Chapter Five

Wendy's Apartment

Jaycee

Today's the day. Aunt Gemma is taking Juice up to her father's house against his will. Of course, I have to see them off. Pulling into the driveway I see her car already parked. Getting off my bike, I head inside and feel instantly relieved the moment my eyes land on Juice. Pulling him into my arms I breathe in his scent heavily.

What the hell was he thinking taking Unser to meet with Chibs anyway? The way that old man is loyal to my cousin he's lucky to still be alive.

" Why haven't you called me?! " I yell before punching him in the arm.

He slumps back knowing that my punches pack a wallop. " I'm sorry. I know I fucked up. "

" Beyond fucked up. " I say before hugging him again. " But I'm glad that you're alright. "

He looks like hell though. I mean, he looked like hell the last time I saw him but still...

" You set? " Aunt Gemma asks interrupting our reunion.

Nodding he says, " Yeah ".

Aunt Gemma's phone rings loudly making her sigh. " Shit. It's Happy. It's the third time he's called. "

Checking my burner, I see that Chibs has called ten times. Damn, something is definitely up. Going out onto the porch I call him back.

Jaycee where the hell are ye?

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Where am I? " I'm enjoying some alone time. " I half lie. " What's wrong? "

Somethings happened. Linn's people shot up Diosa. There're bodies everywhere. It's a bloody massacre.

" Fuck. " I say not believing it.

I'm just glad ye weren't here last night. If we had walked in to see...

" You didn't. " I tell him in comfort. " I wasn't there and I'm fine. "

But those poor girls on the other hand...

I don't know or want to know where ye're at but promise me ye'll stay down low.

" I promise. " I tell him. " Let Jax know that I'm okay and that I'll call him later. "

Will do. Stay safe, mo chridhe.

" You too, Filip. " I say before hanging up.

Heading back inside I sigh thinking about all those poor girls. Why on earth would Linn's crew target innocents? This is MC/gang shit. Where's the honor of the code?

" What happened? " Juice asks aunt Gemma.

She shakes her head. " Oh, drama at Diosa. Whores will be whores. "

" Yeah, I got the rundown from Chibs. " I tell her sadly.

She nods. " He know where you are? "

I shake my head. " I told him I'm enjoying some alone time. "

" Good, you stay here. I got to go handle this. " She says before setting her eyes on Juice. " You sit tight. We'll leave in the morning. "

He nods not liking it one bit. " Yeah, okay. "

" All right, here. " She says as she hands him a big medicine bottle. " Smoke and sleep, baby. "

He nods and takes a seat in the dining nook.

Once she's gone, I take one of the joints out of the bottle in his hand and light it up. " Smoke, eat, and sleep was what she meant. You're looking a little skinny. "

" I don't have much of an appetite. " He bites out.

Giving him " the look," I say, " that's why we're smoking first. The munchies will hit trust me.

Passing the joint to him I watch as he takes a few hits. In this state, he can't hide his tired eyes.

Seeing the look of dread on his face I say, " you're going to be okay ".

" I'm not good on my own, Jaycee, you know that. " He says like the broken man he has always been.

It's then that I decide to break the rule I've held onto since meeting him. Sighing I put my hands on his shoulders and straddle his lap

I settle in and kiss his lips softly. " I know, baby. "

" JJ- " He says weakly.

Putting my finger on his lips I say, " shh ", before leaning back to take my shirt off. I then attack his lips again with fever.

Getting up suddenly he grabs me by the back of my thighs. The next thing I know I'm being slammed up against the wall. He grins his hard-on into my center and a moan gets caught in my throat. His lips trail the junction between my neck and shoulder as he slides himself back and forth creating the best kind of friction.

" Let me down. " I whisper and he carefully lets me go.

It's only seconds later that I'm quickly undoing my bra and shimmying out of my jeans.

" So fucking sexy. " He says as he lets his pants drop to the floor.

His solid eight inches bobs back and forth at the movement. Damn. He doesn't give me any more time to admire him as he drags me down the hall. Do I feel bad that we're going to fuck in Wendy's bed? Not really. Going into her nightstand I find a pack of magnums and throw them at him.

" Lay down on the edge of the bed. " He orders as his eyes rake over my naked body.

Ooh, how demanding. Doing as I'm told I settle on the bed with my ass close to the edge.

" Open your legs. " He demands once more with more bass in his voice. " I want to see the pussy I've been dreaming about. "

And just like that, I feel a gush of juices pool between my legs. Spreading them wide he sets the box of magnums next to me and gets on his knees. My thighs quiver at the mere thought of his lips on my aching sex.

" You have no idea how long I've waited. " He says licking his lips.

Oh, I do. We've both been skirting around this moment for years. " Touch me, Juan. "

" Fuck. " He groans and I feel his fingers feather-light touch rub up my center and then back down. " You're so wet for me, JJ. "

I moan again as he spreads my legs in a wide V shape. This time he slides his tongue along my wet slit.

" Damn. Don't stop. " I beg as my legs tremble.

He starts flicking his tongue quickly and lightly across my clit and my body convulses.

" Oh, shit, Juan! " I moan out loud and grip the sheets for dear life.

He slaps my thigh and when his tongue reaches my tight hole again he pushes it in as far as it can go. Feeling it swipe back and forth across my g-spot, I thrust my hips forward trying to fuck it.

"Ohhh fuck, Juan, I'm going to cum on your tongue. " I gasp as the hottest scene unfolds around us.

He slurps me up before I hear a garbled " fuck " come out of his mouth. It's then that his tongue goes into overdrive in my pussy.

"Ohhh fuck!" I scream before reaching down and holding his head in place tightly. "Oh my god! Oh shit! Oh yessss!" I yell, as my body stiffens. I can feel my pussy walls convulse around his tongue and the breath gets knocked out of me.

I don't have time to come down from my pleasure high when he's ripping the foil off of a condom and pushing into me maddeningly slow.

" Damn, so big. " I mewl while rubbing my palms along his now bare chest. " I love it. "

Leaning his weight down on me, his hand roughly grabs my chin as he forces me to look into his eyes. " It's yours, JJ. It's always been yours. " He says rolling his hips into mine savagely.

" If it's mine then give it to me. " I reach up and moan into his ear.

His eyes widen and the next thing I know he's fucking me like a wild man. " Fuck! " Pound. " Fuck! " Pound. " Fuck! "

It's almost as if he's taking all the stress from the last year out on me in the most delicious way. My stomach tightens as he hits my g-spot over and over and the damn breaks. Raking my nails down his back I feel my pussy milking his cock for all it's worth as I scream my release.

We don't even have five minutes to get ourselves together when my phone rings. Rushing to get it, I look at the caller I.D.

" Fuck, it's Jax. " I say before answering. " Hey. " I say into the phone.

Hey, where are you?

" I'm on my way to Red Woody. I need to talk to Lila. " I say not needing him to go looking for me.

No, head to the clubhouse. I was trying to keep you out of it, but there was an attack at Diosa... Everyone inside was killed.

" I know, Chibs filled me in earlier. " I say with a sigh.

I need you to get here quickly I'm thinking of putting everyone under lockdown.

" Okay. I'll be there soon. " I say before hanging up.

The post-coital bliss Juice was experiencing is now replaced with the same lonely feeling he hates. " You have to go. " He states simply.

I can only nod. " Jax is thinking of putting everyone in lockdown. "

" Because of what happened at Diosa? " He asks nosily.

I nod again as I head back into the living room to get dressed. " Aunt Gemma will be back in the morning and there's more than enough food for you in the fridge. "

Getting up quickly, he follows me. " When will I see you again? "

" I don't know, Juan. " I say honestly as I put my left shoe on and straighten myself. " Soon I hope. Until then, hold on to what we just did. It's real and no matter how long it takes we'll find our way back to each other. "

Even as the words leave my mouth I know he doesn't believe me. Hell, I don't even believe me. Obviously, I haven't gotten around to telling him about Tully or his offer. I still don't have an answer to his proposition; what just happened only complicates things.

" You're the only woman I've ever loved like this JJ. " He says pulling me into his arms.

Pulling him closer I say, " I love you too, Juan. And it's because I love you that I need you to promise that you won't go doing anything stupid. Like meeting with any more patch's kind of stupid. "

" I promise. " He says through the tears I know he's fighting back.

Pulling away I look him in the eyes. " And call me every day if you need to. You're not alone in this, babe. " I say taking my mother's St. Christopher pendant off and slipping it over his head. " No matter how far away I'll always be with you. "

He kisses me one last time before I can't bear the goodbye any longer.

" Don't take it off... It's for protection. " I say before slipping out of the apartment.

Author's Note: So it happened. Jaycee and Juice crossed a line in their friendship and there's no going back. I wonder how this will affect her answer to Tully?