Broken Heart

Chapter 6 – Her memories

I arrived at the track just on time, thanks to my motorcycle. When I arrived there, Yamamura-san already stood in front of the garage.

"Yamamura-san, stop checking your watch, I'm here already"

He looked up and saw me "Haruka, you are making me worry. You know our schedule now is pretty tight. Come on, put on your suit and prepare yourself"

"Okay, okay" I walked to the changing room and changed into my black suit. I grabbed my helmet and went to where my car parked. "How's my little girl?" I grinned at my mechanic.

He grinned back at me and rubbed my car "Oh, she is very healthy Haruka. Why don't you try it? I already tune it up for you"

"Thanks Kai" I got into my car and started the engine.

Yamamura ran a little to my car and looked in from the window "Okay Haruka, the track is clear now. Just take three laps as usual"

I raised my thumb up and headed to the track. I drove the car three laps around the track and then pulled back at the garage again. "How is that?"

"Fantastic as usual Haruka. Your shape never changes. We surely can win at every national race"

"Thanks. Well then, I suppose I can go home now?"

"Sure you can. Why you're such in a hurry?"

"I have someone waiting for me at my apartment"

"Really? Is she your girlfriend?" Yamamura nudged me with his elbow and grinned.

"Hey, she is not my girlfriend. She just has some problems so she stayed in my place"

"Okay, you can go home. Be careful"

I hoped on my motorcycle and speeded back home.

I went to my room and I found that Lauri placed some plates on the dinning table.

"Oh, Haruka. You're back. How was the practice?"

"Perfect as usual. What is that?" I walked to the table and found that she cooked my favorite food "Spaghetti, I like that! How you know that I want to eat that?"

"Haruka, I have known you for several years and I already knew that this is one of your favorite foods. And remember that I learned this recipe from your mother so I sure that you will like it"

"Great. Let me take a quick shower for a moment"

"Sure. Don't be long"

"How is it?"

"It's great. Just like my mother's cooking. Thank you so much"

"I am theone who should say thank you to you. You already let me stay here. Am I disturbing you?"

"What? No, really. After all I was the one who made all of this happened to you"

(Flashback)

When I was still in the first year of my junior high school, I been introduced to my brother's girlfriend.

"Lauri, this is Haruka. She is my sister."

Lauri's eyes bulged out and stared at me in disbelief "She? I thought she is a he. No, I mean…, sorry"

"It's okay. I have been used to this" I answered her calmly. "She very pretty." I liked her from the first time I saw her "But I can't fall in love with her. She is my brother's girlfriend"

A year later

My brother, Lauri, and I went to camping together at the mountain. The weather wasn't looked very friendly.

"I think we should find somewhere to stay as soon as possible. It looks like it's gonna rain soon"

"You're right Haruka." My brother looked around to find somewhere to stay.

"I am tired" Lauri sat down on a big rock near us and turned to put her backpack down.

I smiled a bit at her and looked around to found somewhere to stay, not for long, I heard Lauri's scream. "What happened?" I saw that a snake near her that went into the bushes.

"My leg"

I ran to her and examined her leg; there was a snake bite on it. I pulled out my handkerchief and tied it so it stopped her blood flow. I picked her leg and sucked her blood from the wound and spited it on the ground.

"What happened?" my brother just came and looked at us.

"A snake bit my leg. It seemed that the snake angry because I put my bag there" she pointed at her bag. My brother walked carefully and picked the bag; then she placed the bag on a clear ground.

"You should be careful next time. How is her wound Haruka?

"It's should be alright now. I will put a bandage on it so it will be okay" I looked up at her and I found that she blushed at me.

"It's still not right to move her feet. I will try to find a doctor or some villagers near here. You guys wait here, okay?" He ran and disappeared from our sight.

"Sometime he is overprotecting me"

"Ah, but maybe that's why you love him, don't you?" I placed the bandage on her wound.

"Well, that is not exactly what in my feelings right now."

Just when I was about to ask her what she meant, the rain poured down heavily. "Argh, it's raining!"

"We must find a place to stay!"

I took off my vest and placed it on her head to cover her "I saw a log house there when I looked around. I will take you there"

"But, will it be okay to move my legs?"

"Don't worry, I'll carry you there so you don't have to move it" I placed one of my hands under her ankles and the other one around her shoulder "Hold on to my neck. I will take you there" she do just as I told her and I ran to the log house. Lauri knocked on the door but there was no answer. We looked each other and we decided to enter the house, she turned the doorknob because I was holding her and we walked in.

The log house looked pretty comforting. I looked around to find a bed and placed her there. "Wait here, I will be back soon" I rushed out again to take our bags and went back to the house. "Here's your bag" I placed the bag near her and she looked surprised.

"You went outside on the rain again just to take this bag! Are you nuts or something!"

I rubbed my head and blushed "Um, no. It's just that I want to take it. I thought you may be feeling sad because your belongings are missing"

She looked surprised at my answer and dropped her head "I am sorry. I shouldn't be shouted at you. You are doing it for me anyway"

"It's okay"

"Well then, I want to change my clothes. Is there any clothes in this house?"

"I will try to find it. Wait for a second" I looked in all of the rooms; but there was no clothes there, only three pieces of towel "There's only this that they have here. You better use this. It's pretty large. It'll be able to cover your body." I handed her one of the towels.

"Thanks. You need to take off your clothes too you know?"

"Yeah, I will" I took one of the towels and turned away to took off my clothes. When I turned back to face her again, I saw her blushed "What's wrong?"

"Um, nothing. It's just that your body is nicer and has more muscles than your brother. Do you take some routine exercise?"

"Yes, I go to the gym frequently" I saw that she still wore her wet clothes "You better took off your clothes now or you will catch a cold. I will set up the fire" I went to the fireplace and put some woods in it and then light it.

I took the wet clothes from her and hang it near the fireplace "Haruka, why don't you sit here?" she patted the place beside her on the bed and I sat there.

"How's your leg?"

"Better now, thanks to you"

"You're welcome" I blushed a little when I looked at her; it was true that the towel covered her body enough, but she was so damn sexy.

"Sometimes I think you're more reliable than your brother"

"How can that be?"

"Because, he was not there when I need him. And…, I have to admit that I have no strong feeling while I with him"

I looked at her, tried to found an explanation "Why? I thought you love him"

"I don't know, maybe I want to be his girlfriend because I never had a boyfriend before. So I just accepted it. But I have the strong feeling when I met you, although I have known that you are a girl, but I still have the same feeling. I am now sure that I am in love with you"

I turned away from her and looked down "But I can't Lauri. You're my brother's girlfriend"

"So? Are you afraid? How about if we dating secretly? We won't tell your brother about this" she leaned against me and placed her hand under my chin. "Haruka…" she whispered and closed her eyes.

I couldn't fight it anymore, her lips were so tempting, I kissed her passionately and we fell down on the bed.

The next morning, I found out that we were on the bed, naked. "We made love last night!" I sweated and put my hand on my forehead.

She mumbled and woke up "Morning Haruka"
"Not morning! We made love last night! What I will tell to my brother!"

"Well, don't let him know. Don't worry, I won't tell him" she leaned herself against me.

Although she already said that, I felt something bad would happen, and my thought was proved.

A year and a few months after

Lauri and my brother had a fight in his room. Because his room was next to mine, I could hear his shouts.

"No wonder you always avoid to make love to me! Now I know the cause, because you're not a virgin anymore! Tell me, who this guy is?"

"I am sorry, I can't tell you"

"When we were dating, you said that you never made love with anyone before. So you lied to me all the time!"

"No! I was still a virgin when you asked it"

"Say it! What's his name!"

"I'm sorry, I can't tell you"

"Fine, then maybe this will make you say his name"

"No! Please don't hit me with that stick!"

"Okay…, Say it! Geez, how many guys you have made love to until this time?"

"I can't!"

I couldn't stay anymore, I had to help her, and so I rushed into his room and stood between them. I put a blanket on her naked body and faced my brother. His face calmed a little "Haruka? What are you doing here?"

"It was me"

"Huh? What do you mean Haruka?"

"I said, it was me who made love to her"

His calm face turned into an angry face again and he raised his stick but I caught the stick before it hit me. I was a bit stronger than him, so I pulled the stick from his hand and slammed it to the ground. "Get out from here! Now! I don't know you anymore Haruka! And Lauri, you're not my fiancée anymore! I will tell your parents about it"

I helped Lauri to stand up and gathered her clothes. She dressed in the bathroom and tried to explain everything to me, but I too tired for it so I just told her to go home.

(End of flashback)

"So, will you explain it again what happened to you after that incident?"

Lauri looked up to face me and settled down in her chair "After that incident, you and your brother kept avoiding me. Your brother even spread out that I have different sexual orientation and all the people in the school made fun on me. When I desperated and want to looked for you at your house, your mother told me that you already leaved to Japan. I almost wanted to kill my self, but I decided to hold on and waited for a few months until a few days ago I finally found you here" she wiped her tears "How about you? What happened to you after that time?"

"Let's see. I couldn't stand my family's attitude to me, especially my brother. So I decided to take an offering from the Japan racing team who watched one of my races. They provided me with a lot of money and this place."

"Seemed like you never thought about me, do you?"

I blushed a little at her words "No"

"It's okay, I understand. You tried to forget about me, right?"

"Um, yea"

"I am sorry Haruka. I just can't stand my pressure anymore. Even my parents threw disgusted look at me. I…, I…" Lauri started to cry again.

I couldn't stand saw her like that so I walked to her and hugged her "Shh, it's alright. Calm down" I rubbed her back gently.

"Don't leave me, Haruka"

"Don't worry. I'm here for you"

(At the same time in Michiru's room)

"Michiru, maybe I have to cancel your performance"

Michiru putted her book down and looked at her mother "But why, mom?"

"Because of your condition, you have to take enough rest"

"I'm okay mom. I will be fine. Besides, the doctor already let me to go home tomorrow. It means that I will be in my perfect condition soon"

"Are you sure? Oh, yes, Haruka will be there to back you up and…"

"No!"

"Is something wrong Michiru?"

"I don't want him to be there. I will perform there alone. I will be fine, don't worry" she placed a forced smile on her lips.

Jane sighed a bit and stood "Okay then. It's up to you. It's late already, I must go home now" she leaned and kissed Michiru's forehead "Goodnight dear"

"Goodnight mom"

To Be Continued….

Author Notes:

Thank you for reading.

Yup, finally I completed this chapter. I'm very glad. I wrote my third story yesterday, but it rated Mature because it is my story with most hentai scene so far, haha (although it's just a slight one) :p

Next chapter would tell about Michiru's performance off course.

Argh, I just started my new semester today, the class sucked, I hate it. Oh well. I hope I can still update my story regularly.

Don't forget to review for me…, thank you (bowed)

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