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You tell me about the love you've had
I couldn't pry of Ginny. I felt her touch behind my back. I felt her lips wanting more. I countered her every action. My chest pounded, the monster was finally released. I felt love, so did she, as I could tell. I pulled her closer to me and made her feel something I've been meaning to for a long time. I felt her hand coming up to my neck, I simply held her closer to my body. I felt her soft lips touch mine, I felt heaven. As soon as I got a taste fo what she's got to give, I slowly let go of her and she slowly let go of me as well.
I looked at Ron. He countered me with an if-you-must look. I smiled as I pulled off Ginny. She smiled back at me. We couldn't say anything to each other for a while. People arount us wolf-whistled, howled, and things such as that. I looked at Ginny, she smiled back at me. I gave her a little wink before going up to the dorm.
I listen very eagerly
Maybe it did seem to last forever, or I could've wanted it to, if it weren't for the present situation. More and more things happened around me. Ginny kept me going. She became one of the reasons why I wasn't easily going to give up on things. She became my angel. I know that someone would catch my falls during th day. That someone was my one love, Ginny Weasley.
Although I wished happy things would last forever, I know it wouldn't. Soon, I had to walk my own path without Ginny. I had to do it because I love her so much to see her hurt. I wouldn't want to risk her life just because of me. Thoughts of how to tell her these ran through my head day by day, making me feel more and more guilty as each day went by. I didn't know what to tell her. I felt sullen about it every time I tired but failed...
But deep inside you'll never see the feeling of emptiness
We were together for a couple of days, weeks maybe, and I enjoyed every single moment of it. As I look into her eyes, I knew I was home, safe. With her presence, i couldn't help but smile and feel happy about it. But I knew I loved her too much. I had to kill Lord Voldermort first, before I seek for my own happiness. Ginny should be happy. She shouldn't worry about me. I knew I needed to let go of her. I try to tell her at times, but the way she entices me, makes me forget at every attempt.
it makes me feel sad
Thinking about Malfoy, trying to prove him evil. Thinking about being an Auror. Diving into memories of Voldemort. All of thse seemed to swirl my life. It seemed to have captured its essence and I knew that his Harry Potter, this Boy-Who-Lived, had to face the world without a woman at his side just yet.
Things happened quickly. Next thing I knew, Dumbledore invited me to go to the cave with him. Then the horrible things happened. Memories of it still haunts me. Coming back, we saw the Dark Mark. We had to fly there. Being terriefied, but not showing it, was hard. Seeing Dumbledore murdered by the man that sold my parents to Voldemort was even harder. I felt helpless. I was unworthy, maybe, also of Ginny.
The day Dumbledore was buried, I decided to tell Ginny what I really felt about our relationship. "Ginny, I know...We both know...That it isn't time. I've got to go on my own. I love you too much to see you hurt. We just can't be together. If only I'd told you sooner, then we would've been together for ages," I said solemnly. Ginny didn't cry as I said it. I took a deep breath and continued. "I just want you to know that I love you very much, Ginny Weasley," I assured her, through what I had said.
Ginny smiled. "I know you'd tell me that." She looked deep into my eyes and gave me the most sweetest smile I had ever seen. "Good luck, Harry Potter. I love you too," she replied, which made me smile the most as well.
We both looked up into the sky, knowing that someday, at some point of our lives, we'd be able to see the true beauty that life has to offer. We'd be able to smile, our true smile, and love, with all our hearts.
But then again...I'm glad
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