In the dark he is just like all the others
his kiss, his touch is just the same...
he means nothing more than the ones before him
They can't see my heart, I dont know thier name
In the dark I hide my secrets
as he searches with piercing eyes
no more touching, no more kissing
just intense glances and unsaid lies...
In the dark he holds me close
as if I were to float away
I begged him to let me go
as he pleaded for me to stay
In the dark he whispers slowly
begging for no more lies
he said that this was real
he said that we should try
In the dark I pulled away
wounded and confused
he wanted me to love him
there was nothing left to lose
In the dark the tears were flowing
unseen by shadowed eyes
I needed him to love me
but I could not drown my lies
In the dark he started yelling
not knowing what else to do
he told me that I was broken
and he wanted someone new
In the dark my heart shattered
every piece now on the floor
I told him that I was broken
and wrapped in bedsheets I ran for the door
Lights illuminated the hallway
with no safe escape in sight
then I burst out the front door
into the cold dark night
In the dark the rain was colder
every step I took into the night
I knew not were I was going
but this pain I needed to fight
In the dark he followed my footsteps
and found me, broken to the core
my mascara was running
but still he wanted me and nothing more
In the dark I pulled together
and stared with a look that could kill
and then I screamed and I yelled
and did not scare him still
In the dark I shoved him harder
and beat his chest a little more
but he just stood there silently
although his heart was somewhat sore
In the dark I ran wildly
my hair caught in my face
I won't let him catch me
as I fell apart from grace
In the dark he was just behind me
ready to catch me when I fell
he wasn't going to let me go yet
his beautifully broken belle
In the dark he came up from behind
and wrapped his arms around my waist
I tried so hard to pull away
but I was caught in his embrace
In the dark I let him hold me
if only for a little while
I told myself I could love him
the idea made me smile
In the dark he told me that he loved me
and to him there was nothing more
I told him he was crazy
my excuses he had begun to ignor
In the dark I turned to face him
yet I could not look him in the eye
for he was the one that could save me
but maybe I wanted to die
In the dark his eyes were amazing
I couldnt help but stare
our faces were so close
that we were breathing each others air
In the dark I began to shiver
as his lips grazed against mine
it wasnt yet a real kiss
but that would come with time
In the dark he kissed my neck
my heart was screaming in despair
I wanted him more than anything
but my mind just did not care
In the dark I told him nothing
but his persistance just went on
he wrapped his coat around me
while the night now became dawn
For the first time in my life
I let him see my eyes
he saw right through my shadows
he saw right through my lies
The sun now peaking
and on the rise
I didn't mean to hurt him
I couldn't see him cry
The light brought out his features
the stubble on his chin
but most of all his brown eyes
that in the light glisten
I let go the past
and fell into his kiss
and he lifted me off the ground
hardly noticed by this bliss
I hate the dark so badly
It kills me just to sleep
next to this man who saved me
whose eyes I couldnt see
I love the light so badly
It kills me just to say
That if I could never see him
Id probably fade away...