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Friday 12 may lunch
Ok so everybody now treating me like I'm going to break. And I swear if one more person asks me if Im ok I will hit them I mean it. It's making me crazy. One thing I have noticed in at lunch is how quiet Lars is. Normally he spends all lunch talking to wheinham. (Tina body guard.) but today he is just sat not making a sound. He also looks really pale and his eyes are all red and squinty.
Why don't I think
Ok now I know I'm self absorbed. God why do I suck so much.
Wheinham was dad body guard for years he is blaming himself for the accident. If he didn't need to protect me then he would have been there for dad.
Friday 12 may Penguin house. zoo
God im such a spaz I freaked out at luch. I didn't feel like going back to class so we all skipped. Now Lars and Jp are telling me that it's normal to feel this way. That I can always count on them to be here for me. Finally I told lars that I was sorry that he had to follow me. I told him how it was my fault he didn't get to say goodbye to dad.
Lars looks at me all serious like and says. "Princess I was your farthers body guard for many years. But if I could only protect one of you my choice would always be you. I will miss your farther greatly but he is still alive in you. So long as you emember him he will never truly be gone." I started to cry right then and there Jp moved away so Lars and I could have a moment together.
Friday 12 May Plaza hotel Grandmere's room.
When I got back to the loft mum ran and hugged me. "God mia we where so worried. Principle Gupta phoned and told us what happened in algebra." My checks flared and I mumble and apology. Then gradmere walked into the room. She was dresses in a pristine black dress. Her face was somber and she said. "We must go to the plaza and give a press conference. What ever you do mia you must not cry in front of the cameras. Cry as much as you like after but the press can't see weakness.
I stared at grandmere like she had to heads but couldn't think of anything to say. One look at here face and I could tell she was hurting and so I followed her to the plaza. When we arrived there was a sea of reports "Princess mia over here." "Princess Mia." I tried to block them out and started to go up the stairs. Once inside it was worse. Reporter after reporter where asking question of my dad. What would happen to the throne and how was I feeling.
All I wanted to do was hit every reporter in the face and ask them how they though I was feeling. But I refrained I kept quiet and let Grandmere answer every question. I sat still and upright not moving till it was time to leave.
No I'm in Grandmere's room and everything reminds me of dad. I would cry again but I don't think I have any tears left and grandmere has completely broken down on the bed she is just sat on the bed staring into space. I hear her whispher something "A mother should never out live her child." Then I see her fall. I scream and a flurry of guard coming running in.
Well what you think r+r please