I Won't Cross These Streets Until You Hold My Hand

"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU CALLING ME AT TWELEVE 'O CLOCK IN THE FUCKING AFTERNOON! SOME PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO FREAKING SLEEP!" I immediately screamed in to the phone as soon as I picked it up.

"Sakura! Shouldn't you be at school! And such a bad mouth! I thought I raised you better than that!"

"Ugh…mom not right now"

"This is the exact reason why I'm glad they made me move out of that big ass mansion filled with pink-haired snobs that claim paternity over us. Always acting like they've got silver spoons shoved up their asses…same dumb questions; why fucking call the house phone if you expect us to be in school?" Inner Sakura screamed half at me, half at my mother; she was still grumpy from being waken up.

"Sakura, honey? Are you still there? Goodness, I don't know where I went wrong. You were such a good child." My mom snubbed at us.

"Where did you go wrong? Don't freaking make me laugh. Maybe when you hired Maria, the transvestite from Ukraine to baby-sit me, DUDE! She gave me my first few shots of tequila when I was like five and used to drive me to kindergarten on her moped. Maybe that's where you went wrong, dumbass." Inner Sakura hissed.

"Sakura? Did you hear me? " Mother inquired.

"Eh?"

"I said I want you to visit your father and I next month."

"WHAT!"

"Yes, oh and bring a date. You know, we're expecting you to get married soon."

"YOU ARE FUCKING NUTS! I'M FOURTEEN!"

"Again with the terrible language I don't know where you learned that kind of talk I mean your father and I never ha-"

"I HAVE TO GET MARRIED SOON!"

"Well, me and your father would like you to date someone respectable; that you could marry; and soon. It's for the best, honey. We don't want you to be the kind of girl who sleeps around until she finds someone she wants to spend her life with but then can't because you have AIDS"

"Mom, I'm fourteen. FOUR-FUCKING-TEEN. EMPHASIS ON THE TEEN PART. "

"That doesn't stop the other fourteen year olds who go out and get pregnant."

"I'm not a whore. Is there something about me that makes me seem like the type to sleep around?"

"The fact that you moved away from your family to live in some horrid excuse for an apartment to go to that horrible public school and you dumped your nice boyfriend. Probably so you could sell your body. I was right to put you in therapy. Speaking of which, are you keeping up with your therapy journal?"

"First of all, I moved because you told me to get out. Second, I dumped my "nice" boyfriend because, NEWS FLASH! He's GAY! And he always has been okay? And yes, I've been keeping up on the goddamn therapy journal"

"Well, you were smoking and drinking what did you want us to say? Stay Sakura, come back to your room in an ungodly hour smelling of liquor and tobacco its okay, we just let you live here for free!"

"Well that would be a nice change of pace; instead of you yelling at me to stop doing drugs which I never have tried and demanding me to get on birth control for sex that I'd never had."

"You're a compulsive liar."

"Speaking of compulsive liars, according to you if I had sex as much as you say I would have about eighty children and slept with 65 men and dead from AIDS and drug over dose."

"Sakura, you may not get pregnant the first few times you have sex but sooner or later you will."

"I'M NOT HAVING SEX!" I screamed.

"JUST COME OVER NEXT MONTH AND BRING THE GUY YOU HAVE PROBABLY BEEN SLEEPING WITH!" My mom screamed back.

"Whatever." I said, way too tired to argue anymore.

Then she kind of just went on about how she wants me to be decently dressed and my date not to be some hobo. Ugh. Hobo? I'm so not kinky like that. This woman is so demeaning…a hobo? C'mon, woman! This is why everyone thinks my self-esteem is low. My mom only thinks I'm capable of attracting a hobo. No wonder I'm in therapy. This lady has made me FUCKED UP.

"Sakura? Are you listening to me?'

"Wha- Uh yeah"

"Honestly, sometimes I just feel you're never listening."

"You have no idea."

How was that to clear things up a bit? I think this Chappie was okay. I'll write the next one with a little sasusaku oomph. Whatever that means. So yeah. Thanks to all my reviewers especially bluedragon212 I love you! You review the most and give me constructive criticism. You complete me. Just kidding. Keep reviewing or I will hunt you down and EAT YOU.