Don't own princess diaries

Sun 21 May Genovia Place. 5pm

I'm sorry I haven't written in a week but so much has happened. After spending the night in hospital I was allowed to go home. But Grandmere had to stay because she kept blacking out. It was so scarey watching someone that strong be so ill she never commented on my accident or that I was in a awful state she just sat in her bed glaring into space.

We held dads funeral today and I can say it was the worse day of my life. The streets are full of flowers, candles, teddys for dad. I had to ride behind his coffin and wave to the crowd. I wasn't allowed to show my emotion in front of the public so I spent three hours staring into space. I know if i looked up and saw the coffin I would cry.

There was hundred of tributes of people saying how wonderful my dad was and what a fine ruler he was. The only problem was I could see my dad as this all I could see was this image of my dad holding me when I was about three. I had just fallen over and scraped my knee. My dad held me as I cried and then brought me an ice cream for being such a brave girl. See he wasn't this big ruler he was just me dad.

Its time for the wake now ill write more later.

Sun 21 May Genovia Place. 8pm

It was horrible. Everyone was crying and then hugging me saying such a waste it was. The only person to be normal was prince William. He came up to offer his condolences like the rest of the royals but when he left I had a small note in my hand. Here is what it said.

Those we love are never truly gone. They are in are hearts. Becoming a shell is not what they would have wanted. When my Mum died, Harry and I made a pact that the funeral to the public was not real and we would have are own for mum. This is how we got trough the press we couldn't grieve in public but that doesn't mean we can't grieve. If you need some place to go to grieve. You are welcome to come to England. Remember your farther for who he is to you. Not who he was to his country. All the best W

It's amazing how I never really talked to William before. There is so much hype about how he is the best Prince and so on I never really though of him as human. I was sad when I heard about Princess Diana but I though nothing what her children went through. Now One of them is helping me in my hour of need.

Don't forget r and r