Chapter 18

Sorry for all the chapter confusion and such with all the author's notes. And I apologize for the PLAGIARISM mix-up. God some people really piss me off! And I'd really like to THANK EVERYONE that helped get that chick's COPY of MY story deleted on the-n boards. And to save future PLAGIARISM issues, if there are any, I won't be posting this story ANYWHERE else but on So if you see ANYONE putting this story up on any other fan fiction or Degrassi boards, then please let me know! I'd like to give a special thanks to Xenasargo2, who informed me about the plagiarism issue and really gave that chick some WORDS let's just say! Haha Oh and also a special thanks to Keturah, Alwl8986, Honeybluv, and Calliejo who all posted comments about this chick! Thanks so much for all your help EVERYONE! It makes me proud that you guys love my story enough to do that! MUCH LOVE! Ok I'll stop babbling. Here's the next chapter.

Scene-Sean's apartment. Emma stayed at Sean's house all night. They had some….FUN! And then they just layed in each other's arms all night. It's about 10:00 in the morning. Emma's parents still think she's in Wasaga so there are no worries in the parent department. (Oh by the way I just watched Neutron Dance the other day and I paused the part where Ellie's putting Sean's address on a box and it says the spelling of Wasaga Beach and apparently WASAGA is the correct spelling! Weird fact I know, but for those of you that ever wondered, WASAGA is how Degrassi spells it! Haha) Emma and Sean are in another one of their moments. To them, no one else in the world exists right now.

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Sean's POV:

I just got the love of my life back last night. There's no word in the world to describe how happy I am right now. I can't believe me, bad boy Sean Cameron, has actually fallen in love…with Emma Greenpeace Nelson none the less. It's unbelievable. I never imagined that I would fall in love my first day at Degrassi. I feel completely overwhelmed right now. In the seventh grade, I never imagined that Emma and I would end up here. Emma Nelson was my first, and ONLY, love. She's my soul mate and I love her more than anything. Last night was AMAZING! She's just laying here in my arms and we're both finally calm and at peace….for once in our crazy lives. Me, the gangsta, and Emma, the perfectionist, are actually HAPPY! I've never been this happy before in my life. Without Emma in my life, I'm nothing, I'm not happy…I'm just a big, useless, pile of skin and emotion in the world. Emma and I have been speaking to each other through our eyes and our thoughts. We haven't spoken one word to each other since last night when Emma told me to make love to her. Emma normally can't stand silence. This must be why she's the first to speak.

"Sean…last night was….amazing."

I smiled at her.

"You have no idea! It was more than amazing….it was….mind-blowing."

She smiles back at my and kisses the part of my chest that her head is laying on.

"That it was."

"I'd have to say that was the BEST makeup from one of our breakups that we've EVER had!"

She smiled at me again and blushed.

"Sean!"

"Hey you know it's true!" I said laughing at her.

She laughed back at me and threw her hands up in the air in defeat.

"Ok, ok you win!"

"I always win!"

She smiles at me again.

"You do, don't you."

I didn't even bother to answer her because I kissed her…hell she knew the answer. I almost NEVER win! But oh well, for once I can use it to my advantage. After a few minutes Emma pulls away and stands up and wraps my sheet around her bare body.

"I'm starving. Got any food Sean?"

She laughs as I look at her like she's fucking INSANE!

"Um I think. But good luck trying to get to it, everyone else probably ate it last night!"

Emma cheeks turn a shade of bright red.

"Oh my God Sean! I completely forgot everyone was still here last night when we…..Oh my God! I'm so embarrassed!"

I laugh at Emma being so embarrassed over something that everyone knew we were doing anyways! Jeez!

"Look Em if you're doing it, I think you can say it!"

She looks at me with a "You're so not helping" look and rolls her eyes.

"Still doesn't change the fact that I'm completely embarrassed!" She said before she walked out of my room and into the kitchen.

I put on my boxers and followed her. But I had to pee first! (Haha typical guy! Sorry but I found this hilarious when my friend boy—In Craig's words! Haha—said it the other day. Sounds like something that Sean would say in his mind at least:P)

-----In the Kitchen now-----

I walk into the kitchen and see Emma, with her back facing me, cooking some eggs on the stove. I walk up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist and lay my head on her shoulder. She smiles when I kiss her shoulder.

"Thought I'd make some eggs…there's nothing else in this apartment! You're right, I think all our friends cleaned your fridge out last night!"

I lauged.

"Yeah, probably. There such losers!" I say sarcastically.

She laughs at me then kisses my cheek. Then she scrapes the eggs onto a plate.

"Oh so I don't get any?" I say and turn my face into a puppy dog pout that I know she can't resist.

She laughs at me before grabbing a fork and walking back towards the bedroom. She turned around and looked over her shoulder.

"Oh see I thought we could have breakfast in bed….I was going to feed it to you but if you're going to pout…"
I stood up and started following her to the bedroom.

"Pouting time is OVER!"

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Ok now I thought I'd write some about Paige and Spinner. I think they should just get over it and get back together…Degrassi kind of sucks when they break up the greatest relationships of all time (Cough, Cough Semma, Spaige, Crellie—You get my point) So I'm doing what any good dedicated fan fiction writer would do---I'm fixing it! Muahahaha! I'm so evil…evil laugh. Ok done now. Well anyways here's the Spaige part of the story.

----Scene-Paige's room. She's sitting on her bed listening to a bunch of love songs while collecting all of her things from her and Spinner's past. She's putting them all into a big bowl. ----

Paige's POV:

Ok here are all the pictures of us from the Bollywood dance and some from prom, when we were forced to ride in the same car together…UGH! Our friends suck ass sometimes! Oh and here's a one of his sweatshirts he gave me to wear at the drive-in one night. (She throws it all into a bowl.) Now where did I put those damn candles? (She opens a few drawers and finally finds the candles. She sets the bowl on the floor, and sets the candles in a circular shape around the bowl.) Ok now I have to go get Dylan's lighter…it will only work if I use something that Spinner and I have touched at the same time. And we both touched Dylan's lighter once when I was showing it to him…besides I have to light the candles with something and it ain't going to be water! (Paige goes to Dylan's room and gets his lighter. She brings it back and lights all of the candles that are placed around the bowl.) I'll show you Spinner! I'm going to relieve my mind of thoughts of you the good old fashioned women's revenge burning method! Once I burn all of this stuff of Spinner he should be removed from my mind completely…well not completely but at least for a while. That's all I need…I just need a day where my mind is Spinner free and where I can just think and get back to my normal life. I'm totally still in love with him but I don't think I can forgive him for what he did…he fell for Manny…and then dated her…until he got dumped flat on his ass for Chester Bloom. But then Chester moved again—his dad's a military man—and Manny was left all alone again. Haha. That evil bitch deserves it! First she goes after Ash's man…but when she comes after mine that is a complete different story! She's on my shit list! And Spinner will be completely erased out of my mind once I burn all these damn reminders just lying around my room! (Paige picks up a random picture of her and Spinner. It's a picture of them that Craig took on the first day of sophomore year when they started seriously dating. They're faces are close together and they're about to kiss. It's the one where they're doing the "Honeybee" crap! Haha. Paige looks at it.) Just one last look before I burn the man out of my life. (She looks at it for a good five minutes as if she was staring right into the memory. Everything she remembered about Spinner and their relationship came flooding back to her. She remembered his touch, his smell, and his kiss. She was about the forget the whole thing all together but took a deep breath and one last gulp. Paige held up the lighter and lite it. She held it up to the picture.) You can do this Paige, you can do this. I can do it! I know I can! (A memory flashed into her head of when she was cheering Spinner on at one of his soccer games, they were down by a point and Spin was their strongest player. She took him aside and gave him a reassuring kiss. Spinner told her he loved her and then went back out on the field. They won the game that day and Spinner started calling Paige his good luck charm. Paige's mind flashes back to the picture.) I can't do it! I love Spinner Mason! (She took her hand of the ignite thingy that gets the flame to come up and put down the lighter. She blew out the candles surrounding the bowl.) I have to tell him!

(She picked up the bowl and dumped out all of its contents on her bed. She put on Spinner's sweatshirt that she just recently pulled out of her closet and she put the picture that she's been staring at for the past ten minutes in the sweatshirt pocket. She grabbed her car keys and ran out the door to her car. She stops when her hand is on the door handle.) But what if---Wait! Paige you can't just let your nerves get in the way every time. Sometimes you just have to throw it all out the window and go for it! (Paige smiled to herself as she opened her car door and climbed inside. She put her seatbelt on, started the car, and drove off towards Spinner's house.) I'm going to get my "Sean!"

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Ok I'm going to write a little bit about Alex and Jay now. I feel that their little ravine escapade was left unfinished. Here it is!

---Scene-Jay's car. He just picked Alex up from working at the movies. He's been feeling guilty since he found out the real reason that Alex has been ignoring him lately. The car stops right outside Ellie's house because Alex is staying the weekend there to escape her mom's drug dealing, abusive, boyfriend of the week.---

"Thanks for the ride Jay. And thanks for being so understanding about the other night. You're being really great!" Alex said before kissing Jay and laying her head on his shoulder. Jay tries to force out a fake smile but can't do it. He has to tell her. He can't stand the guilt anymore.

"Lexxi, I have to tell you something."

She moves her head up and looks into his eyes. She can tell it's serious.

"Oh what is it? (She sees Jay is hesitant) Whatever it is Jay you can tell me. You know that."

He looks up at her with sad, glossed eyes.

"I know Lex, but this is something you're not going to want to hear. Hell it's something even I don't want to hear. But it has to come out. I can't stand the lies anymore. I have to tell you the truth. (Alex is about to say something but Jay interrupts her) Look just let me talk for a few minutes Alex…I know you're probably going to have a lot to say later and I promise to listen but you have to promise not to interrupt me now. (Alex shakes her head ok.) I fucked up Lex…so bad this time. It's unfixable. You're never going to forgive me for this one. But I have faith that we will eventually be an us again. (Alex looks confused and can tell that something horrible is about to happen) Alex…these past few months when you were keeping the whole pregnancy scare thing a secret from me, I thought you were cheating on me. And I was feeling ignored. So I went to the ravine one night…just to get drunk. Those were my intentions anyways. And I got completely drunk. Amy came up to me and asked me what was wrong. I told her what I thought was going on and she drug me into the ravine van. (Alex looks shocked and hurt) And it should have stopped right then and there after that one night. But you kept changing the subject and ignoring me and I thought you were cheating on me. So I got drunk, every time I did that with anyone I got drunk. And the cheating kept happening. I never had ACTUAL sex with anyone else…but there was a lot of…screwing around. And I'm sorry I'm so, so sorry! I love you so much and it was a mistake! A complete and total mistake!"

Alex is really shocked and hurt. A tear falls down her face but she quickly pushes it away and lets her hurt turn into anger. She slaps Jay straight across the face hard. He grabs his cheek when she's done.

"Ok I deserved that."

"Shut-up! My turn to talk now scumbag! What in the hell were you thinking? Moron! You fucking moron!"

She gets out of the car and so does Jay. She walks over to him and starts punching his chest. Yelling moron each time she does. Finally she breaks down and falls on her knees and starts crying.

"Lex…." (Jay reaches out to her)

"Don't! Jay, just don't! Don't touch me! Don't talk to me! Just don't!"

Alex continues to cry, crumpled up into a ball on the sidewalk with Jay standing two feet away from her.

"Alex, I love you…I'll always love you!"

She looks up at him.

"I love you too…but I can't trust you anymore…Jay I just can't do this anymore. Maybe one day we'll finally be able to be together again, but not until I can trust you again. And please don't try to win me back right away…just leave me alone for a while. Just let me cool off."

Jay didn't know what to see…he'd never seen this emotional side of Alex before.

"Ok," he whispered.

Alex stood up from the sidewalk and wiped her tears, but they just kept falling. She grabbed her bag from the car. She grabbed Jay and kissed him one last time…as if it WERE the last time.

"Goodbye Jay," She whispered as if it were the last time she was ever going to see him.

"Bye Lex," Jay said with tears in his eyes.

He watched Alex's back walk further and further away from him……

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So what did you guys think? I'm proud of this chapter! I wrote about the other characters more than the Sean and Emma parts. Yay me! I stayed focused! Haha. Well anyways, thanks again to everyone. Don't forget I'm still having the contest. You can try and write your own chapter of Kiss Away the Pain, but you can't post it. You have to email it to me and I'll read it. If I like it I'll mention who the winner is in the next chapter. And then I'll post it. But here are the requirements: 1.) It has to be a while in the future of the story and I know that's kind of hard because you don't know what's going to happen. 2.) It has to remain a Semma, Spaige, Crellie, and eventually a Jalex. 3.) It has to have a BIG part about Semma. 4.) You can bring Peter into the story if you want to but he won't be hooking up with any of the girl characters in this story right now anyways. 5.) Peter is VERY much allowed to get kinky with his video camera! Haha 6.) Ash is allowed to come back from London but everyone has to be mean to her! Hey what she must pay for being an evil psycho bitch that dumped Craig because he's bipolar! 7.) Toby can be in it, but let's face it Toby's a TOTAL loser! Not much of a story there! Haha! But in this story EVERYONE has to be nice to Toby…that's just a rule! Haha! 8.) Craig can't go all "psycho" again. That's just old news. 9.) Alex and Jay can't get back together for a while but they can eventually be friends. 10.) Emma and Sean's parents/family/friends all have to be HAPPY about them getting together. 11.) Emma can't get pregnant. Not yet at least. It would be jumping the gun a little bit to let her get pregnant already. 12.) Liberty is allowed to be pregnant and Jt and Liberty have to stay together! 13.) Jt is not allowed to have done the drug thing. 14.) Snake can't die. 15.) You can't change Shane being mentally ill. I wish I could change it because I like Shane in Degrassi Old School but he did what he did we can't change that right now. 16.) Manny is not allowed anywhere near Craig! 17.) Jay is not allowed to go back to the ravine for anything more than to drink.

That about covers it. You have to EMAIL it to me though! I won't post it if you put it on the review page. You can just click email at the top of the page where it says my author name. If you can't find it look a little harder….it's in blue! Well thanks! I'll try to post the next chapter soon!