Chapter 4

A/N: So'd you like the last chapter? Do you think I have no reason whatsoever for what she did? Do you think I suck? Lol, tell me in a review! I reeaallllyy love to hear from you guys, so tell me what you think, and give me some suggestions (incase you haven't noticed, I listen to what people tell me to do with the story- and most of the time I like the idea and do it).

Disclaimer: Don't own nobody- 'cept for Seany, Demi, Jesse, and his aunt.

Seany woke up about 9:00 the next morning, at first forgetting that she wasn't supposed to leave to go for a flight.

She rolled over, the curtains opened to let the early morning light in. She smiled to herself as she stretched her arms above her head, looking over her right side. She sat up slightly at the sight of Chris awake, staring at the ceiling with his hands behind his head. It was a rare sight; because usually whenever Seany woke up, Chris was never awake. Plus, even if he was, he was half awake and still holding her beside him.

"What's up, lovie?" She asked, laying her head on the muscle of his upper arm. Chris turned his head to look at her, as if it were the first time he noticed she was there. With a very slight weak smile, he reached over with his other hand and stroked the side of her face.

"Nothin… I was just thinking."

Seany raised an eyebrow, kissing his finger as he ran his thumb across her lips. "About what?" She asked as his smile widened barely.

Chris shrugged and scooted closer to her, forcing her to put her head further up his arm as he wrapped his other arm around her waist. "About yesterday." He answered, trying not to be too specific. He didn't really want to address it; yet he knew it would be better if they talked about it than if he kept it inside. It would be better for their marriage too; but maybe she wouldn't ask about it, and he could just forget.

Seany took the hint that wasn't there. "What happened? Is it me?" She asked, lifting her head barely as she thought back to all she had done the day and night before. Had she not been good enough that night? With a hurt and curious look on her face, she let her expression ask him the million questions in her mind. Not once did the kiss she shared with Randy cross her mind.

"Nah- well; sorta." Chris admitted, taking his hand from around her waist and putting it behind his head. He wasn't the best at admitting his deep feelings for people, and he couldn't really bare to look at her while he admitted what he was feeling at the moment. "You do remember when we walked in on John and Demi yesterday…"

"Oh God… I'm sorry Chris; I didn't mean to tell you what to do… I'm so sorry," She apologized, putting a hand over her eyes and feeling stupid for what she thought she had done. Chris instantly corrected her; it hadn't really been her fault. Well, maybe it had.

"No- no, no, no… It was a little later; you know when Randy kissed you." Chris explained, glancing at her briefly out of the corner of his eye. He sighed. "It was just horrible for me- I love you Seany; I really do. More than anything, and it broke me to watch you two." Chris confessed as his eyes bore into the ceiling. "I just don't think you know how much." He whispered, and Seany noticed his voice cracked slightly. "I just- I don't want to lose you to anyone else." He admitted, taking his arm from behind his head and resting it on top of his closed eyes.

Seany was silent, her mouth slightly agape as what he said ran through her mind. She really hadn't thought about it, and knew that she had been stupid for not doing it. Somehow she knew she would never know exactly how much he did love her- but it was obvious he was trying to make it clear. "Chris… I- I'm so sorry," She managed, sitting on her elbow so she wasn't lying on him anymore. "I was so stupid."

"No… Don't say that." He replied softly, stroking her back lightly as if to try and convince her otherwise. "I know you didn't mean it… I just wanted you to know I'm a jealous and hurt man when it comes to that."

"Thanks." Seany responded after a few seconds, leaning down and kissing him on the cheek. It wasn't long before they both forgave each other quietly, and each one thinking of how much they really did belong with the other.

3 hours later…

"God, you two slept 'till lunch… Have a long, wild night?" John asked, raising an eyebrow as Seany walked into the kitchen sleepily behind Chris.

"It was wild- but you know how time flies when you're having fun." Chris smirked, playfully, opening up the fridge door. "Besides, I really don't think you have any room to talk when it comes to getting wild with a woman."

John rolled his eyes, chuckling a little bit. "Right." He replied, laying his head down on his arms, which were folded on top of the table. "You just have no idea."

"Really?" Seany asked; her hand just underneath her lungs, and sounding like she had lost her breath. The deep breaths she was taking seemed unusual to the two men, although it had happened more frequently to Seany throughout her second trimester.

John paused for a moment, watching her before she answered. "Yeah." He responded, although it was clear that his mind wasn't on what he had been saying. "You-"

"Ok?" Chris asked, finishing John's questions as he put a gentle arm around her back. "What's wrong?"

Seany looked up, rubbing where her hand was, and probably her diaphragm. "Huh? Oh, yeah." She smiled slightly as she began to quickly recover her breath. "It's just a little hard to breath sometimes- it gets it's little head underneath me right here," Seany explained to John, rubbing softly back and forth on the top of her stomach. "And when it does that inside, it pushes against my diaphragm or something like that. Anyways, I'm fine; for one, if you two would be watching me, you would know that it happens a lot." She teased, looking over at Chris. "And you should have already known that- we had an appointment yesterday."

Chris smirked, just glad that nothing had been wrong between the two. "Alright- you sure you don't want to sit down or anything?"

John sighed, standing up and putting an arm around Seany's shoulders. "It's alright- I've got it from here." He winked at Chris, as Seany rolled her eyes and giggled into the living room, just feet away from the kitchen.

20 minutes later…

Seany didn't exactly know why Chris trusted John with her, but he did.

John sat sprawled out in the recliner, stretched out with one hand resting above his head and another on the arm of the chair, boredly flipping through channels on the plasma screen in front of him. Seany was cuddled up beside him, only her head and her feet poking out of the silky blanket that covered her body and John's upper legs and torso.

"Hey you guys," Randy called from the kitchen, opening up the fridge door and taking out a Gatorade. To be honest, Seany had no clue why Chris and John continuously supplied the kitchen with them.

"Hey," Seany called from the recliner, turning her head slightly as if she could see him.

"John- hand check." Randy yelled from behind the bar, taking a swig of the red energy drink. John sighed, holding up both of his hands high enough so Randy could see them.

Randy laughed to himself, walking towards the hallway. "You know it's not my fault I have to baby sit you two." He continued, looking up at the wall. "It's not for much longer anyways."

"For what? What happened to Chris and Demi- and Dave?" Seany asked, sitting up slightly as she thought about it. What was the trio doing?

"They're just hanging out." Randy answered plainly.

"Then why can't we hang out with them?" Seany asked, trying to win her way through what seemed like would be another 'friendly' argument.

"Because. Just go back to sleep." Randy answered, disappearing from sight and the sound of his footsteps fading slightly as he did so.

Another 1 ½ hours later…

"John- John feel this," Seany said excitedly, grabbing his hand and moving it towards the blanket. He instantly jerked away.

"God girl, you two haven't been married for half a year and you're already trying to have an affair?" John asked, a hint of irritation in his voice, although he knew deep down it was something else. After a pause, he turned back and looked at her guiltily. "What."

"John, you have to feel this."

He rolled his eyes, taking her hand in his own. "I don't know if you noticed; but Randy seems to be kinda keen on those damned hand checks." Seany shook her head.

"No, it's the baby." She said quietly, but in an excited way. John instantly began to obey her. "Here, feel." She commanded him, placing his hand somewhere near the middle of her bulging stomach. He was silent as his eyes widened slightly, placing his hand on different parts of her stomach to feel the now kicking baby.

"Damn… He don't really have one hell of a kick." John mused, and Seany smiled somewhat. She had been concerned about it too, but the doctor said it wasn't anything serious. Her baby just wasn't an active one, and Doctor Rivers said it was normal. "How come I've never felt that before?"

"Because you're never around when it happens; I'm usually not really active when he does it, so it's just mostly Chris who he," She paused, looking over at John and rolling her eyes slightly. "Or she does it around."

"Right."

15 minutes later…

"You're such an ass." Seany muttered, glaring at Randy as she followed him up the stairs. She had no clue what was going on, but he said that Chris wanted her. Yeah right.

"You're not going to think that in a minute." Randy replied, winking at her. "See? Open sesame." He opened the door to the guest room, and Seany didn't know what was going on until she looked inside.

It had been totally renovated. The walls were painted in stripes of bluish-grey and a soft pink. In the corner was a modern looking wooden cradle, with a hunter green mattress-like cushion, which was dotted with the same light pink. In the cradle was a white blanket, with blue and pink lace on it. There was a soft blue plush dog, and a pink and white bear in the cradle too.

There was a white diaper changing center in the other corner, and a navy blue stroller beside that; polka-dotted with pink. There was a coordinated pile of stuffed animals in the corner opposite of that, and on the other side of the wall were a small play-pen and a play-mat for the upcoming baby.

Seany almost started to cry- hugging Demi, whom was the person nearest to her and in white overalls, covered in dry paint. "You guys!" She cried, rocking back and forth. "This is so- nice!" She managed, looking over at Dave and Chris, whom were both dumbfounded and Chris now somewhat irritated.

"Randy, you idiot!" He rolled his eyes, leaning against the dry wall. "We weren't done yet."

"You look done to me."

"Well maybe we're not!"

Seany sighed, letting go of Demi and wiping her eyes. "God forbid someone does something nice and no one gets chewed out about it."

The comment immediately sent the two into silence. They really had done a good thing, and she wasn't mad at them at all for the bickering that was almost always going on. Maybe she could get past everything else, and finally just notice the good things in life. Yet then it would make it too easy.

A/N: Sorry this was a little short and late! (That's why it was short; I shortened it sorta so I could get it in on time) Anyways, I hope to hear from all of you in a review! Thanks!

O, and I already know what gender the baby will be- but I was wondering, what do you guys think? I might be able to change it, so tell me in a review whether you think it should be a girl or boy. Thankies!