Hey again my fellow (isn't that a weird word) readers! I am sorry I haven't updated that much but it has been a hell of a week for me! Oh by the way I have a beta now! We haven't worked much out but you can be and should be jumping up and down soon chapter one is edited by Sunflour!
Chapter 14
Jen's POVI kept on talking with James for a while until the young bar tender said, "Hey where is the birthday boy! We have a birthday cake waiting for him!" James and I figured he would be in a broom closet with some girl so we smiled at each other and got up yelling, "We'll find him!" We knew there were only 2 broom closets so we checked the first one but there was nothing in sight…
Then we moved to the next one and I opened it… (A/N: This would be a good cliff…. UGH idiot me didn't think of that!) AND SAW LILY kissing someone (I really hope it isn't Sirius)
Suddenly Sirius said in my ear "lily has game" I suddenly thought how horrible this felt for James. I realized I saw Amos unmistakable gold brown hair and my mouth dropped, at the same time my hearth did colapsing into the wooden floor.
I suddenly realized HE was the reason Lily was aboiding me! HE left arround the same time lily did... HE... scum! HE cheated on me! I seperated them in hope that it wouldn't be what I expected.
I separated them and Amos said "do you mind…. hi" I felt as if my face was red in anger and my mouth had dropped into the floor and I had the feeling that I would dislocate my jaw if I opened it more.
I was shocked thinking, "I thought he liked me!" I wasn't sure what to do so I simply pulled Amos out with my hands and said "we are over I don't want to see your stupid face for a long time! I hope you rot together that is what you deserve!" and slammed the door. I took a deep breath and walked without one tear in my eyes and left.
Then I ran while little questions popped into my head like "HOW COULD HE?", "HOW could I be so stupid", "HOW could SHE do this to me with HIM"BUT wait... I am... I am not sad... I am mad... but not sad... not even hearth broken... WHY!
I guess I just feel bad lily never told me about this! I care more about her than any stupid guy… why would she do this to me!
I was outside and I didn't want to return to Hogwarts because I had nowhere to go I would have to stay in the same room as she who must not be named.
After a good hour of crying myself out of tears I had nothing else to do but sit so I sat in a tree located near the shriking shack where I thought out loud "how could this happen! I--- ugh how could I be so stupid to think he actually like me. I guess there must be a reason why he cheated on me... I mean my curls are always on my face, I don't wear makeup, I don't make out with him in a broom closet which apparently is very in this days!"James came after me and sat beside me and said " that is not true…. your curls are always neat, your face doesn't need make up that is what I like about you and if Amos likes making out in a closet then you can punch him… like you should have… the point is that if you want to know what I think you are do better than him! If you are wondering why I am here is because I heard you. Seems like you never use your inside voice. Sorry I really should have warned you, or took better care of you, I am sorry I thought Amos was better than this… but maybe lily had a reason or maybe he kissed her or something"
I laughed "if she wasn't pushing back and kissing him back I don't really call that being an angel." He looked at the ground with his voice changing to a more serious tone and said "Jen it's lily! She would never do anything horrible to you her best friend… me on the other hand YES she would…. just think about that okay? Now lets go back to the tree broomsticks maybe Sirius can cheer you up... we got rid of everyone?"Back at the tree broomsticks Sirius was not sure on what to do so he said, "um are you okay?"
I smiled and said "well I been better" he smiled and said "so… now you know" I turned to face him and raised my eyebrow suspiciously "know what?" he looked at the ground and said, "why I am a 1 week man" I laughed and said, "so what how was your birthday?" He smiled and said "not that great I just got to make out with 2 girls and the rest of the time I was escaping from girls who accidentally came in probably new joiners from my fan club who weren't in DO NOT LET THEM ENTER NO MATTER IF THEY FLIRT!" I laughed and scanned the room looking for Remus but he was nowhere to be seen. I went a little earlier than Sirius and James and in the common room I had no clue were to go so I decided to walk the long way to the common room and found Remus kissing his girlfriend close to the entrance at the great hall... but she broke off the kiss and said
"Remus I think we should break up. I know you like someone else, I tried to deny it but when you kissed me you didn't have that goofy smile guys are supposed to have, and you don't have to deny it. I like you… but to be realistic I am not the one for you. Promise me you won't try to run away from your true feelings and end up hurting someone like me"
by this point his girlfriend was sobbing but walked away with dignity… I guess she wasn't as bad as I thought, no wonder Remus liked her she is really smart...
I should have tried to get to know her better. Guilt was in my stomach as I walked to the Gryffindor common room… and fell asleep in an armchair close to the fire place that was burning at its fullest.
The next day Jen's POV
I woke up with the sunrise around 6 in the morning and got up. I slowly without making any noise what so ever went upstairs to changed into my regular clothes after all it was Hogsmade weekend.
I went upstairs and got a book, which I had been, reading for a while now. Sirius out of the blue came downstairs and said "hi" I smiled and said "hi…. Don't take this the wrong way but aren't you going to dress yourself?" he looked at me clueless and then slowly looked down and said, "Darn it moony did it again!" I laughed, "what did he do?" he glared "you know that spell changelous you taugth us? Well every time he…. (I glare) okay I wake him up he throws that spell on me and I don't know what is happening until I go downstairs and I run for my life when girls are trying to take my underwear off" I burst out laughing and said "smart plan" he glared at me and said "hey we need someone to wake James and I am betting you know how to do it so you mind comming and giving it a try? (James is normally a morning person except in weekends… why? That part is a mistery to me)" I laughed "Sirius I am a GIRL I can't go into the guys dorm is just not done and there should be some spell stopping me" He simply smirked and said "oh come on I gone into the girls dorms thousands of times" …… I JUST KNOW I AM GOING TO REGRET LISTENING TO HIM!
After a few minutes of me fighting to not go into the guys dorms Sirius got tired and had to carry me and I was fighting back for a few minutes until I figured he wasn't going to let me go. ….
Sirius finally put me down and said "okay embrace yourself… us guys aren't exactly neat" I laughed and said "oh come on your can't be that… OMG what are you pigs in a pigpen!" Sirius seemed to be trying to hold back the laughter. The further we went the more mess I saw and the more I wanted to run but Sirius made sure to have his had positioned to hold my wrist if I tried to escape.
I was smarter than to go the other way I figured that as soon as he knew I wouldn't escape I would take my wand and ta ta escape! …. Sirius stopped and said "okay here we are madam the boys 6th year dorms…(maybe I shouldn't escape just yet… After all it could be interesting to see the guys dorms)" Sirius let his guard down and I scanned the room compleatly until I found something somewhat unexpected. There were 4 beds the first one was full of girl posters I figured that would be Sirius.
Then I saw the neatest bed was full of quidditch posters and a lot of books about everything but mostly quidditch… that was James bed but he won't tell anyone he is so smart, because he could actually pass everything with flying colors if he wanted to but as he puts it I have a reputation to maintain. I know what you are thinking... but what can I do?
Next to James' bed there was a very messy bed it was like… a pigpen and then there was a fortress of books… that was Remus bed for sure…. OKAY wait James is sleeping, and Sirius was beside me so where is Remus and Peter? Okay calm down breathe I am sure if you turn around you will see Peter in his pajamas … or naked AHHHH okay I have to get out of here now! I turned around and saw PETER in his underwear! HOW MANY YEARS OF TERAPHY I WILL NEED THANKS TO THIS! I screamed and closed my eyes with my hands and I turned around and saw Remus (if this wasn't so awkward I would tell you how good he looks half naked) who had nothing more than a towel in his waist that had hearts!
I snapped out of my fantasy and then screamed as if I was surprised and this time I did not open my eyes again I simply laughed "nice towel Remus and Sirius you will be lucky if you survive I know you planned this out! DO you have an idea how much years of therapy is going to take for me to forget this!" I tried my best to follow James's snoring and said, "Are you guys dressed now?" Sirius simply screamed "YUP" but I knew better than to trust him so I said "um sure Sirius but I would like it if REMUS told me whether you guys were dressed" I could hear Remus laughing and said "you can open your eyes now" I opened my eyes to find people with clothes and I started kicking James and he finally got up while wearing only his boxers...some things never change
Laughed and said to James "hey sleepy head good morning!" he looked at me strangely and said, "who are you and what have you done with JEN!" I laughed once again and said "well your marvelous friend Sirius told me to come upstairs when Remus had only a towel in his waist and Peter had well his underwear and you were sleeping through all of this now I am going to downstairs and I don't want to get a reputation that I slept with one of you guys so I need your invisibility cloak and a guide so get up! I don't trust Sirius" James was glaring at Sirius and then got dressed... I put the invisibility cloak on and went down to breakfast.
I knew Amanda had left the party early and she was nowhere to be seen but she probably found out the little incident I really didn't want to remember.
The maurders where probably understanding so they didn't really ask anything the whole walk to the great hall. I stopped suddenly and I felt a little tear falling from my face and I said to James "go ahead I'll just eat in breakfast in the kitchen." Peter was the only one that decided to go to the great hall but Remus, and Sirius decide to go with peter and left James and me.
James was fiddling his hair again and again and said "don't worry it will be okay think of this Amos is in the great hall and if you go in you will show this whole school you aren't one of those girls who's world comes to an end if the boyfriend breaks up with them! Look you aren't the only one that was effected by Amos kissing Lily in fact I want to think there is a logical explanation but what is done is done you can't let Amos think he is a god you will show this school happily that you don't care what happened" I laughed "you make it sound easy" He smiled and said
"remember when we were kids and we learned to walk together, and to talk and to ride brooms? Well is the same we will face this together. So cheer up I bet you no one even remembers what happened because they were too drunk" I laughed and cleared my face from any tears.
I took a deep breath and smiled and said, "okay fine lets go in" I opened the door to find everyone staring at me but I tried to ignore it looking like there was nothing wrong and I laughed and said to James "I finally wish Sirius had spiked the punch" James laughed and nodded while saying" I hope you know that Amos has a big fat bruise! Don't worry you can thank me later" we laughed and said "just so you know I won't really talk to lily for a long." I noticed someone was in front of me… a band of girls who Amanda despised as much as Sirius. They smiled sweetly at James and said "Hi James I hope yesterday made you come to your senses and relies that we are your dream girls."
I might have laughed at that comment and they glared at me furiously making me feel very afraid and then they said "why would we listen to you after all you get replaced by lily Evans!" I was about to smack then all hard when lily got in front of me and was about to put them in their place she started saying "hey stop annoying her she hasn't done…"
I wasn't exactly in the best terms with Lily at the moment so I simply told lily "mind your own business Evans it doesn't concern you… and what ever your names are please stop wasting my time because I have better things to do and just to tell you the sweet act really doesn't match you because you are only one thing and is not sweet or anything close to the word. Well I would love to stay and chat… wait no I don't" I walked over to the Gryffindor table and sat beside Sirius and started serving pancakes in my plate and started eating as if nothing had happened.
I pretty much shouldn't have done or said what I had because if I had people's attention before I had it 24/7 now… I hadn't talked to Amanda for a long while. I had mostly been hanging out with Sirius and James I think I know how to make lily and Amanda be attracted to them but it will take a lot of work…. OH god why am I doing this again!
Ummm do I smell the plot uncovering well then yeah is true! ANYWAY you better review! I am serious and if you would be so kind check to see the chapters that are edited because they are way better thanks to my only and favorite beta!
