The Man's face is almost like a comfort to me. Kind of like when your away on a long trip and your driving home and you can see your house in the distance. You know that soon enough you will be happy and comfortable. That's how I feel when I see him. I know he has the junk and soon enough I will be high and without a care in the world.
There's only one problem tonight. I have no money to purchase the goods. Maybe we can work out a deal. I walk up to him, and he has got a giant smile plastered all over his face.
He starts talking. "Does the pretty lady want some feel good medicine?" He asked me in that deep, dry, almost scary voice of his. I bite my lip, start crying and nod. He looks confused like he can't figure out what is happening.
"What's the matter babe? I got everything you'll ever need right here in my coat pocket." He said that with an evil grin on his face. I quickly explained my situation, why I was so upset and why I couldn't buy any tonight. He tells me that he can make a deal with me. He says that if I give him a show, and dance for him like I do for the snooty rich guys at the club, then maybe he can do something for me.
I slowly nod and peel off all my warm layers. And then I danced. I danced differently then how I danced before. This time there was a purpose for it. Something I both wanted and needed was on the line. If I could do just the right moves and just the right facial expressions, I could make this guy hot within five minutes.
When I was done he just nodded at me and handed me a little baggie. That wasn't so bad but it couldn't be this easy. Well obviously it wasn't because he looked me in the eye and opened his mouth like he was about to say something.
"Good Work. But next time baby, you'll have to give me what I really want. I cut you some slack this time because you looked a little desperate. And honey, I want you to keep coming back to me. Now go enjoy your stash." He flashed me another evil grin and walked away.
Thirty seconds later I walked away to. I walked back to my little hidden spot by the park bench to get high. I settled down on a little spot on the ground that wasn't completely covered with snow and got ready to shoot up. Again I hesitated and thought of Roger. This time the thoughts of his angry words and beautiful face were harder to push aside. Almost hard enough to make me want to put my needle down, but not quite.
So I injected myself and enjoyed the numbness of everything until I fell asleep. I woke up one time during the night and noticed I was still on the ground covered in snow. So I climbed up onto the bench and fell back asleep within minutes.
A/N: Sorry that it is kind of short this time. But thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed and look forward to the next chapter. Once again, reviews would be lovely!