Disclamier: I only Own the kids

I'm not doing a last time beacause you can just to to the last chapter and see and remind yourself k

Back With Inuyasha

Inuyasha sat on the rock that was on a hill that over saw the river below. Since we beat Naraku and we have had pups me and Kagome haven't had any alone time and even if we don't I'm always finding myself with open and wasted time space. I could go home and take care of the pups but I would only make things worse if they need to be fed or changed or anything I…..I suck as a father I truly do I may love my pups and my mate but all I'm doing is being like my father all I have to do is leave them and I'm him but basically I did leave I'm not there for them. Inuyasha thought to himself Shit what am I thinking? I would never have these doubts about this than why? I better get back to Kagome and the pups she's probably out of bed already and making herself worse. And probably giving It to the pups too. Inuyasha thought as he sighed heavily as he got up and jumped from tree to tree back to his house where his family was. Back at the River a blue and purple Poison insect flew away from the area and met up with another one that came from Miroku and Sango's hut direction and traveled east to report to their New Master.

At the House

Inuyasha opened the door to see his pupsplaying in what Kagome called a pen for playing. He saw his toddler pups play fighting tackling and biting each other trying to make themselves stronger at their age. Inuyasha walked over to the pen and watched them Fushigi was under Kokoro who had pinned him down her little bushy tail wagging with her victory and Inochi smiled as he pinned his other sister down who had her tail stiff with anger of her loss.

"Who let you all in here hmm?" Inuyasha asked in a soft tone as they looked at him not saying a word.

"Inuyasha you know that they are too young to talk yet" Kagome said with a smile as she came down the stairs

"Kagome" Inuyasha said startled

"you must of really been in deep in thought Inu to not pick up my scent" She said with a smile as she wrapped her arms around him from behind and looked at her children that played with each other.

"They are truly beautiful aren't they Inu?"

"Yes they take after their mother" Inuyasha said as he turned around and held her tighter and kissed her forehead which he noticed wasn't warm anymore.

"Kagome you don't have a fever anymore do you feel better?"

"Yes I feel much better Inu"

"Good I'm glad I was starting to worry"

"Oh who are you kidding you know you were worrying the whole time I know you and I saw the way you looked at me" Kagome said with a smile

"Maybe I was just a little" Inuyasha said with a smile "But I'm glad your feeling better my Mate" Inuyasha said as he kissed her lips passionately. After a few seconds Inuyasha slipped in his tongue in her mouth and held her closer to him and let his hands wander a bit around her chest and behind. When Kagome could feel Inuyasha wanted to get more intimate she pulled away lightly but Inuyasha still kept her in his arms.

"Inuyasha not in front of the kids and I'm very tired I think I'm going to go back to bed" Kagome said as she pulled out of his grasp fully and went upstairs thankfully.

Kagome Inuyasha thought

With Kagome

Kagome sat on their bed and stared out to the outside of the window What's wrong with me? We've gotten married and even had kids but sometimes when Inuyasha touches me I feel so awkward like I don't want to be touched by him like it's too soon. I don't want to be intimate I don't feel ready for it was I drunk or something when me and Inuyasha did it.. our only time he must be so mad at me! I don't let him get intimate with me why? Kagome thought as she felt a tear come down her cheek but immediately whipped it away when she heard foot steps on the stairs.

oki umm i can't get you guys three chapter i'm very tired tonight and i have finals so i just through this together i'm sorry i promise i will update more afte rthe next 2-3 weeks when i get out of school and finals end okay but tell me what you think too i didn't get many reviews for my last chapter did it suck or something ?

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