: Ahem
I open my eyes and see Joe standing at the doorway I also notice that I'm laying in Toms arms. I sit up a little trying not to wake him.
Me (whispering): hey
He walks over to my left side and sits in a chair next to me
J (whispering): hey how are you feeling?
Me (whispering): surprisingly pretty good
J (whispering): that would probably be the pain killers they gave you
Me (whispering): yeah probably
J (whispering): so that's the ass?
Me (whispering): yeah but he's a cute ass
J (whispering): you know when I saw you last night I had a flashback to the night you fell on top of me.
Me (whispering): how many times do I have to apologize?
J (whispering): you caused me to break my wrist.
Me (whispering): I know ok?
J (whispering): I gotta say though spending the night with you in the emergency room cheered me up.
I feel Toms grip around my waist tighten.
Me (whispering): I don't know what you are talking about
J (whispering): Yes you do. You sang to me. Remember what you sang?
Me (whispering): I love you in the morning and in the afternoon. I love you in the evening and underneath the moon. Skin-a-marinky-dink, skin-a-marinky-doo. I love you
I feel the bed shaking and snickers that can only mean one thing.
J: I never told you sing it
Me: hey you sang it to me when we were little and you even did it last night
J: hey I was trying to comfort you anyways I should go I'll see you around
Me: you know it
He kisses me on my forehead and I feel Tommy tense and Joe leaves
Me: good morning Quincy
T: good morning Harrison
Me: Now that you're awake you wanna get off my bed
T: Fine. Besides you are a cover hog
Me: hey you're lucky I let you in the bed in the first place
He gets out of the bed and sits in the chair he was sitting in last night.
T: So…
Me: so…
There's a knock at the door.
Me & T: Come in.
Faith: Hey we went by your family's house to say bye and they said you were in the hospital
Tim: yeah something about falling out of a tree?
Me: yeah I kinda locked myself in my bathroom and then climbed out the window into the big tree and about 6 feet off the ground I fell.
Faith: What's the damage?
Me: broke my left leg again so they are gonna put some rods in it and broke my left wrist and bruised my left lung.
Tim: ow
Me: well you should see the ground its in worse shape than me
I giggle and no one else does
Me: am I the only one that ever finds my jokes funny?
T: yup
I shot him a glare
Me: yeah you know what you're not allowed to talk.
Faith: so we need to leave you have my cell right?
Me: yup I have yours and Tim's
Tim reaches down and gives me a tight hug and then Faith does the same while whispering in my ear: Be careful with that heart of yours ok?
Me (whispering): I will
Tim: Ready to go?
Faith: Yeah bye you two
Me & T: Bye
They leave.
T: I should probably leave soon too
Me: how?
T: well I could call mike
Me: right
T: I can stay until your family gets here if you want
Me: no its fine you can go
T: you sure?
Me: Yeah
T: Ok bye
He gets up and kisses me on my cheek
Me: bye
He leaves and I watch TV for about an hour when my family comes by then mason is the last to come in along with his guitar strapped on his back
Mason: hey you
Me: hey
Mason: how you feelin?
Me: pretty good
Mason: so your aunt is really happy that she had a key made to your bathroom after a prior incident
Me: oh my guitar and journal are in there
Mason: not like you can play it
Me: it sux I had a song I was working on too
Mason: well you're lucky I brought my guitar and your journal
Me: oh mason fox have I told you how much I love you?
Mason: yeah, yeah, yeah. But are you sure you're allowed to sing?
Si: just be careful
Me: I'm always careful
They laugh.
Mason: yeah that's why you're lying in a hospital bed waiting for surgery.
I just roll my eyes.
Si: speaking of surgery we have it scheduled for tomorrow morning ok? So that means…
Me: no food or drink after midnight I know
Si: just be careful ok?
Me: ok
Mason hands me my journal. I flip to the page as he gets out his guitar.
Mason: ok so how about you sing without the music first ok? That way I can get a gist of what the music should sound like.
Me: ok
I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday
I'll give you everything I have
The good the bad...
Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below
So help me down, you've got it wrong
I don't belong there
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn't say so
You wouldn't say so if you were me
And I… I just wanna love you
Oh, oh I… I just wanna love you
I always said that I would make mistakes
I'm only human and that's my saving grace
I fall as hard as I try
So don't be blinded
See me as I really am
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin
So pull me from that pedestal
I don't belong there
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
but standing from here
you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so if you were me
And I…I just wanna love you
OOhh I…I just wanna love…you
Like to think that you know me
But in your eyes
I am something above you
Its only in your mind
Only in your mind
I wear
I wear
I wear
I wear a halo
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
but standing from here
you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so if you were me
I just wanna love you
I just wanna love you
(I just wanna love you)
Heya Hey Hey Hey…Hey Hey Halo
Heya Hey Hey Hey…Hey Hey Halo
Heya Hey Hey Hey…Hey Hey Halo
Heya Hey Hey Hey…Hey Hey Halo
Me: so what do you think?
: Jude, you never cease to amaze me