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I'm sorry i didn't update for a while this is final season and i had my birthday i've been really busy sorry but i'll make it up to you this weekend i will have 3 more chapters up i promise!
Last Time:
He knew they all had forgotten about the slayers it was a few months ago so they got over everything and now wished them all well.
This Time:
At Sango and Miroku's
a fat Sango sat in her and Miroku's little hut in front of the fire starter as she cooked some rice. Sango poked the fire quietly as her husband slept in the next room him being exhausted from exercising demons all night or so he says, in Sango's book he would go out every night kill a demon or two that's near the village the Kaede told him about if he saw her or he would just go out and kill them if they seemed to be bothering someone or something and then he would go out drinking for a few hours. He hadn't taken Sango being pregnant very well he kept thinking about what if the curse came back? what if he wasn't a good father? The normal stuff he had told her all of this but only in his drunken states and in the morning he wouldn't remember a thing about telling her how scared he was of becoming a father.
"huuh" Sango sighed "what am I going to do with him? every night he gets drunk as a pig and then comes back home and sleeps the day away and keeping me up all night by telling me how scared he is about being a father not that I could blame him?" Sango talked to herself not sensing the presence at the door. but it's not like i could get rid of the child! maybe i should just pack up one day and leave i could go back to my old village and get it started again. but would i be able to live without him? Sango thought to herself
"You always talk to yourself Sango?" Inuyasha asked as Sango jumped with Surprise at his presence.
"I..Inuyasha I didn't know you were there?" Sango said embarrest she didn't want anyone to know of their problems she would of told Kagome of the problems they had been having for a bout a month now but she had been sick and Sango didn't want to bother her with her problems while she was sick.
"yeah I've been here for a minute or two. Tell me how long has Miroku been slaking off like this?" Inuyasha asked in his angry tone.
"Inuyasha it's nothing... don't worry about it... Miroku's just having some doubts about the baby that's all but there's nothing I can really do about it. besides it's totally normal he finally realizes he's tied down to a family" Sango said as she closed her eyes not wanting to look at Inuyasha as she said it
" Yeah right! When Kagome became Pregnant i didn't ahve one doubt in my head this bum is just being lazy and just doesn't want to except the fact that he knocked you up!... Now Sango where is he?"
"in the bed room why?...But Inuyasha you wanted a family me and Miroku wanted to wait a few years not a month after we were married!"
"I want to know where I can drag his ass from and you think it wasn't hard for us Kagome got pregnant from when we got married but we still dealed with it while we faught Naraku and dealt with her grandfather we didn't hide with excuses i know your angry at him Sango and you shouldn't hold your tongue to him before you were married you would of hit him with your boomerange so many times by now he'd be in a coma!"
Sango stayed silent she knew they were hiding behind excuses Inuyasha and Kagome had done much more while she was pregnant with four little demons and yet they didn't have one regret. "Inuyasha...I'm sorry ...i may be hiding behind excuses but he won't even act the way he used to do before he found out i was pregnant"
"by the time he gets back he won't have any doubt I can assure you" Inuyasha said as he barged into their room loudly almost breaking the door down only to find Miroku sleeping off the saki he drank the night before.
"Geez Miroku" Inuyasha said as he could smell all the liquor from him in the room and thought of it nauseating.
The smell of the saki is enough to choke a horse he drank so much it's surrounding the room as if it was poison Inuyasha thought as he picked Miroku up and slung him over his shoulder and walked out the front door but before he did he stoppedin the middle of the doorway and didn't turn back to Sango.
"don't wait up us alright? Why don't you visit Kagome if she's not awake then do you think you could help Kaede with the pups they are starting to be a hand full and I Kagome is being very stubborn with just staying in bed so if she finds out that Kaede is having trouble it's more work for me to keep her in bed and rest" Inuyasha said
"You rubbed off on her Inuyasha….and thank you for helping me" Sango said as she stood up with her big belly. Inuyasha didn't respond back to her he just walked out of the door way and out of the village to his forest and dumped Miroku inthe ice cold river and within a few seconds of being in the cold water rushing over his body he jumped up screaming.
"AHHHHH" Miroku screamed from the cold water as he jumped straight out of the water his eyes wide and his breathing heavy.
"Good your awake" Inuyasha said from his spot on a rock which he sat lazily on.
"what did you DO that for?" Miroku asked as he squeezed his robes out a bit and looked at Inuyasha angrily while squinting from the light of the sun to his hang over eyes.
"you needed to wake up. I wasn't going to be Sango and kiss you to wake up. But We gotta talk Miroku!" Inuyasha said as he stood up and returned the angered look to Miroku. "Why do you have doubts about your kid on the way?" Inuyasha asked angrily
"What?…….i don't have doubts?"
"Don't lie! I know you have doubts! You won't even look at Sango like you used to anymore. I can tell!"
"I DON'T HAVE DOUBTS! I WANT TO BE A FATHER I REALLY DO" Miroku yelled as he walked away from Inuyasha but was stopped by his voice.
"what your doing is hurting Sango more than you think Miroku and soon you will lose her along with your child and believe me when I say this if you don't talk to her soon." Inuyasha said as he didn't make a movement to stop him or move to face him and Miroku kept on walking towards his home blocking the sun with his hand with his hang over. Soon enough he reached his little hut and walked into his home slowly as he moved the straw door away just far enough to let him in and let it quickly close after him.
"Miroku! Your back! Are you hungry?" Sango asked as she poked at the fire with the chop sticks it hadn't been more than 15 minutes since Inuyasha carried Miroku out of here.
"Sango. Yes and umm no I'm not but I'll stay with you while you eat" Miroku said as he walked to the spot across from Sango and stared at her as she cooked the meal of rice, fish and fruit all together. Miroku watched her every move like he used to do before they were married or found out that Sango was pregnant. Miroku noticed that Sango didn't wear a smile like she used to do and worked quietly and quickly as she prepared the meal and didn't once look up and try to look up at him like she used too either.
"…..Sango…." Miroku spoke quietly getting her attention quickly
"hmm? What is it Miro?" Sango asked quitly as she looked up at him with a puzzled face
"umm we have to talk" Miroku said as Inuyasha's words had start to eat away at him.
"what about Miroku? How you have been going out every night and drinking the night away coming home close to 2 am and being drunk as a pig having me make sure you got home and got to bed and listening to you worry about being a father but when you fall asleep at night and then in the morning you totally forget. Why won't you ever tell me what's on your mind?" Sango asked as tears came down her cheeks
"Sango…I'm sorry I didn't want to worry you " miroku said as he walked on his knee's to her and held her in a tight embrace without hurting the baby. "I've been getting drunk thinking maybe I can get my thoughts so drunk I could forget my worry about being a father will the child like me? Will it somehow have the cursed hand? Just all these questions build up in my head and it eats away at me but I didn't want to worry you so I kept it to my self" Miroku said as he placed a gentle kiss on her forehead "I'm sorry if I hurt you I was just thinking of myself I'm so sorry my love" Miroku said as he planted more kisses on her forehead trying to calm her down.
a few minutes later
Miroku heard her sobs start to lesson and stop completely until everything was totally quiet the only noise in the room was the sparks of the fire. Miroku looked down at Sango to see if she was still crying even though he knew she had stopped but what surprised him was that when he looked down he saw Sango sleeping in his arms just peacefully sleeping in his arms her hands fists on his robes not wanting to let go of him even when she slept soundly in his arms.
Sango my love why did I have such doubts? I will never truly know will I? He thought as he picked her up bridal style her hands still clenched on him as he walked into their room and laid her down on their futon and laid next to her and join her in dream land.
I kno that was rele bad but tell me what you think ok i kno i said i'd put up 3 chapters but i have to see the revwies if they are bad i'll redo this chapter k so review and tell me k
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