Sorry everyone that I haven't updated in what seems like ages to me. I was just very busy with school and exams and so on. But now that it is summer I just might have a little more time to write more chapters to my stories. Well I hope that you like this chapter because I was up all night writing it just for you guys.

I had written this chapter down in one of my many notebooks but I had just moved again and I lost it so right now I am trying to write this chapter from memory.

For those of you who are wondering what the plot of this story is… well I can't tell you because not even I know what the plot is. I am just writing this not even knowing how its going to turn out.

Recap from previous chapter

After he heard his Sele-Mama singing that song he forgot all formalities and ran up to her and hugged her (I know, I know totally out of his character, but since it is my story oh well).

When Sesshomaru hugged her, at first she was shocked that he did and then she hugged him back. She had this feeling that she was actually needed. Selena didn't know why she had that feeling, but she liked it.

Now

Selena finally had the feeling of being wanted; a feeling she longed for so long now.

'Maybe', she thought, 'what I am feeling right now is not being wanted, but being loved.'

What am I thinking my family always makes me feel loved and needed and here I am thinking that I'm not? How selfish am I to think these things. Inutaisho has given me everything that I've ever wanted and more. He gave me the most important thing me that I thought I can never get; a family.

Sesshomaru's point of view

I don't know what I am doing but it feels right to hug her.

I feel something wet fall on my face I look up and I see her water coming from her eyes. I don't know what to do!

"Sele-mama… Sele-mama?" I called out to her.

No response. (If you haven't figured out why she isn't responding it is because she is lost in thought.) I try one more time and this I got a response.

I parade her with many questions at one time. She answers them all saying that she is alright but I don't believe it because water is streaming down her face.

Author's point of view

"What are those things coming from your eyes?" Sesshomaru answered in a monotone voice.

Selena looked at him sadly before answering him, "They are tears, they are coming from my eyes because I am crying because I just realized that I have everything that I've ever wanted and I've never realized it until now."

"Come on we've better go it should be about time to eat and you know your father won't like it if we're late again," Selena said as she got up from her sitting position while picking Sesshomaru up as well so she could carry him. Surprisingly he didn't object.

(A/N: Sorry if it's a bit crappy I'm really tired and it is 4:51 in the morning at the moment and I can't think straight)