Ok again don't own princess diaries don't sue!

Friday 12 may. The loft. 9am

School would of started but mum insisted that I should say home and grieve. The only problem is everyone so quiet. Grandmere is jus sat staring into space. This is Grandmere I'm talking about she normally won't shut up. Everyone not eating, the silence if deafening.

Friday 12 may. Limo to school. 9.15

Ok so I cracked. I got Lars to agree that if I was to go to school it would take my mind of things. Mum phoned ahead and informed principle Gupta that I would be coming now all I have to do is show up.

Only problem is I don't think I can face everyone!

Friday 12 may. English 9.45

God I want to go home. When I walked in the room was quiet and still. Nobody move all just looked at me. I could see the sorrow in their eyes. I looked at lana because I knew no matter what happened she would still be lana but even she didn't have the normal distain she normally does for me.

Hey mia how you doing.

I'm fine tina we'd best listen to Mrs m now I'll talk to you later.

You are not fine girl and when do you ever listen to MRS M.

Lilly just leave it ok I'm trying to work.

Hey girl we just want you to know that where here for you. Ok and Michael says hes coming back from japan for a week to make sure your alright. And to let you kow he's totally fine with you and jp though if Jp ever hurts you he will have to answer to him.

Oh lilly he didn't have to do that. I'll be fine and wasn't he supposed to have that conference next week.

Mia he wants to be there for you and I think he needed an excuse to get out of that conference any way. He'll be here tomorrow at six.

Tell him thanks lilly. We'd best listen to Mrs m.

Hey mia just to let you know that if you need anything you can come to us ok.

I can't believe Michael coming back just to see me. I know that we probably had the most mature break up in the world. But I guess that's down to the fact Michael IQ is so high he knows how to handle himself. I can't believe he's coming.

Friday 12 may. Algerbra. 10.30

Oh my god Principle Gupta is taking algerbra while Mr g Is looking after Mum. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!

AEHS Ladies bathroom. 11.15

Once again I find myself locked In a stool writing in this book. I don't know what happened in algebra as I run out of it. No not because of principle Gupta took over Algebra. Though that is a good reason granted. I was trying t o figure out the question when suddenly I had an image of my dad being run over. I have no idea what coursed it. I mean I hadn't thought about it till then but now I can't get it out of my mind. Dad flying though the air as a car hit him. Dad lying on the ground fighting for his life.

Oh god can't breathe……. Will stop thinking, will stop thinkng.

Ok so I ran out of Algerbra and started to run down the corridor I knew lars was following me but I didn't care. Suddeenly I ran into someone. As I started to apologise I realised I ran into Jp. He was shocked at first but soon pulled me into his arms. I began to cry. I couldn't stop after a while he steered me to the third floor corridor so nobody would find us.

Jp held me and gently rubbed my back. Under normal circumstances I would of melted into his embrace but at the time I just needed to be held. "why did you come to school today mia." His voice was soft and full of concern. Then I started to cry again. Finally I mumbled how: I couldn't stand the silence and everyone wasn't being them selfs and I had to get out . Jp listen and held me finally I said I was better and thanked him. But he looked me in the eye and told me that he'd always be there for me. God my boyfriend are the greatest! So know im in the girls bathroom waiting for lunch.

Ok so what did you think. R and R