He brought his hands to her face and pressed his palms against Jude's cheeks in enraged desire. Her hands immediately went to his hair, running her fingers through it, as she deepened the kiss. She didn't know what had come over him, but she didn't want him to stop, ever. He kept pulling her to him, feeling as if they'd could never be close enough. They met each other with equal passion as they started towards the hallway blindly. Neither could think, just feel. They weren't concerned with the questions they both had, or the consequences they may have if they continued at the rate they were going. They ignored the storm that was roaring outside as they let everything around them fade away.
She nipped his lower lip with her teeth and he groaned. She pulled back a little, teasingly, as he brought his face towards her and devoured her mouth. She yanked the material of his shirt and dragged him back with her, falling against her closed bedroom door. She hooked her left arm around his neck, and her right went behind her to fumbled with the knob, her mouth never leaving his. Tommy heard the squeaking of the knob, and became agitated when Jude couldn't get the door to open. He huffed and pushed her away from the entrance in frustration as his arm flew out towards the brass handle.
With one swift movement, he yanked the knob sideways and sent the door flying against the wall, causing a loud thud. She looked up as she walked in to the room, amazed at his actions, as the force of it shook the door frame slightly. She slowly glanced at Tommy who stood in the door way with his hair disheveled from where her hands were seconds ago and she watched as his chest rose and fell rapidly. He stared back at her as he tried to regain his breathing. He didn't know what had come over him, but he couldn't stop now. He couldn't even if he wanted to. He watched her open her mouth to say something but he strode over to her in two long steps, placed his hand on the crook of her neck and brought her head towards his, silencing any words she may have said. She walked backwards as Tommy's hands wrapped around her waist.
She stepped out of his grasp as she leaned back onto the bed and propped herself up on it with her elbows. He lowered himself down to her as he supported his weight with his hands. Jude lifted her face to his as he captured her lips. She felt his touch on her shoulders and saw the flash of lightening through the window before she closed her eyes as his hands trailed down to her waist. His mouth moved to the side of her chin as she arched her neck slightly to give him more access. His fingers sat at her hips for a few seconds before his right hand tugged at the bottom of her shirt, and his left went around her. Her eyes flew open wide as she brought her hand in front of him and placed it on his chest.
"Wait." She said breathlessly. "Stop." Tommy abruptly relinquished his hold when he heard her. She looked at him, hesitant. She didn't know why but she felt like she should tell him.
Tommy ran a shaky hand through his hair as he brought himself up from the bed. What was he doing? He couldn't believe he'd let it get this far, without making sure that this is what she wanted. When she had uttered that one word, he came crashing down and reality set in. She didn't want to go any further. He'd have to stop even though it was the last thing he wanted to do. It would be the price he paid for loss of control. "Jude," He started as he squeezed his eyes shut briefly, trying to regain composure. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have been so, uh, persistant-"
"No, no. It's not that." She said quickly as she shook her head. "It's just," She bit her lip before she continued. "Well, I've never done this before." She told him honestly, looking up at him, as a small wave of insecurity washed over her.
Tommy met her eyes. He wasn't expecting that. He wasn't sure, but after the interview before he thought he was. "But Chris he said-" He began slowly, not sure what to feel.
"That was a lie." She cut him off swiftly. "Me and him, we never..." She trailed off softly.
"And there was no one else?" He asked, feeling hopeful.
"No, nobody else." She murmured as she watched Tommy just stand there with his hand on his chin. "Is it a problem?" She questioned as she watched him turn away from her and walked towards a nearby dresser. She mistook his actions and spoke. "I bet you've been with a bunch of girls so if it is, it's cool. I understand." She rambled nervously, not being able to look at him. She was feeling terribly unsure of herself as she pushed her body off the bed. 'What a goddamn fool I am.' She thought angrily. She didn't care if this was her room, she needed to get out. As she walked towards the door, Tommy's voice stopped her.
"Woah, woah. Wait a second." He closed the draws to the dresser as he spoke to her. He had something in his hands that he placed down on a nearby table. Jude heard the flick of a match. 'Candles' she realized as the subdued light filled the room.
Tommy turned towards her and smiled softly. Knowing what she just told him didn't make him want her any less. Hell, if he thought it was possible, it probably made him want her more. But it did soften something inside him. If he was going to be her first, he was going to do it right. She meant too much to him to rush it. "Come here." He quietly demanded held out his hand for her.
She looked at his palm hesitantly before she placed hers in his. Her hand laid loosely on top of his, before he curled his fingers around it, creating a grip, and gave her a quick jerk, pulling her towards him. She landed on Tommy soundly, spreading out her hands on his chest, as he bundled her up with his arms. She stared into his eyes as she watched the candle light flicker around them. "So, you're okay with it?" Jude questioned, still having pangs of uncertainty.
Tommy pursed his lips in thought. "Hm," He said as he ran the back of his hand up and down her cheek affectionately. "Actually, I never really wanted to share you to begin with." He replied truthfully as he watched Jude smile, and returned one of his own. He moved his fingers down to where her hand rested comfortably on him. Smiles faded slowly as they locked eyes. Tommy clasped his hand over Jude's and led her towards the bed.