I know I said this was gonna be a one-shot but I couldn't help myself. This came to me a few days ago but I couldn't log on. Anyone else have that problem? You know where it wouldn't let you review or access your account.

Anyway, I wanted to write more in this chapter but it made me feel depressed and I had to watch a lot of Fairly Odd Parents and Spongebob to help mke me happy again. It worked!

I can't remember if I put this in the first chapter so here it is:

I don't own Jude, Tommy, Sadie or anyone from Instant Star. They all belong to CTV and The-N.

Please R&R.

Alexz

The next week was hard for Jude.

She had become depressed and had to watch her life slowly wear away.

Her parents didn't want her, Sadie was always with Tommy and her best friends; the two people she thought would always be there for her had made her an outcast.

She decided she couldn't take it anymore.

Tom Quincy arrived at the Harrison's front door.

He was about to knock, when he found the door was unlocked. This was unusual. Their front door was always locked.

Stepping cautiously into the hall he looked around.

It was empty.

"Sadie? Jude? Mrs. Harrison?"

He got no answer.

Growing worried he made his way upstairs.

Meanwhile, Jude was sat on her bed, a razor in her hand, not knowing that the guy who caused her so much pain was right outside her door.

She positioned the razor above her wrist and was about to bring it down onto her pale, white skin when Tommy walked through the door.

Jude saw him and gasped, dropping the razor.

Tommy ran and knelt down beside her. She was shaking and her blue eyes glistened with tears.

Looking at him, she saw tears flowing down his face.

This time she had caused the pain.

"Jude. What are you doing? You'd be dead right now if I hadn't come in."

She turned away from him.

"Maybe that would be better." She whispered.

Taking her face in his hands he made her look at him.

"Girl, listen to me. You know that's not true."

Letting the tears fall, she lowered her gaze to the floor.

"Isn't it? Mom and Dad have abandoned me, Jamie and Kat have made me an outcast, Sadie ignores me and you… you tell me you love me and then throw me away."

He sighed.

"Jude, I know your life's not great at the moment, but killing yourself won't solve anything. I'll help you through this. I know what you're going through. Just trust me ok. And I don't want you to try this again. I don't know where I'd be if I lost you."

She stood up.

"I know where you'd be. You'd be with my sister."

She ran out of her room, downstairs and out of the front door, slamming it behind her.

Tommy picked up the razor from where it had fallen onto the floor and looked at it.

Then he realised something. After the scare that Jude gave him today- he loved her more than her sister.

Taking out his cell phone, he dialled a number that he hoped, after this, he would never have to dial again.

"Sadie. We need to talk."