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OMG! I can't believe that last chapter I forgot this…
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters that will be named in this chapter and were named on the last chapter, they all belong to Hiromu Arakawa…
Another thing I forgot last chapter…
- This means thoughts .
"This" means talks, conversations, oral communication or as you like to call it.
- This is just used for some things lol, like the title and things like that, nothing to worry about…
I'd like to dedicate this chapter to… my nii-san, who got mad at me for not dedicating her the last chapter lol… and to everyone who reviewed lol, see! I really appreciate the reviews!... anyway… let's go on with the chapter.
Chapter 2: At Munich
Ed's POV
. . . Winry . . .
It's incredible how a simple name can make my mind wander so much… It's even more incredible how a simple name can make me feel so happy and so sad at the same time…It like a sunny storm…it may be raining so strong, but the sun is still present…
What is she doing right now? Is he thinking of me? Does she miss me like I miss her? Has she forgotten me? Does she has some one else at her side now? Is she waiting for my return?
. . . Does she loves me? . . . if she does . . . Does she know that I love her too?
I was brought out from my thoughts by an exasperated Alphonse Heiderich calling out my name. I haven't noticed his voice, but it seamed like he had been calling me for a long time just for the expression on his face.
"Em… sorry Al, I wasn't listening… I was just thinking…" I said showing him a sheepishly smile. "You weren't listening… you don't have to tell me that! I had already figured that out a long time ago!" He replied with a angry face. I could only smile at him. Then, suddenly, he sighed. "Anyway… what the heck were you thinking about?... Actually, what the heck have you been thinking about?. It's been a long time since I turned my face and looked at an Ed concentrated on his work". He said with a much more calm voice. I simply replied to him with one of my favorite phrases since I got here: "Nothing".
"Nothing… nothing, nothing, nothing, do you realize that every time I ask you something personal you answer me like that?... come on Ed! You've been here a year and a half and I hardly know you, are you scared of telling me something? Or maybe you don't trust me… why don't you open up to me? That's a thing I'd like to know" He said with a frustrated expression.
And then I realized he was telling the truth. I haven't told him anything about me or my life, and I had to admit that I had the same questions floating in my mind. Why haven't I told him anything? Was it because I don't trust him? Was it because I am scared of reviving those horrifying memories? Or… was it because… If I told him… that would mean that he'd know me… and… I'd see him as my brother…
I have to admit it, when I first met him, I was totally shocked, he was like a replica of my brother… a blonde and blue-eyed replica of my brother… when I first talked with him, I felt like I was talking with Al, my brother. But maybe, it was because I wanted so much to talk to him, that I felt that the Al that was standing in from of me was him. Or maybe, he really was a lot like my brother…
. . . Or maybe I felt so alone that I just wanted to feel like I was home again, with my brother and Winry, just enjoying the moment . . .
Don't think about that! I said to myself, trying to bring my mind back to reality. By now, Al was staring at me with hurt in his eyes, hurt of believing that I didn't trust him… I should open up to him… after all, he is the only one who, I could say, it's my friend… in this world… I couldn't stay quiet anymore. "Look, Al… I know that I haven't told you anything about me… and I have good reasons… I promise that from now on, I will open up more to you, just don't push me into telling you about my personal life, ok?... it's not because I don't trust you, but because I'm not sure if I'm ready to talk about it… yet" I finally said. Al just smiled a bit and told me "Even though I don't know you that well, I expected an answer like that… I won't push you, I promise, but anyway, I'm happy that you trust me… now, we need to work! We still got a lot to do, and you better start concentrating on your work!" with that stated he turned around and went back to his desk.
I smiled a bit, I was happy to at least set terms with him. I turned around to look at the work I had made and found that it wasn't that much. Wires were all twisted here and there, connecting on places where they shouldn't be connecting. I need to concentrate if I want to return home soon… I need to find a way to get out of here, and the only thing that might help me is rocketry.
An hour and a half later…
"I think we should call it a night" said Al as he wiped his forehead with his arm. I was so happy to hear this that I almost jumped from my chair with joy, of course, I didn't. I got up slowly and replied "Yeah, I'm tired and hungry, we both need to rest". He nodded as a response. "See you tomorrow at 8?" I asked him. "Why do you even bother to ask? Of course!" He laughed a bit "See you tomorrow at 8. At 8! Not at 9 or 9:30!" he said rising his voice a little. "Yeah, yeah, I'll be here" I replied. With that, I grabbed my coat from the back of my chair and I headed to the door. Before I went out, I turned around and waved a "Good night" to Al. He answered the same way as I was stepping out to the street.
It was a cold night, it was snowing, a typical night for Germany if you come to think about it, but for me it was a cold night, even after all this time I haven't gotten accustomed to the weather of Munich. Few people were walking on the streets; the night life in Munich didn't seem to be that popular. But for me it was ok, anyway, I wasn't really paying attention to my surroundings, I was absorbed in my thoughts, my thoughts of my past life, a life that seemed so far away.
I wonder how's the weather at Rizembool… Fall's almost ending, it might still be raining… after all, rain is a thing of all the seasons there… I wonder… maybe there is a storm… Winry must be totally scared…
Again with that... Why can't I stop thinking about Winry?...
'Because you love her, stupid' said a little annoying voice at the back of my mind.
'Because you love her'…yeah, the little annoying voice at the back of my mind was right… I truly love her… Gee, I don't even know when it started, but suddenly, I realized that I love her… and since then… I can't stop thinking about her… her smile… her eyes… the way she moves… the way her eyes shine when she discovers something new about auto-mail…the way she frowns in concentration while working with some auto-mail… I even love how she looks when she's angry…
…I miss her so much…
Suddenly, I realized that I was standing in front of my house, I didn't even know how I got there, but I still walked to the door and opened it with the key that I took from the pocket of my coat. "I'm home!" I said when I was inside of the house, the door already closed behind me. I looked around only to find out that my father wasn't at home. I let out a breath that I haven't realized I had been holding, I just didn't feel like speaking with my father right now. I slowly made my way to the stairs and into my room. Once I was there I took off my coat ant throw it somewhere, I did the same thing with my boots and then I threw myself on my bed, physically and mentally tired.
However my thoughts continued to wander on some one… a girl… no, a woman…a woman who was so far away from me… I couldn't help but to feel depressed. My hunger and my fatigue were forgotten. Only one thought haunted me as I closed my eyes…
. . . Winry . . .
To be continued…
Well, that was chapter 2, hope you've liked it … and… please, REVIEW! I wanna know what you think!
Here are some comments for the reviews that I got for the last chapter… THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR REVIEWING!
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June: I think I'll put more information about Al, so… I'll be able to satisfact you lol, I'm glad you liked the story… and well… here is the chapter about the adorable midget we all love lol
Sorry, I didn't put all the reviews, but some of them were quite short… anyway, a big THANKS, to the ones that I didn't put… they are: summerlover01, Meo, Nyago, dbzgtfan2004, ultimadragoon3000 and Humber ( -- jajaja hola xD).
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