Hey you NICE PEOPLE! You reviewed and that was so frigging AWESOME…. I got like 5 or 6 reviews… in MY birthday…. If I thought in Fridays people read stories…. Is NOTHING compared to Sunday around 10…. I am starting to post then…. In other news I have now been added to a C2…. I am not good with names but if you ask me I'll gladly tell you!

THANKS TOO ALL OF YOU! I am so frigging happy! SO I decided to start writing the chapter early… but I had the test…. Or 5 so I had my hands tied… Just to let you know my new beta is FuturePOTUS!

I decided that when ever I get a lot of reviews I am going to answer all of them in the story…. is just easier for me….

Serpent91- THANKS A LOT… you were the first reviewer that made my day AWESOME… so I guess this is a small thanks!

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Mandrake Queen-My deepest apology! I didn't even notice… I guess is just a habit of mine… I'll go back and change it… I promise! But I don't have a specific last name for her so if any of you have any suggestions they are all welcome! Sorry AGAIN! Please keep reading! BTW what is your name based in?

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Chapter 17(I think!)

The holidays are coming and I spend most of my time with molly… As far as I know she hasn't said a word to the guy she likes…

James was able to find out he was very nice, and modest, he seems to be quite brave, although his appearance misleads you. He seems to be obsessed with wizard chess…I could teach molly how to play as I discovered she stinks at chess…OH GOD… how could I not think of that… she could catch him one after noon… and simply ask him to teach her how to play!

Well I think my plans need a little bit of work but that could be the basics… I have no clue if it would work! Last time I tried to accidentally bump them into each other… molly turned so red, and she couldn't even make a sentence come out of her mouth.

As for the holidays…I am really excited because this is the one time of year when my parents (normally) make their best effort to actually be there…

Yesterday was full moon so Remus said he had to visit his mother…I been trying to understand him but I swear what does he think I would do… scream to the whole school HE IS A WERE WOLF!

Well he is too mysterious I can never get him… he rarely talks to me anymore… in fact it almost feels like he is avoiding me…

Well I have decided that I won't date anyone until I have a black belt in slapping and friends that are guys… see that way there is no way of them betraying me… and if it is a girl they must be in complete love with someone else!

Ugh who am I kidding I should forgive lily… but why me! SHE should apologize I didn't do anything!

Lets forget about that because the perfect opportunity of putting my plan in operation….

"HI molly!"

"Hi"

"So…guess what?" molly game me a terrified glare… "What do you have in mind?"

I smiled innocently and said, "what if you ask him to teach you how to play chess in fact he is downstairs playing…alone"

Molly bit her lip in insecurity and said, "what if I freeze!" I laughed, "trust me you wont just remember to make me a maid of honor" She spat "OH sod off!"

I sat in the common room and observed from afar… I don't know why but Molly was comfortable and was actually capable of forming a sentence or two when talking to the guy. That is when one of his friends came to ruin the perfect moment so I ran and said "hi bill I was just wondering what you were doing Friday… maybe you could come to Hogsmade with me AS friends… " The guy looked at me weird and I just said, "Sorry you see my friend is doing her best to get the guts to ask Arthur out… I didn't want you to spoil her confidence"

Bill smiled naturally and said "you mean she likes him! Well I'll be last time they bumped into each other Arthur could not form 2 syllables!" I laughed "wait… does Arthur like molly?" the guy nodded and I just said, "Well that is great… I would tell her but that would ruin all the fun so I'll just lay back and relax"

Bill laughed and said "so what happen with Amos… there is thousands of versions going around… there are some that make me laugh… some that make me confused and some that are just plain untrue… so what happen…? Have you heard the one about you finding Amos and lily in a broom closet? That has to be the stupidest thing I ever heard"

I laughed, "No I have not heard that version… I lived it" Bill stood silent and said "sorry that must have hurt" I smiled and said "well she saved me from doing two of the biggest mistakes in the world… one going out with him and being friends with her… so really I should be great full not mad… as for Amos… the quidditch game was enough"

Bill snorted and said "yeah I remember it perfectly ever since not many guys have approached you… that is why you got that weird look from me…" I laughed and said "then I guess I am the menace killer for guys?" Bill hesitated and then said "Yup… pretty much."

"Well is not so much than he dumped me… is more the finding him in a broom closet… actually wouldn't be so mad if it was someone else I didn't know he probably would have gotten a splash of something and a slap but the fact that he was with lily just made me furious… maybe not at him… but he wasn't exactly saving his but by saying 'do you mind…'" He laughed and said, "Are you talking to lily? I mean I known her for a while and she wouldn't do something like THIS… maybe she has a good reason."

I stopped him before any other word I just smiled and said, "Well even if she had a good reason… I ask you did she stop the kiss… did I enter to the kiss? Did they start right away? Did she not kiss him back? Is not so much that I found them in a broom closet is more if she liked him why the hell would she not tell me… After all I didn't really like Amos all that much… it just took time… and this to happen in order for me to relies all of this… If lily had told me she liked Amos I would have drooped the guy… no question asked"

Bill looked down and said, "I see well I hope you and lily make up… she is really down since that day… well I better go and hide before Arthur comes and rambles on and on about molly again… a guy can only take so much" I frowned as he left… maybe a friendship is worth more than a idiotic event… everyone makes mistakes…but… NO I won't be the one to apologize and have all of this happen AGAIN! (I thought I should make things less confusing and show you how Jen thinks of the whole situation.

(I PROMEISE THIS HUGE DRAMA WILL END SOON…)

In brighter news this was a success… well they were actually able to speak… so that is a huge advancement from not being able to form a single word around each other

According to molly he was really nice, and he promised to teach her chess only if she would tutor him in ancient runes.

Arthur and molly seem to have tons of common, and in some aspects they are complete opposites. Molly is very happy… I can hardly get her to stop her non-stop list of how AMAZING Arthur is. Well is not all bad… I am talking to Amanda every now and then… but I changed dorms… I can't really stand being in the same room as lily.

I feel kind of sad…. We are to leave for the holidays in 1 week… well actually this Saturday is when we leave. YES I know this sounds stupid but I feel sad, and happy to be leaving for the holidays…. I dunno is just I feel as if I am forgetting something…. Is just something that happens! I can't really expect you to understand but it happens to me!

I tried talking to Remus today but it was use less he just kind of ran the other way… well I am deciding to let karma do the talking… if is meant to be it will happen… I have no rush…. There are plenty of cute guys that have no clue I exist…. UGH they say girls are confusing!

Well Remus no longer has to avoid me I just avoid HIM…. Ingenious? I am adding the cold shoulder every now and then…as for lily she has insist on trying to talk to me…. But I just get so mad reliving the horrible night I found her in the broom closet. YEAH I know definitely a positive way of thinking but I can't help it….

As for molly… she is hanging in there… as I noticed she seems to find anything weird or rather embarrassing incredibly cute.

I guess that is how you figure out who is the one. They probably seem flawless….

Well I been hinting to James how to act around lily… at least that way one of us will be happy. Although lily seems to ignore any attempt James does to try to be nice around her. Is really sad seeing James sink like the titanic every time he attempts to be himself? I think he got more attention from her when he was annoying her…

Well is almost lunch so is a good idea if I head up to the great hall. I was in the kind of day when I just didn't really want to talk to anyone I felt as if everything was going horribly in my life… I would go to the library but not even books can cheer me up at this state. I think maybe is time I find something else but what… maybe I could take on yoga? Well I already take yoga but not exactly what I was going for. I could try to take on more quidditch… but no not really what I am looking for… OH! Forget it "Wait!" I said to myself as I looked at a girl writing notes. Writing was what I needed!

WELL not the dumb writing in a diary… or attempting to make it sound less stupid by calling it journal… I should write… poetry… if I was good at it… but I think I should make a story. Writing would certainly make me distracted for all this thinking on how messed up life is…

WELL I hope you enjoyed the chapter that was so bad it deserves some sort of painful death. REVIEW and keep reading anyways OKAY! Good well sorry again for not updating for a while but I wanted chapter 5 to be edited before I actually started … but then I was a little too busy.