We're not going to take this!

Disclaimer: I own nothing! I am just obsessing about it per usual. Used storyline from I get a sidekick out of you, and of course I don't own ANTM, or Tyra banks or Miss Jay. It would be cool if I did, but I don't.

Summary: why won't Lorelai assert some control over her spinning out of control life? What if she does? How would Luke take it?

I just read very troubling news. No ASP and co next year. We may despise her for what she did to OUR couple, but still they are the lifeblood of the show. She is the messiah if you will, and we the decipels. Today is a very sad sad day.

It had been three weeks since Lorelei had confronted Luke in the Diner. After she had asked Luke how he was going to fix it, he had looked at her like she was to blame. She just turned and walked home and avoided him at all costs. Suddenly Lane's wedding was thrown at her and she was busy helping with the arrangements, that the only reminder of Luke day to day, other than the all-consuming heartbreak, was her rigorous morning sickness.

She had gone to the doctor to actually make sure that she was indeed pregnant, and the doctor had informed her, that she indeed was. Not that the bone crushing morning sickness that seemed to effect her every time things got tense between her and Luke, didn't tip her off.

Rory thought this was the best news ever, a new sibling and a chance to fix things for her mom and Luke. Rory knew that there was a lot of issues between her mom and Luke, but that never stopped people from fixing things. She knew that they were made for each other, it was just Luke being an idiot about it.

Rory herself had fixed the problems that were still in her life. Which was mostly Logan. She had been trapped in this situation where she felt like everyone was going supersonic speed and she was going slow motion. Logan was just too fast, and too much for her.

Especially with the news that he had cheated on her, made the decision even more important. Whether he intended to or not, and no matter how broken up he was, he had ruined things beyond repair. To sleep with all of his sisters friends in such a short span of time proved to her that maybe he wasn't as serious about them as he led her to believe. So Rory had simply told him that it didn't matter that he was in love with her now, because obviously she wasn't on his mind when he moved on with such haste. Maybe he didn't mean to hurt her, because it didn't change that he did.

She had thought back on her mother, who had dealt with her problems head on, even though it was painful, and she was very clear with Logan that she was very hurt by this, and she didn't know if she could ever forgive him. And that wasn't fair to both of them. She sent him off with a pat on the shoulder and that maybe sometime later in life they could be friends.

Rory walked away feeling lighter and guilt free, because this time, she hadn't done anything to make this relationship falter. For once she didn't worry that her hiding her feelings, or an amazing kiss under a willow tree, had obliterated yet another relationship.

Jess was there for her, when she really needed someone. He had simply offered to be someone she could talk to about her problems. And soon phone conversations turned into dinner, which turned into a hot encounter after too many shots of tequila at a bar near Jess's new apartment in Philly.

Rory didn't tell her mother about this new development until two days before Lanes wedding, which is when things began to change for both Gilmore Girls.

Lorelei had to bring a guest, and since Luke had gone on the field trip with Aprils class, she was stuck bringing Christopher, who more than gladly offered his services. 'Let me do this for you Lor.' He had said after he heard from Rory that Lorelai needed to bring a date.

She had told him point blank that if he tried anything, she would make sure that GiGi would be his last child. They hung out and laughed, and it was like when they were kids. Christopher was the person who got her humor, her jokes, and he never gave her the look like she was crazy. As wonderful as Luke was, he managed to make her feel weird and crazy most of the time. She just figured that's why he loved her.

The wedding was the typical Stars Hallow affair. Kirk was running around demanding to know what people thought of his 'yummy' bartenders. Miss Patty held court at one of the tables and told tales of her life as a dancer. Babette and Morey were dancing and Taylor was making sure that everything was up to code.

'You know I thought that this should have happened for us Lor.' Christopher whispered in Lorelai's ear. She just shrugged. 'It would have never happened, we just aren't right for each other, no matter how hard we tried.' She said and he looked at her hurt for just a second, but hid it with a smile.

He dipped her and Lorelai laughed and people began to notice how free she looked. Instead of that fake look of being happy, she was genuinely happy. 'Thanks for doing this Chris.' Lorelai said and she led Chris over to where Lane and Zach were moshing.

Meanwhile, Jess watched his Uncle's fiancée look the happiest she has looked for months, with not his Uncle. He sighed and pulled out his cell phone. 'Hey Luke, it's Jess. You need to get home soon.' He watched Lorelai giggle as Chris dipped her. He knew that what Rory had told him was true. Lorelai needed to know that Luke intended to be there with her for everything. Even the knowledge that Luke had a new found daughter.

'Lorelai is .. I don't even know what is happening, but you need to get here Luke. You need to do something.' Jess sighed and went over to Rory and tried not to think about the tone of Luke's voice.

Lorelai managed to avoid Chris and people for the next week. She hadn't heard a peep from Luke in two weeks, and every day her morning sickness got worse. It was like her body was in withdrawal, and all she wanted was one more kiss from him. She even regretted letting him know her feelings, because that way she would still have some claim to him.

She had seen the looks on people's faces as the news traveled that she was pregnant, and they all thought that Luke had simply left town, leaving a distressed fiancée.

One night, she had declined Sookie's offer to have dinner at her house, she had tivo'd the whole season of America's Next Top Model, and she wanted to judge all those skinny girls. She saw Tyra Banks enter and Lorelai snorted and threw a mallow mar at the TV, and it left a little smudge, but she didn't care.

She wondered if she did a Howard Hughes, if anyone would notice. Luke didn't care, Rory didn't care, and she had managed to even drive Chris away. Lorelei was especially enjoying her own personal exclusive pity party. And just like before, a knock at the door. She got up just as Miss Jay was teaching the girls how to catwalk, and when she opened up there was Luke.

'Pack your bags, were going camping.'

tbc