A/n: this chapter gets really dark and the chapter after this 1 will be really dark also as these chapters will cover my version of Olivia's first encounter with Lewis. This content isn't for all readers, read at your own risk. Also the lines that I used from season 15 episode 1 surrender Benson belong to Dick Wulf and NBC. I hope I do this justice, it's been difficult to write and I've debated on things a lot here.
No... no this can't be happening... This can't be real... I have to fight, try to do something but what? What can I do now he has the gun to my head... I-I should have just texted Elliot... Olivia thought to herself as she stared down the gun barrel in shock as her body trembled when Lewis brushed the gun along her cheek as before she had time to fully process what was happening Lewis had grabbed her as he hit her hard across the head with the gun, nocking her unconscious as he then carried her to the master bedroom , laid her down on the bed and handcuffed her to the headboard.
Gastroenterologist's office: 5:35 PM.
Doctor Lee stepped into the room as she smiled seeing Izzabella asleep in Elliot's arms "I have the results of the hydrogen breath test mr. Stabler."
Elliot nodded "is she gonna be okay?" He asked quietly as to not wake her up.
Doctor Lee nodded "yes Mr. Stabler she's gonna be fine however the test did come back positive for severe lactose intolerance."
He nodded and sighed "I'm glad that's all this is... I can make sure she doesn't have much Darry but it'll crush her chocolate milk is her favorite."
Doctor Lee nodded sympathetically "she'll still be able to have very small amounts of dairy and there are substitutes for cows milk. You can try giving her chocolate soy milk , almond milk... There are several work arounds for this."
He nodded "that's really good to know, I'll do some research, we'll figure this out... I'm just so relieved to know what's wrong now that I know what's wrong I can fix it."
She nodded "that's very true sir, for what it's worth you seem like a great father."
He nodded "thank you, I honestly wish I had put this together sooner but now that I know the chocolate milk is getting poured down the sink."
She chuckled "good idea mr. Stabler. We're already a little over 40 minutes late for closing so do you have any questions before I go?"
He shook his head "no ma'am I don't, now that I know what the problem is I'm gonna try to adjust her diet at home but we'll bring her back in if we feel it's necessary."
She nodded "that sounds great, have a good night," she said as she left the room and Elliot carried the sleeping Izzabella out.
"W-where am I?" she asked groggily as Elliot buckled her into her booster seat.
Elliot slightly smiled "it's okay baby your just in the truck we're heading home now the doctors appointment is over."
She slightly smiled "will I be all better now?"
Elliot nodded as he kissed her head with a smile "you will be sweetheart your just gonna have to have a different kind of chocolate milk."
She nodded her head with a small smile and fell back asleep as Elliot smiled, gently shut her door then got into the drivers seat and put the key into the ignition.
"What the hell?" Elliot said to himself as he turned the key several times to crank the truck but nothing happened.
Maybe I put the wrong key in? He thought to himself as he tried switching keys but that didn't do anything either.
Okay maybe I need to jump the truck off... I don't wanna leave Izzabella in here by herself but what choice do I have? I wont be very far away at all I'll still be able to see her, he thought to himself as he quietly got out, hooked the portable jumping box up then got in and tried to crank it again "damnit!" he shouted in frustration as it still wouldn't crank.
"W-what's wrong daddy?" Izzabella asked with a tear in her eye as she woke up hearing him shout.
Elliot slightly sighed "something's just wrong with the truck baby every things gonna be okay..." He said softly as he climbed into the back with her and dialed triple a.
Stabler home, 6 PM.
William Lewis sat on the foot of Elliot and Olivia's bed as he watched her and waited for her to wake up as she had a cut around her temple from where the gun hit her as she was bound and gagged.
"Hey there she is, big beautiful brown eyes," Lewis said after finally getting tired of waiting and startling her awake.
Olivia groaned slightly as she was disoriented and unable to say anything because of the gag in her mouth.
"Your so beautiful, give me a smile."
Olivia shook her head and gave him a glare instead.
He ignored her glare "your feeling woozy huh? That's alright, we've got time," he said as he jerked her roughly into a sitting position on the bed as she cried out in pain because of the restraints.
"Shut up!" Lewis shouted as he then pointed his gun at her and she moaned.
"Aww come on don't be shy... we're passed that. You were so sweet when you were knocked out," he said while uncapping a bottle of whiskey.
Olivia eyed him groggily as he smiled "you want a drink? Why don't I take off that tape so you can say yes."
She nodded slightly, wanting the tape off.
"1 thing though, you scream again I'll shove your own gun right down your throat," Lewis threatened as he then pulled the tape off roughly and she spit in his face.
"You know what, just shoot me," she said knowing he liked the struggle.
Lewis smiled and shook his head "that's the end game sweetheart, we've got a lot of shock and awe to go before we do that."
Olivia cringed at someone besides Elliot calling her sweetheart "do not call me that you bastard, you don't have the right to call me that," she said as he then grabbed her face roughly "ohhh!" she yelled as her phone then rang, El, the screen read.
The call went unanswered as a notification popped up "that was my husband, he's former NYPD and he's on his way home now."
Lewis smirked "I bet he's not," he said confidently knowing what he had done to their vehicle that morning before he left.
Olivia tried not to let her fear show "what makes you think that? You don't know him, anything about what he's been doing today and news flash your whole trying to make him believe that I was cheating bullshit didn't work."
Lewis just smirked "I know a lot more than you realize sweetheart, a lot more. You'll find out in do time."
Olivia sighed and again tried to mask her fear "if you walk out of our back door right now no one will know that anything happened to me."
Lewis shook his head "what about that pretty blonde detective that works there with you, you don't think she'll notice all the bruises?" He slapped her hard across the chest, "all the cuts?" he slashed the skin on her right outer arm with a pocket knife.
"I-i wont even be seeing her for a month I-i'm starting my furlough tomorrow, a-and if my husband asks I-I fell down the stairs, hit my chest on the way down, a-and cut my arm while cutting vegetables," she said shakily through the tears while he inflicted the wounds.
"But what about these burns though," he held a lit cigarette to the skin on her breast then right inner arm "you really don't think your macho husband will believe that those were accidents do you?"
She sighed "he wouldn't but you've done far worse than this and gotten away with it.. I-I don't have to tell him it was you, and even if he does figure it out your lawyer friend can accuse the NYPD of framing you for hurting me after the trial."
"Mistrial." Lewis corrected.
"Lewis go! Get the hell out of Nu York! If you just walk out our back door I will pretend that this never happened to me." Olivia pleaded, doing every thing she could think of to reason with him.
Lewis chuckled "yeah right, like I believe that. You can't seriously believe that I think you wouldn't tell your overprotective husband how you got these burns," he said as he burned her other breast with the cigarette as she whimpered slightly.
Lewis smiled evilly hearing her whimper as he jerked her head back "I give you an A for effort though, there's something I think you should hear."
Olivia trembled slightly and nodded as Lewis pressed play on the voicemail from Elliot as he was so confident in what it said that he hadn't even bothered to listen to it first as he listened with her.
"Hey baby it's me, we got the results of Izzabella's hydrogen breath test she is lactose intolerant but doctor Lee says there are a lot of work arounds so I think every thing will be fine with that. Umm the truck wouldn't start for some reason, I tried jumping it off and using all my different keys several times but that didn't help so called triple A, all the garages are closed but they towed it to 1 for me and we're hailing a cab home. Honey I know your worried about making the perfect dinner and that's probably why you didn't answer cuz your concentrating so hard, he chuckled allowed but don't stress on it baby, whatever you make is gonna be amazing. I love you and we'll see you shortly, later love."
"Damnit!! dam-it dam-it dam-it! I don't have a lot of time! Shit! Why the hell didn't I think of triple A!" Lewis shouted as Olivia just smirked "if I've learned anything at all in the past few years it's that El always comes through for me when I need him no matter what, I suggest that you leave now my offer still stands."
Lewis shook his head and glared harshly as he aimed the gun back at her head "Your still trying to bargain with me!!? Really Olivia?! WE'RE past that now!!"
Olivia held her ground "I am an NYPD detective, my husband will kill you, and even if he can't," she quivered at the real possibility that he or their daughter could be killed, "the entire Manhattan and Queens police forces will hunt you down."
She paused for a moment and fixed her gaze directly on him "if you think that you've put people through hell in the past that wont be half of the hell that your put through if you stay here, and let me tell you something right now, if you even think about touching a hair on my daughter or husbands heads you will get the needle I can almost guarantee that."
Lewis chuckled "where would the fun in that be? Trust me Olivia if I wanted them dead they would already be dead, no my plan wasn't to kill them, and it's still not, at least not yet anyway," he said with a smirk on his face as he then pistol whipped her again, knocking her back unconscious as her facial expression locked in complete terror at his words.
15 minutes Later Olivia woke to a horrible pain as Lewis held flaming hot keys to her stomach and breast as every 30 or 45 seconds he would alternate where on her body that he held them.
At first she managed to not scream, knowing that that was what he wanted was to hear the struggle but it didn't take long for the pain to win out as she screamed a bloodcurdling scream.
"Shut up!! there will be time for that later!" Lewis shouted at her as although he liked it when his victims screamed he realized that they were in the suburbs and he could get caught if she continued as he grabbed the first 2 items he saw, Elliot's scarf and a washcloth as he stuffed the washcloth into her mouth and tied the scarf around her nose and eyes.
Elliot, Elliot's smell, just focus on the smell, Olivia thought to herself as she tried her best to zone out as she inhaled deeply through her nose.
Lewis continued what he was doing for a few more minutes but then sighed realizing she had gone unresponsive looks like I need to use something else, she's used to this pain he thought to himself as he then left the room with a metal hanger.
Olivia noticed pretty quickly that the pain had stopped as she took a chance and scooted her body over slightly in the bed as when nothing happened she got quicker with her movements realizing that Lewis wasn't in the room.
Pillow, Elliot's pillow, she thought to herself as she determinedly scooted her body closer to it but was met with resistance due to the cuffs around her wrists. Despite this though she managed to move the smallest bit closer to his side of the bed as she used her tung to push the rag out of her mouth and her teeth to drag his pillow closer to her , all the while
while she was doing this Lewis's footsteps drew closer to the bedroom as she heard him approaching and quickly buried her head into the pillow just in time and tried to send her mind to a happy place.
Lewis reentered the room as he saw her face buried in the pillow as he just shook his head as he held the flaming hot clothes hanger to the skin on her upper chest as every 30 or so seconds he would gradually move it lower on her body as he became puzzled when she showed no physical or mental reaction , even when he burned the skin around her vagina as he finally roughly raised her face off of Elliot's pillow as he was shocked to see that her mind looked far away, her eyes looked distant and she even had a small smile on her face "the hell?" Lewis mumbled to himself as he just intensified the torture after slamming her face back into the pillow.
inside Olivia's mind , February 14th, 2012.
Liv I got you something on my way back from the therapists office yesterday, it's not much but I hope you'll like it," Elliot said with a smile handing her a small box.
Olivia took the box "Elliot you didn't have to..."
He smiled "I know I didn't love but Valentines day is special and I want you to feel special , I was gonna give it to you at the restaurant but Cragen backed out on babysitting and..."
Olivia cut off his rambling with a kiss "I have no doubt that I'm gonna love whatever this is..." she said as she opened the box and carefully pulled out a neckless "El I love this but it's to much... I'd hate to know how much it costed," She said as she had tears in her eyes.
He shook his head "Liv nothing is ever to much for you, or costs to much for you, I love you so much, happy Valentines day baby."
She smiled and hugged him tightly "happy Valentines day to you too El, will you put it on me?"
He smiled and nodded as he did so gently being careful to not catch any of her hair in the clasp "thank you El," she said as she then stepped away "hey where are you going?" He asked.
"To grab your gift of course," Olivia said as she came back pretty quickly with a box of her own as she handed it to him.
"Oh honey it looks beautiful..." He said as he gently fingered the bow on top that she had clearly spent a lot of time making sure it looked perfect "you know now I feel like I didn't take enough time wrapping yours.." He said softly as he kissed her head.
Olivia slightly chuckled "you know El the way that your reacting to just the box makes me wonder if your gonna faint when you see the actual gift," she teased as she then grew serious "but El really, I love the neckless so much, and the thought that you put into picking it for me."
He smiled "I'm really glad you like it honey," he said as he carefully unwrapped his gift, making sure the bow stayed in tact as he pulled out a Rolex watch "oh honey... I love it thank you..." but I'll say the same thing you said to me it's to much baby..."
Olivia shook her head with a smile "nothing is to much for you El, or costs to much, I love you so much happy Valentines day."
He smiled brightly "I love you too sweetheart, I'll never take this off, would you like to put it on for me?"
She nodded "sure," she said with a bright smile as she put it around his wrist for him, using the same gentle care that he had used while putting her neckless on for her.
Flashes kept going through her mind of that night as dinner was eaten and they danced for a good hour to mini romantic songs as a phone ringing brought her out of her blissful daydream and into the present as she whimpered feeling Lewis still steadily burning her skin as he smiled at her awareness "your phone's rang 3 times in the last 10 minutes your husband is persistent. Too bad there's nothing he can do to help you though."
Olivia did her best to hide her shiver "y-you don't know him, know how much he's willing to do for the people he loves, h-how much he has always done for people he barely knows..."
Lewis smiled "maybe but I can turn him against you, I have no doubt about that."
She shook her head "y-you can't," she said as Lewis smirked "we'll see," he said as he jabbed a heroine filled needle into the vain in her wrist as she did every thing she could to hold in her tears.
Just as he was finishing injecting the heroine and going to grab a bottle of vodka to force feed her the doorbell rang "ahh does your husband seriously ring the doorbell to his own home Olivia? I didn't take him to be a submissive man."
Olivia shook her head "h-he's not a submissive man, or a dominate man either h-he's a respectful man... a-and it's not him p-please let me check it I'll get rid of whoever it is."
Lewis shrugged and hauled her up harshly, undoing the cuff from the headboard "I'll look and see who it is and we'll go from there," he said roughly dragging her down the stairs as the doorbell rang again "Mr. Stabler it's Ryan, I have the cookie doe you bought last week."
Olivia panicked inside, but somehow managed to keep herself remaining calm on the outside "h-he's just a kid Lewis, l-let me bring the cookie doe inside, I'll send him away there's no reason to hurt him."
Lewis sighed "fine but 1 wrong move and he's dead understand?"
Olivia nodded slightly "u-understood," she said as she opened the door, the gun being held to her back "h-hi buddy right now isn't a really good time."
Ryan frowned suspiciously "where's mr. Elliot? He's always here."
Olivia nodded slightly "he's at the doctors office right now with Izzabella, h-he'll be happy you brought this though," she said as she went to take the box of cookie doe from him but the marks on her wrists and the cut on her arm was noticed by the little boy "did Mr. Elliot hurt you? Should I go get mom?"
"N-no buddy he didn't hurt me, nobody hurt me I'm okay," she said but before anything else could be said Lewis shot Ryan in the back as he fell onto his stomach on the porch.
"Lewis no!! w-why..." Olivia sobbed, as Ryan looked dead from where she was standing and this was too much for her already fragile emotional state to bear as before she knew it he was forcing a sleeping pill down her throat then re taping her mouth shut as she did every thing in her power to stay awake and fight the effects of the drug.