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Friday 12 may. Loft midnight.

I can't believe grandmere collapsed the doctors say she is going to be fine. That she has just had to much stress and should just take it easy. But all I can think is grandmere is one of the strongest people I know if she can't handle this what do you expect me to do!

I so can't sleep now I evey time I shut my eyes I either see dad or grandmere collapsing.

Saturady 13 may. 1am

Still no sign of sleep.

Saturday 13 may. 9 am

Well I managed a whole hour of sleep before the buzzer went of. Ok so it's Michael and I have'nt seen him in ages and he trying to brighen me up by bringing me over bagels and a cookie but still I really don't feel like having to speak to anyone today.

Saturday 13 may. 1pm ladies toilets.

Once again I have ended up in the ladies toilets. Why. Because im now getting followed by, six genovia secret service, Lilly, Michael, Tina, Ling su, boris, the press and jp.

I know that the genovia secret sercvie are only doing there jobs and that my friend though bringing me to the rocker fella center was a good idea and that the press will soon get bored when something bigger come up or we have dad's funeral but I need some space.

Ok so Lilly banging on the door wanting to know if im alright. I best go before one of the secret service men break down the door.

Saturday 13 may. 2.30 county general hospital.

God could my week get any worse. I finally caved and went skating with the guys only jp not a fantastic skater and well we where both holding hands. Tina spotted someone famous at the other side of the rink. She yelled at us to follow and as me and jp turned round, Jp balance was of and we both fell. Unfortunately for me jps skate caught in my head and now I have 12 stitches.

There was blood every where. The press was having a field day. Lars swooped me up in one big hug and held me so tight I needed to ask him to lossen his grip. Jp looked so pale and Michael started to shout at him. The next ting I know was I was in a ambulance on the was to county.

The only plus side off the accident is nobody allowed in my room yet so I finally have some quiet. Time.

Saturday 13 may. 4.30 county genral hospital.

They changed my room I now have to share guess who with.

Grandmere.

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