Think of me

Pairing: Ed/Winry

Rainting: … em… T/PG-13, I don't really know lol

Read this: Hey! I made you read this lol, no, seriously, this story is about a year and a half after the end of the series, so, if you haven't watched the last episode, don't read this, I warned you P… another thing… Al already joined the military… and… I think that's all… if you have any doubts, don't think twice on reviewing or contacting me.

PLEASE REVIEW! nn, oh, and by the way, I'm sorry if I have some mistakes at writing this story, but I'm from Mexico and my English is not perfect…

This chapter is dedicated to… one of my best friends, Pam, Love ya lol… and to… Humberto, who was the first one who read this… and like it! lol

Winry's POV

Is he thinking of me?... does he even remember my existence?... where is him?

I can't believe I'm thinking about this again, I thought to myself as I was lying on my bed. All the world seamed to disappear when I lied on my bed, just thinking… and it was always about the same thing... actually…about the same one… his name? Edward Elric.

"It has been a year and a half, why can I forget it?". I said to myself quietly. I was so into my train of thought that I haven't heard the knocks on the door. But as I heard a scream of: "Winry! Are you there? Are you ok? Please, open the door if you can hear me!", I got out of my stupor and walked to the door and opened it. I don't even remember the time when I locked it. As I did this, a blonde, green-eyed boy appeared in front of my sight, almost knocking me down to the floor.

"Sorry! But I was about to use force to knock down the door" He said with an innocent smile on his face. "It's ok Al, I was just thinking and I didn't hear you knocking" I said with a small smile. He looked at me, worry evident in his eyes, and he asked curiously "What were you thinking of?". At that question I turned my face from him, and I faced the window of my room. I didn't want him to know that I had been thinking of Ed since he left… I felt stupid thinking about it after a year and a half. I knew that he thought of him too, but because he was his brother! Wait a minute, I thought to myself, why did I said 'was'? HE IS NOT DEAD! We just can't find him, but I'm totally sure that he is not dead!. Suddenly, I remembered the question that Al just asked me and I instantly made up an excuse "Em.. just about auto-mail, I was thinking about new designs. I just wanna make the best auto-mail ever!" I said as I faced him with a huge convincing smile, at least from my point of view. "You were thinking about nii-san, right?" he said leaving his smile behind. I was just about to answer him when he sighed and said to me "You don't have to hide it from me, I know how you feel about him, I always knew, since we were kids I always knew it, you worried about him so much, even more than for me… even though I don't remember what happened after we tried to bring mom back, I know that the auto-mail you told me you made for him was something more that just that. Ever since he disappeared you seem to doze off every time you work with some auto-mail".

I was so shocked by those words that I just stood there, my sight glued to the floor, and I remained silent. He was right, I knew it. Ever since Ed disappeared and Al came back alone, when I worked with some auto-mail I always remembered the ones that I made for Ed, and I missed that feeling of putting all of my love to make them, so he could be happy, and I least, I could tell him how I feel indirectly. But I never thought that it showed so much. Or maybe, Al knew me too well. Yeah, that must be it.

When I looked up to him, he wasn't standing at the door anymore, I searched for him with my sight, and I found him sitting at my bed, and I knew it instantly, he wanted to talk. So, I closed the door and I walked to my bed and sat next to him. Just as I sat, he said "I miss him so much". I answered almost immediately "Me too". And silence came. When I looked up to see his face I found out that he was fighting the urge to cry. I instantly dropped my sight to the floor. If I looked at him again, I knew that I would cry, and I didn't want that anymore, I had spent so many nights crying about it.

Suddenly he said "You know, when I joined the military, I never thought that it would be this hard. This is the second night I'm spending here and… tomorrow I have to leave to Central". It was like I was being stabbed. He had joined the military to look for his brother, but when you join the military, you need to do so much more than just searching for your dream, I knew this because of Ed, and all the things he had to do to get what he wanted. But it still felt so horrible. He was leaving us again, and now, he was alone. I was scared of what might happen to him, and… I was scared of being left alone. I had Granny Pinako, but these days, she seemed to be very tired, and we had shared very few words. The one that I held conversations with was Al. He always made me smile, just like in the old good days. Actually, since Al left to train with Izumi-san, the only thing that I thought about was Ed, and when he was coming back…

I was cut from my thoughts by Al saying to me "I know that it's hard for you, but I can't stay here…" I only placed my hands on my lap. "Winry, it's getting late, you better get to sleep, same to me" He said as he was standing up. He walked to the door and when he was about to go out, he turned his head and said "Good night, sleep well" and closed the door.

I was left alone, again. I was left alone with myself and my thoughts of Ed. I got up from my bed and I changed my clothes to my pajamas (it was a hot night, so I wore shorts and a sleeveless shirt) and I got under my covers. The moonlight that entered through my window brought a nostalgic air. And unconsciously I began thinking again.

Ed, please… just… Think of me.

To be continued…


Nii-san big brother or older brother (just in case you didn't know what the heck was that lol)

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