Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. I'm also not getting paid for this, I'm simply doing it for my and, hopefully, your entertainment
Summary: Everyday he watches her, everyday he loves her and everyday he backs out of telling her how much he does… until it's too late… My 1st SSMM fanfic
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Chapter 1: Everyday Was The Same…
Everyday was the same. He'd wake up in the mourning, alone, in his cold bed, wishing she and her warm body were there with him. He'd get up, put on his normal attire and push his thoughts of her to the back of his mind.
He'd go down to breakfast and sit at the end of the table on her side. He would never make it obvious, but he watched her everyday in that same spot. He'd watch her laugh at something that Albus said and he'd always feel a pang of envy run through him. He'd always find himself wishing that it was him who was putting the smile on her face. But of course that was nonsense. He berated himself every time for thinking such things. He'd never put that smile on his face, because she'd never love him. At least not in the way that he loves her.
So he'd hold his tongue for another day, not willing to let himself hope that she could love him and that she wouldn't laugh at him if he told her of his feelings.
Everyday he'd pass her in the corridor and have to suppress the feelings he had for her so he wouldn't slip up and reveal something to her. He'd have to settle for a nod of the head and the occasional smile depending on if she'd had a good day so far. And everyday he'd always give her the same polite nod back and then instantly curse him self for being so polite, and not being friendly enough towards her. 'How was she ever going to recuperate your feelings if you're always so damned polite?' he'd ask him self after every meeting with her.
Everyday was the same…
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A/N: Hey guys! This is my second Harry Potter fiction and first SSMM fiction, what do you think of it so far? I hoped you enjoyed reading it so far as much as I have writing it. Please read and review! Constructive criticism welcome.