I Hated You
Warnings: Yuri theme
A/N: Now I'm not a fan of yaoi/ yuri pairings, but this is practically canon and I just had to get the idea out.One- sided Soi Fong x Yoruichi. R&R is appreciated
You are always leaving me. I have always loved you from the start. At first, it was an utmost admiration. I had a feeling of inferiority to you, your skill, your beauty. Shihouin Shunshin Yoruichi.
And then, you opened up to me. You brought me in. You saw my skill. You trained me. I was always at your side. Slowly, our bond grew. We were sisters. We were more. I would do anything for you.
You disappeared. You left me. Why didn't you take me with you? I thought our bond was stronger. I loved you. I hated you. I was left alone.
So, alone, I became stronger. You would pay for the damage to my loyalty, my pride, my heart. Soon, I took your place. I was the new goddess of flash, or so I thought.
You returned. I still hated you. I was determined to take your life as you had taken mine 5 decades ago. I failed. Still your power was greater. After so long, you were left undamaged. With cold eyes you looked at me.
I was a fool. I could never beat you. You are Shihouin Shunshin Yoruichi! You are the one I am to give my life to serve. But I hated you. I hated you for tearing me apart and leaving me. I hated… I loved you. I still do. No matter how hard I try, I will never be able to do you any true harm. I had the chance and failed.
You took me back. Why did you take me back? You take me, you leave me, you return to me, and once again I am yours to command. And all I can do is hope, and pray that deep within those cold eyes you feel the same about me as I do about you. That somewhere deep within you did hurt as well when you left me. That you want as badly as I do to stay together forever and not leave me again.
Forever I will continue to serve you. For none is more confident, more beautiful, more skilled than you, Shihouin Shunshin Yoruichi.