Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own Roxas nor Sora...nor any characters from Kingdom Hearts.
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--prologue--
I don't know how my life got so complicated…so disorienting. My life wasn't in my control anymore…not back then and maybe not now.
I remember when I was younger I had a perfect life, so to speak. A family that consist of a mother, father, and brother. We had our faults, but overall we were a family.
My mother loved us very much, but she wasn't always there for us; for my brother and I. She favored going out to social gatherings and hang out with her so called friends than spending time with her own children. She would have the maids look after us instead, when she going to the mall or to have lunch. The only time she would be with us was at night for an hour or so, before she went to a cocktail party. It was either that or she would take us with her at some of her lunch gatherings, or at a friends house just to show off her cute little boys.
Unlike my mother, my father tried to be there for us. He worked hard at managing hotels; he didn't have a lot of time to be with us. He would travel to different towns for days or even weeks, but the free time he had was spent on us. Even if he was tired, exhausted he dedicated himself to his children. He tried so hard to keep the family intact.
My older brother was just like me. We were identical… We wore the same clothing, had similar hair styles. We liked and disliked the same things and we did everything together. I was my twin, and my twin was me…
You couldn't tell the difference at all in our personalities upfront, but if you looked closely we had some differences. He would say what's on his mind while I was more reserved; He would act out of impulse, while I analyzed and observed. Our appearances was different though. He had brownish hair while I had dirty blond. My eyes were a light blue while his eyes were a darker shade. He loved being with mom, while I always followed dad.
Yes we were identical in every aspect, but different at the same time…
I don't know how my family broke apart. It happened in an instant…out of nowhere. My mother and father changed. They had their problems. Mother being out almost every day, father not being at home due to his work. They were never together and when they were they would argue. Their arguments always included Sora and I. I know since I would see them arguing from afar. My family was slowly breaking apart in front of my eyes and I couldn't do anything to stop it. What could a four year old do?
I used to wish it was a nightmare; that I would wake up soon and we would be the happy family that we once were, but my hopes were shattered when my father had his luggage ready to leave the manor and asked me if I wanted to go with him. I agreed…Why? Because I was always close to my father than my mother. Mother had Sora to take care of her. Dad needed me more than ever. I was too young to understand what was going on back then, but somehow I knew deep down that things would never be the same.
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End of Prologue. Hopefully I'll upload the next chapter soon! Please R&R.