A/N: Sorry for the delays in updates! Busy weekend with work. Enjoy :)

When she came back out, his jaw dropped to the floor.

"Oh momma…." He said, admiring her.

Adorned in navy lingerie and a garter, she sauntered over to him, gently pushing him back on the bed.

"Happy Retirement, baby," she whispered seductively.

She slowly knelt before him bit her lip as she admired the bulge growing in his pants.

"You're gonna have to help me get up," she teased before slowly running her hands up the inside of his legs and thighs.

He nodded with a smile and went to remove his uniform jacket but she shook her head quickly.

"Keep it on, detective."

"Cap…" he groaned as she began kissing him through his pants.

He was propped up on his arms watching her. Her brown eyes met his blue as she slowly began to unbutton his pants and pull him out.

"Sucking your big cock while you're in uniform has always been a fantasy," she whispered, running her tongue up the underside of his twitching cock.

"Shit babe," he mumbled, his eyes rolling back as she took him in her mouth, sucking half way down his shaft and putting slight pressure on it with her teeth.

When he was able to open his eyes again, he looked down at her and groaned as he watched her intently focused on his solid member.

Her eyes went back up to his and she smirked around him before diving down and taking his entire length.

He gasped and his hands flew to the back of her head, holding it gently as she choked on him, before pulling back with a pop.

She swirled her tongue around his tip quickly before taking him to the hilt again. "Fuck baby I'm gonna cum… st-stop…"

Pulled off again she grinned. "Where do you want to cum baby?" He asked with a soft groan before gripping his base.

"Ah ah… uh baby…" he groaned as she started to stroke again. "Uh baby yes.." he said.

"Where baby? My pussy? My face? My tits?" She asked innocently before dropping her voice dangerously low. "Or my throat."

He audibly cried out as he hit the back of her throat again and his balls tightened. His breathing was erratic and she knew he was going to cum, so she pulled off again. "Where do you want it," she repeated.

"P-pussy," was all he was able to say, and with shakey legs, he stood and helped her up.

She knelt over the bed, and he pushed into her from behind after giving her ass several hard slaps.

"Uh baby yes!" She whined- she was fucking soaked.

Doggy was about the only way that worked anymore due to the size of her belly. Reaching under her, he circled her clit quickly as he pumped his hips.

"Harder El…" she whined, but he was always hesitant because of the babies, so he quickened his pace on her bundle of nerves.

He knew it was all she needed, thankfully, because he was a about to burst.

"Shit baby… shit," she panted as she came around him, the intensity of her long overdue orgasm making her whole body spasm.

Reaching under her to hold her up, he exploded into her with a grunt of her name.

He lay with his head down by her belly afterwards, rubbing it softly.

"Baby… tonight was so special…" he looked up at her, "thank you…" he smiled.

She had a hand on her belly and the other on his head. Smiling, she gently laced their fingers together and rubbed his head softly. "You deserved every minute El…"

Trailing off, she remained quiet a moment and he looked back up at her. "Tell me…"

"You're sure? You wanna be a stay at home dad?" She whispered, "I just wanna make sure… you… you don't feel pressured."

He looked back down and chuckled against her belly- the twins had been jumping around for the last hour. "Guys, you listening to mommy right now? She's crazy… you'll get used to it," he teased and she laughed, tossing her head back.

"Like I would ever to feel pressured to be with my kiddos… this is like my second chance… your big brothers… you guys," he paused and sighed happily. "It's everything I ever wanted to do but couldn't when the big kids were little."

He heard her sniffle above him. "And listen guys she's not usually this emotional," he said again, laughing. "She's actually a total badass. The best Captain and woman and momma ever. Charlie... you're gonna have the best role model ever... and my Benny boy... oh your momma will do anything for you."

She shook her head, laughing. "I love you Elliot."

Kissing her belly, he smiled against it. "I love you, Livvie…. And I love you two… and I can't wait to meet you guys!!!"

Smiling again, she rubbed his head. "We have to schedule your vasectomy… cause momma ain't doing this again," she teased and he nodded.

"Yeah I thought I'd call the doctor Monday?" He nodded and kissed her belly again.

"I want to meet them like now. How long do I have to wait?" He asked playfully and she smiled laughing.

"You tell me! You've done the twins thing before!"

"Dick and Liz were 4 weeks early… they baked a while," he laughed.

"Greaaat. And Kathy was tiny. How?!"

"She almost chopped off my balls multiple times!!" He exclaimed and she smiled.

"Don't blame her. We're lucky these two are such a blessing…. I still can't believe it."

"Me either Livvie… what do you think they'll be like?" He asked, drawing circles on her belly.

"Hopefully like Noah has grown to be in the last year… the best of you and me." She said softly and she felt his tears on her belly.

He was quiet a moment before speaking again. "That's the best compliment you could have ever given me, Liv."

The pair walked in with their boys the next day. "Do you guys have homework this weekend?" Liv asked and they nodded.

"Ok let's get it finished up today alright?"

They both groaned and El came up behind her, placing a hand on her back. "Why not tomorrow?" He suggested, "thought we could hang with them tonight."

She turned and have him a look, preparing to say something about him going against her.

He gave a hopeful pout and she caved with a soft laugh. "Finnnne but tomorrow!" She said, looking between the three.

Nodding quickly and all agreeing, she smiled to herself as the trio ran off to play games and talk.

"You two are so lucky," she whispered, rubbing her belly. "So lucky."

El settled into retirement easily and happily, cracking a joke every day when she went to work.

He'd also started bringing her lunch and eating with her whenever her schedule allowed. He walked in one afternoon, a month and a half later, and Fin laughed.

"El what are you gonna do when the twins come huh? Drag both of them here every day?" He asked him laughing.

Elliot nodded. "Hell yeah. To be with my girl? I've got a lot time to make up for," he said, walking into her office, his face falling when he saw her.

Liv was sat in her chair, breathing quickly and holding her belly. "Baby.. babe what's happening," he said, dropping their lunches and rushing towards her.

She had tears in her eyes and she shook her head, her breathing hard. "I-I d-don't know I need... call my doctor," she whispered and he nodded.

"Fin! Call a bus!!!" He yelled frantically, keeping his hand on her belly and one on her arm as she screamed out in pain. She was panicked, which wasn't helping the situation.

"I-it's too soon... it's too soon," she sobbed and he nodded. "I know I know... but need you to calm down please baby... breathe... breathe with me okay?" He said, grasping her face and she nodded quickly, her watered eyes meeting his as she screamed out again and her pants damped.

"N-no... no my w-water," she cried, hyperventilating.

"Livvie... Livvie listen to me. I need you to breath. They're going to be ok... We're gonna get you to the hospital and it's going to be okay... They're going to be okay... I promise."

She nodded through her tears as another contraction ripped through her body and she screamed. EMTs rushed into her office.

"Detective, need you to move," one said, pushing him to the side as he finally broke, tears streaming down his face.

"Captain we've got you, come on," they were gentle but quick as they got her onto the gurney. "Elllll," she cried and he rushed to hold her hand. "I'm here babe I'm here."

They started rushing out of the office and Elliot barked orders. "Fin, call Mo. Amanda, get the boys bring them here and have Dickie meet you they'll want him."

He was trying to think of everything and both shook their heads. "Go El we've got it, go!" Amanda said nodding and he ran after Liv and the gurney.

She was rushed in for an emergency c-section, the doctor taking Charlie out first. He breathed a sigh of relief as she cried and they whisked her away to the NICU.

Benny was next, "boy," he heard them call. "Get us suction and oxygen right now we don't have a breath."

They heard them yell and Liv was sobbing. He sunk down beside her holding her cheeks and sending up audible prayers to anyone who would listen.

"Please God... please God let him be okay," he said as Liv's heart rate skyrocketed.

"Mr. Stabler we need you to leave please," a nurse rushed out and he shook his head. "No.. no I'm not leaving," he said and two nurses had to hold him back from crossing the sterile field when he heard a small cry.

"Mr. Stabler please," they said pulling at him, his face going white when he saw how much blood was on the table.

It took three male nurses to drag him out into the hallway where he collapsed, hyperventilating. "Please god... please god no," he said through his sobs.