tears were falling as she leaned into him kissing him passionately again.
"I love you Elliot Stabler" was all she could manage.
"I love you Olivia Benson, and the only day that will be better than today and when we finally get to meet Ben is when I get to call you Mrs. Benson-Stabler."
She laughed at Benson-Stabler through her tears. "I trained you well."
"Yes you did" he smiled pressing his lips to hers again.
She kissed him back smiling and he gently rolled her on her back, holding himself up over her.
She reached her hands up to cradle his face and she tried to grind up into him, whining softly when her belly got in the way.
He smiled against her lips and repositioned himself, laying to her side and holding himself up with one arm, never breaking the kiss.
He let his other hand trail down below the hem of her panties, dragging his fingers gently up her wet folders.
She whimpered and he slipped his tongue in her mouth as he teased her with his fingers.
She grasped for his hard cock and he moaned when she made contact. Pushing her panties down, he climbed back over her and moved his kisses briefly to the sensitive spot on her neck.
She pushed his boxers down and his hard length popped free, landing on her belly.
He spread her legs with his knees and knelt back between them, subconsciously licking his lips as he stared at her glistening ones.
Taking hold of himself, he ran the head of his cock up and down her slit, putting just the right amount of pressure on her clit each time.
She mewled softly looking up at him as he took her by the thighs and pulled her closer, pushing into her slowly.
Her calves rested on his forearms with her ass hovering slightly off the bed. This angle got her every time.
Her eyes rolled back and she turned her head, burying it in the pillow to muffle her moans.
He smirked at her and began to pump slowly into her, pulling all the way out before pushing slowly back to the hilt.
He reveled in watching her writhe and try and pump down to him in this position with no avail.
His strong, smart, beautiful, sexy woman. His children's mom and 2nd mom.
His Captain.
It was rare that she be as helpless as she was in this position, especially when he plunged into her at such an achingly slow speed.
They had 23 years to make up for, which included a lot of sex. But this position- this position of power- was reserved for special moments.
Moments when he had to remind her that she didn't have to be strong all the time.
That she didn't have to be in charge all the time.
That she could let someone take care of her and that he'd do everything in his power to make her believe that every damn day.
The first time he'd fucked her like this, she asked him if he wanted to come meet Noah.
Four months after they began their secret relationship, she lay next to him, panting after mind blowing sex and she just asked him. Out of the blue.
"Do you want to maybe meet Noah this week?"
He didn't reply. Just kissed her and took her the way he was now. It was the ultimate symbol of her trust.
As he looked down at her now, a year later, pregnant with his baby and about to allow him officially adopt her son, he could barely contain his passion.
It took a long ass time, but every second he spent with her was worth it.
She looked up at him with pleading and emotional eyes.
He grinned devilishly and slowly sped up, moving a hand expertly to circle her clit.
She buried her face in the pillow again to contain her moans but he shook his head.
"Look at me, Olivia." He said in a soft but commanding voice.
Olivia. She'd known he was on a power play the minute he kissed her earlier but the use of her full name cemented it.
She didn't like to be bossed around. Hated it, actually. But there was something about being under the love of her life like this, completely helpless as he said her full name, that made her stomach tighten and her lips quiver.
She maintained eye contact and bit her lip in an effort to hold back the moans that were escaping.
She knew if she could just hang on, he'd meet her mouth to swallow her cries of pleasure as they came together.
"El… please… faster…"
She whispered and he gave in. He always did.
He sped up a little more, keeping even movements and pressure on her most sensitive part.
Her eyes threatened to roll back but she maintained eye contact.
"Elllll…." She whined, and he felt her walls flutter.
He sped up again, jackhammering himself into her as his balls tightened.
When he knew she was about to lose it, both north and south, he leaned over her, covering her mouth with hers as she came, arching her back and still newly round belly upwards.
He groaned into her mouth as he thrust in one last time, releasing as she squeezed him tightly.
He remained above her, holding himself up and continuing to kiss her passionately.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him until they heard the boy's doors open, as they headed to the kitchen.
He pulled back, looking down at her.
"You ready?"
She smiled up at him, rubbing the short hairs on the back of his head.
"Yes."