I know I said nothing in season 5 happened yet at the beginning of the story but I'm going to put in things that happened in season 5 throughout the story. Only the things that I liked happened though. But everything from seasons 1-4 happened already EXCEPT SECRETS. Like that Joey is dating that 23 year old chick and such. You'll just have to see. I'm trying to clear up any confusion but I might just be adding to it so just ask if you have any questions.

Chapter 11

Sean's POV:

This is so perfect, Emma and I in the same room all weekend. Brilliant! I have to remember to be nice to Tracker while he's here. I can't believe my mom didn't make me sleep out in the living room with Tracker too. She said she did that because Track and I fight too much and Emma and I almost never fight…PSHT! That's what she thinks. Emma and I fight all the time. That's just the way we are. It ignites our passion for one another. God do we have passion. I've always loved that about us. No matter what we've been through our passion has never run out. Maybe it never will. But then again maybe Emma and I will never be a couple again. Maybe Craig was right. Maybe I should tell her. I mean we can't keep doing what we're doing for forever. Ok I really need to stop thinking about this. It will just make my head ache. Our whole relationship is way too fucking complicated to go over in my mind without the correct preparations first.

"Sean, Tyler's here. He said he's taking us somewhere. Are you ready to go?"

I hear Emma's voice through the bathroom door.

"I just got out of the shower Em. Tell him to give me 5 minutes to get dressed ok?"

"Ok. He said to hurry up though!"

I laughed as I heard Emma walk back into the living room. I guess Tyler does have another one of his wild parties in store for us. Oh God. This night could end in two ways. One way being me and Em in my truck or bed or whatever having an amazing time. The other way being me and Em fighting about Cindy or some dumb shit like that. I can tell this is going to be a long night…either outcome it will be an extremely long night. It's up to me to decide how I spend my long night…In a fight or in a truck…

No one's POV

Sean stepped out of the bathroom after he got dressed and put on his hoodie as he was heading into the living room.

"Hey Cameron! It's been a few weeks man! How are you?" Tyler said as he and Sean did the guy handshake thing.

"I'm good man. Glad to be back at Degrassi. Not that I didn't miss ya Bishop but I missed Em more!" Sean said as he hugged Emma. Tyler looked at them suspiciously. As if they were doing something illegal. Ever since the first time Tyler met Emma he knew that she and Sean were meant to be together. It amazed him that they weren't.

"Ok you guys ready to party?"

"Let me guess. You threw another one of your huge parties where everyone was wasted before it even started?" Emma said rolling her eyes, in her sarcastic voice, while the three of them walked out the door and towards Sean's truck.

"Do you have your car Ty or are you riding with us?"

"I have my car. Just follow me there ok?"

"Ok."

Emma and Sean get in Sean's truck and follow Tyler to the party. It's at a huge house right off the beach. There was a campfire type deal thing in the back of the house on the beach. People were everywhere, in the house, around the house, and on the beach. Some were drunk, not drunk, dancing in the middle of rooms, making out in corners, up in bedrooms doing God knows what.

Sean's POV:

We just got to the party and already Tyler went off with some hottie from Wasaga Beach High. That's Tyler for you. Manwhore extraordinaire. Emma and I are just kind of standing there awkwardly. It looks like there's something on her mind. If only I knew what she was thinking. But this is Em we're talking about here. I never know what she's thinking. I've known the chick for over 5 years and I'm still completely fucking clueless as to what she's thinking. Oh well. I'll just have to go with it.

"Do you want something to drink Em?"

"Uh, sure…but nothing too strong. Neither of us are too easy to handle when we're drunk."
I swear she sets herself up for these things…she says things that in her mind sound innocent…but when I get a hold of her phrases I violate their innocence…hehe just like Emma. I pull her close to me and whisper in her ear, "You may not be easy to handle Em, but you're always a pleasure."

I expected her to blush and giggle and hit me in the chest like she always does. But this time, she scooted even closer to me and whispered in my ear, "Likewise Bam Bam."

She kissed my neck and pulled away from me taking my hand and pulling me towards the drinks. Whoa! I think someone's frisky tonight. Jesus…Damn does Emma look hot tonight…I didn't notice until now. She's wearing one of her famous mini skirts with a halter top and strappy sandals. She smells amazing too. GOD!
This is going to be a long fucking night!

"So Em, do you want to dance?" I ask her handing her a drink.

"I'd love to." She says smirking at me and taking a huge gulp of her drink.

Whoa. This is like perfect timing. Just as Emma and I get out in the middle of the room where everyone else is dancing, a grinding song starts playing. This is going to be a great night. I think all of these cool things that are happening are signs. Ok great. It's the very beginning of the night and Emma is already turning me on. Jesus. I have like zero self control when it comes to her. We were dancing and having a great time…until Cindy Mancini….Wasaga's biggest slut walked up to us.

"Hey Sean. Looks like you're back for the weekend." She said winking at me and trying to flirt without being obvious…PSHT! She was always obvious.

"Maybe we could get together sometime."

I felt Emma tense up when she said that. Damn it!

"Um, no Cindy I don't think so. Sorry."

"Oh and why is that?"

I could tell Emma was extremely pissed right now. She stopped dancing. Great! Now she's going to run off and we're going to be fighting for the rest of the night. But she said something that surprised me.

"Actually Cindy Sean can't go off and have sex with you because he doesn't want to catch a bunch of STDs. Besides, he has a girlfriend."

And then she pulled me close to her and kissed me so hard and passionate that I dropped my plastic cup filled with beer.

Cindy made one of her girly pissed off noises that only Manny would know how to make and stalked off. She turned around before she left and yelled "If you change your mind I'll be around."

Emma and I just ignored her and kept making out ever so passionately right there on the dance floor…in front of everyone. Emma didn't seem to care and neither did I. We were having one of our moments again. We got completely lost in each other. We stayed like that for God knows how long. We didn't stop until I moved my hand from the back of her upper thigh underneath her skirt to her butt. She seemed to just then realize that we were in public and stopped. We looked at each other breathless.

"Well Em, I have to say I'm impressed."

"Oh and why is that?"

"I have a girlfriend?"

Emma looked at my completely shocked. She seemed to have just realized what she said. Her eyes start to water and she looks really mad at herself.

"Fuck!"

She ran out of there extremely quick. I ran after her and finally found her at the beach. Sitting on the shore just looking out into the ocean. She seemed to have found a spot that was secluded from the rest of the drunken partiers. I walk up to her and sit down beside her on the sand.

"So Emma want to tell me what in the hell is going on?"

"I'm sorry Sean."

"For what?"

"For saying that you had a girlfriend…for assuming that you didn't want to hook up with Cindy…fo-for fal-ling in lo-ove with you ag-ain…when this was meant to be just physical."

Oh God…here we go again. Emma's always blaming herself for things that are really dumb-WAIT! Wait, did she just say love? She just said she was falling in love with me again….WHOA! I love you too Em! I love you too! Say something you idiot! She's staring at me, tears streaming down her cheeks, waiting for me to either reject her or tell her I love her too. Why can't I say something? SAY SOMETHING CAMERON!

"Em…I-I-…."

What in the hell is wrong with me? This is what I've been waiting for! Why can't I say it? Why can't I tell her I love her too! I know I do! SAY SOMETHING YOU FUCKING IDIOT!

"I-I'm so-orry," Emma whispered ever so quietly. Then she ran off. Like she always does. Damn it! What in the fuck is wrong with me?

I love Emma more than anything in the world. But why can't I tell her?