A/N: I just saw Pretear the other day, and I loved it! More than that, I loved Sasame! Anyway, I have to admit that I 'd much rather see him with Mawata than with Takako. That was the one point that angered me. So, here's my first Pretear fanfiction. Read and review, but be gentle.
Disclaimer: I do not own Pretear, although I wish I owned Sasame.
Sincerely Yours
A Sasame x Mawata Fanfiction
Dearest Sasame,
My voice is silent as I search for the words to properly share my feelings. I don't know what to say to you. Why... why would you do that to me? Do you know how you shattered my heart when you touched your lips to hers? Do you understand the pain?
I lived my life as a lone shadow, a being of numbness when the world turned its back on me. When I lost my father, I lost my will for love and compassion. But you changed that! You taught me how to love again. It was you who showed me that the will to live exists on the will to love. It was you who saved my drowning thoughts from imprisoning myself. It was you who my heart longed for. But it was you who broke it.
I hate the way your eyes bite into my flesh. They are eyes of boiling love and hatred that are merely indecisive. They cannot decide whether to adore or despise me. I can only hope that one day they will give way to love.
I admire the way you stayed by her side, but I am disgusted by the way you turned your back on me. Over and over again, the sight of the embrace between you and Takako repeats itself in my troubling mind.
What don't you understand? I love you, but you don't care. I need you to know it was you who ruined me after teaching me to soar and giving me something to hope for. I will forever remain in your shadow, regardless of whether you wish it or not. I will always pray that you could see the love I possess for you.
I love you. Please understand. As long as your voice resounds in my heart, I will always love you. Takako is the darkness creeping over my shoulder, but you are the light that shines before me.
I walk the path of life alone again. I will only hope that your love will someday be cast upon me. I will always have a place in my heart for you, for you are the one my heart so desires. Remember me, no matter where life may lead you. If remarkably, you are lead to exist in my presence, I will gladly and whole-heartedly accept you. Goodbye, Sasame. I will wait for you until I breathe my last breath decades from now. You are the only one.
Sincerely yours,
Mawata
A/N: Wow... it started souding like a suicide note, but IT'S NOT! It may be somewhat confusing, but it made sense to me. It's clearly an attempt for Mawata to say goodbye to Sasame. Thanks, and much love to everyone!