Innocence Shattered
By: Kuru-sama
Disclaimer: I don't own Fushigi Yuugi or any of the characters. And I certainly don't own Nakago. sigh I know, it's sad. But, I don't. So don't sue me! I'm not making any money here!
Warning: Yaoi, angst, shota, lime, possible OOC, possible AU…..(just covering all my bases here)
Author's Note: I have no idea what Nakago's liquor of choice is, so it's wine here. If it's wrong, I'm sorry. But it worked so that's what it ended up as. XP
Death. The smell of burning flesh. All of it before Ayuru's senses. Had he done that? Had he killed them? Including his mother? No…no, it wasn't true. He couldn't have. He was only a little boy.
Ayuru hit his knees to the ground, his hands at his sides, his eyes where his beloved mother had been. "Mama…"
Nakago opened his eyes, pushing back tears. He sipped the wine that was in the glass he held almost too tightly. How could he have let something like that happen? And yet…even if he had not, his mother would have died that night. He knew this. Those bastards would have made short work of his mother once they had finished raping her. And if he had not shown his powers he'd be dead as well.
He sighed to himself. Perhaps it would have been better that way. To have died with his mother. He'd wanted nothing more since then but revenge. Everything he did was a calculated part of his agenda to exact revenge for his people but, most of all for his mother. Not a day went by that he didn't think of her, of his people, of everyone that had been part of him, mattered to him. Since then, no one cared about him. And he found he didn't care. It made things easier. If they didn't care, then he could easily kill them without feeling guilty.
"W-what are you doing? Stop!" Ayuru cried out when he felt the emperor of Kotou Country pinned him to the bed. He was rewarded with a hard slap to his face.
"How dare you tell me to stop? You will learn obedience to me, boy!" The emperor said. He used one hand to keep both of the small blond boy's hands above his head while his other hand slid over Ayuru's naked thighs and viciously spread them apart. The next thing that Ayuru was aware of was a searing pain between his legs that made him feel as if he were being ripped in two.
Yes. Yes, the emperor and everyone here would pay. He would do what he could to make sure that things went according to plan. But, he would not die until he made sure the emperor died first.
Of course, these plans would not be voiced. Oh no, that wouldn't be smart at all. He would have to simply keep this under his hat for now.
Nakago smirked this time as he sipped his wine. Yes, he would have his revenge. And his mother's revenge an his people's. They would not be forgotten so easily. The emperor was a fool to trust Nakago. But that was his own stupidity and the blond wasn't about to correct him. Not until it was too late, of course. No, he would savor the emperor's death.
He downed the glass and got up to go do something useful. If he stayed idle too long, it would make the emperor suspicious. Idleness gave way to too much time for plotting against him. Though, he was sure that it wouldn't happen, he didn't want to take any chances. The bastard actually thought that Nakago was loyal to him. After all that asshole had done to him. But that was fine. Let him think that. For now.
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