Well ok lets see I'm thinking of not continuing because I'm not getting many ideas on where I'm going with this, when I first started out I did, then after I got out of the hospital I got lost, really lost so if anybody has any helpful ideas on where you'd like to see the story go please don't hesitate on telling me, and thanks to all of you who have reviewed you guys really made my day. By the way I got to L.A. last week, but realized I couldn't use it because it was Hollywood I go there at least once a month so I really can't use much, but I'll try from memory.


It was 6:51 when Angela arrived at the cemetery alone, though John had asked to come along, she told him that whatever he had done he didn't want doing again, he agreed and stayed back.

Looking down at the grave Angela swore she saw her sisters face looking at her smiling, but then remembered they shared the same face and laughed to herself.

"I didn't think you'd come, at least not alone." A voice said from behind her, startling her out of her thoughts.

"I asked John to wait home, was that wrong?" Angela asked embracing her friend.

"No, that was actually good."

"What did he do to you?"

"Nothing, but I have decided to answer any questions you might have."

"You've already answered my question, Jake, and you said you didn't sleep with her." Angela said staring at her friend oddly.

"I lied." He said lowering his head.

"You did sleep with her didn't you?" she asked backing away from him.

"Yes I did, we were in love and well I loved her." Jake tried to explain, but noticed Angela fighting back tears.

"You hurt her Jake, you made her feel unwanted. She didn't even want…because…he looked like you." She managed to get out through tears that fell from her eyes, she mentally called for John and he answered with 'I'll be right there.'

"Who looked like me Angie?" Jake asked growing confused at how she was reacting.

"Your son! Isabel didn't want him, he looked like you, she couldn't have him. She wasn't married, she was sinned, and he looked like the two of you." She cried again getting herself ready to run.

"You know about Nathan?" he asked stunning Angela.

"You know about him?"

"Well yes of course she told me she was pregnant before I left."

"And yet you left anyways?" she practically yelled.

"I had to go, my job called, besides we agreed that she wasn't mentally stable to raise a child. We agreed on giving him up and never telling you about him."

"But now I know, Jake, she wanted me to know. I know that if you don't do something about it he'll die."

"I can't interfere with his life Angie. After hell lost Isabel I became the next target, they want him now, by seeing him I'll lead hell right to him and I can't live with that."

"Who are you?" Angela asked looking at her friend as if she'd never laid eyes on him before.

"I'm a physic like you and Isabel, but I got on the wrong side with the others."

"How did I not see it?" she asked herself.

"When I showed myself, you were gone, no longer able to see, and when you came back you saw everything as normal because your mind was used to it like that." Jake explained.

"How? How did you mess up?"

"I was asked to do something for Lucifer, I had a straight communication with him, he asked me to kill someone and I refused to."

"Who?"

"Your boyfriend"

"John?"

"Yes, Lu wanted Constantine, and I refused to kill. So I left town so I could avoid him, leaving Isabel behind as well. When I returned I thought maybe he was dead, but then to find him alive and your boyfriend no doubt really brought everything back. And ever since the incident, Lu wants Constantine out of heaven and back on his side, but no such luck."

"I have a few questions before I tell you anything else." Angela said anger growing in her.

"Anything."

"Did you ever love Isabel?"

"With all my heart, everyday."

"Are you going to kill John?"

"No, my job is to make him do something to get back into hell, nothing more."

"Can you sign a paper granting me full custody of Nathan?"

"No. it's not safe for him or you, I'm sorry, but you can't have him."

"Fine, then now I have to say this, get out." Angela started out slow, but her voice soon rose. "Get out of my life and never look back and if I see you anywhere near my friends of family I'll have you arrested and sentenced to life in prison for any reason I can pin on you. GET OUT!" she cried, making Jake run in the opposite direction. Angela turned and bumped into a solid object.

"John?" she asked and was pulled in his embrace as she cried.

"are you alright?" he asked holding her as he watched Jake run to the top of a hill, then stare at him.