Chapter 2

Alex's POV:
It was completely obvious what Emma and Sean were doing in that truck. I refuse to ride in that thing anymore! God knows what could be in it! I mean come on! I can see the scratch marks on Em's thighs. And I see the way Sean winced when his back hit the back of the chair. I can tell what Jay is thinking too….he's thinking the same thing I am. Only he has some weird smile on his face. UGH! Jay is so perverted. But I love him. I have since the 8th grade, which is when we started dating. Amy dragged me to some dumb party or something. And she made up for it by introducing me to her dates hot friend. God is Jay hot. But anyways back on topic! This whole Emma and Sean thing, not good! I can't believe they're doing each other. I mean I always thought they would get back together. Truth be told I've always liked Greenpeace, even if I didn't show it. I always liked that she stood up for what she believed in and then dumped Sean when he treated her like dirt. But I never thought I'd end up being best friends with her my senior year of high school. But anyways, I never thought her and Sean would be the type to have a friends with benefits thing going on. Well Sean is, but Em isn't. They're so in love, have been since grade seven. As Paige would say, "They're soul mates with a capitol S! " I can't believe I'm actually friends with Miss Queenbee. It's so surprising. But back on topic, Emma and Sean are meant to be. I just hope they realize it soon! This let's screw each other relationship thing they have going, is just not healthy.

Emma's POV:

My mom just walked out of Snake's room. Sean is squeezing my hand for support. I squeeze back as my mom starts to talk.

Spike-"He'll be fine! Don't worry. The chemo is just wearing him out. That's why he fainted. You can all go home now!"

I let out a sigh of relief as I hug my mom.

Spike-"Sean can you drive Em home for me? I'm just going to stay here tonight."

Sean-"Sure, come on Em."

My friends and I all hug my mom one last time before walking out of the hospital and into the parking lot.

Craig-"Well I think he'll be fine."

Oh God! I really don't need Craig's corky sense of humor or everyone else crowding around me making sure I'm alright. I just can't deal with it right now. Sean must be able to see right through me because his eyes are telling mine that he'll get them out of there.

Sean-"Guys, Emma must be really tired. So how about we give her some space. I'll take her home and we'll talk to you guys tomorrow."
Sean must be my guardian angle!

Sean's POV:

I can tell Emma wants them out of here. She doesn't want to see anyone right now. I can see it in her eyes. I need to get her home. She won't make it through the rest of the night with everyone else annoying her with questions about how she's doing. I know how she's doing. She's scared out of her mind. As everyone else agrees and says their goodnights, I don't take my eyes off of Emma's. And before I know it we're in my truck driving to her house. After about three minutes of silence, she finally talks.

Emma-"Thanks Sean. I really couldn't deal with them being here right now."
Sean-"I know. I saw it in your eyes."

She flashed me the cutest smile when I said that. God I want her. I want her every second of the day. The ways he wears strawberry flavored lip gloss and shampoo. And the way she laughs and her smile. Oh God, her smile could put wars to peace. I love her so much…Wait! No I don't. I don't love her, I mean I do but in a best friend kind of way. Oh, who the hell am I kidding? I'm completely in love with her! I'm head over heels, heart stopping, breathing hard, time stopping, rabbit fucking in love with Emma Nelson! I just wish I still had a chance with her. I know I threw away the last chance I had with her way back in grade nine. Besides I wouldn't be able to handle it if I broke her heart again. I need her, I can't handle her not being in my life for so long like that last time we broke up. My whole world changed and turned black. I'm just happy we do what we do. I'd rather be dating her and be able to tell her how I feel. But for now, I guess I'll have to just settle for kissing away her pain. Just like she does for me. I 'm so lost in thought I almost passed her house.

Emma-"Sean come inside with me."

Sean-"Not so sure if that's a good idea, Em."

Emma-"Sean please! I need you right now."
Sean-"Ok, I'll come in."

I know what she wants me to come inside for. I want it too, but I always like her make her say she wants me. I love it when she flirts with me and whispers things into my ear in that sexy voice she has when no on is listening.

(They just entered the house. Emma takes Sean's hand and leads him to her bedroom. As soon as they get down there she pushes him up against a wall and starts kissing him. He has no complaints as he slips his tongue into her mouth and his hand under her shirt.)

I love Emma, don't get me wrong. But I also love this side of her. The side that wants me as much as I want her.