Chapter 4- First Kiss

"Are you still hungry?" Bonkotsu asked as they entered the front door leading to the kitchen.

"That's okay. I just want to go to bed." Bonkotsu head toward the stairs and looked down at Kagome. "You can put me down now." She nudged him a bit but he refused. He took one step up stairs and Kagome nudged him a side. "I said you could put me down now."

"Hey Kagome just hold on stop pushing me and-" Kagome fell to the ground as Bonkotsu fell back. "K-Kagome are you alright." He got up to his knees and crawled up to her. "Kagome" She didn't move a finger. Her head was slouched forward as her hair covered her face. He extended his hand and brushed her hair aside revealing her face. She was crying and as he put her hair aside she glared at him with tears running down her face.

"Don't touch me!" She cried out as she hit his hand aside. The house grew ominously quiet as the both of them didn't move. Bonkotsu got up and sat beside her.

"Why do you always have to be so stubborn? All the time I try to help you or talk to you, you just push me away. It's like your trying to hide yourself from the world. You say that you have no one, no family, no mother, no father but look around you Kagome. Even though there not your real parents they still love you very much. They treat you as their own and provide you with everything you need, clothes, food, somewhere to live. They love you very much. You don't know how much time's they have told me to look after you, to watch over you and to make sure that you were alright. They worry about you everyday and they want you to be as happy as ever. You just can't see that because you're hiding yourself all the time. You never talk to anyone and when you do you just argue and yell. Just think about that okay." He stood up and head towards the kitchen.

Kagome sighed and went up stairs. She looked at her room and remembered all the times she would cry. She remembered all the nights that she cried herself to sleep. She passed her room and entered Bonkotsu's room. She laid on his bed and looked at the ceiling as minutes passed.

"Maybe-" Bonkotsu looked down at her as he stood beside his bed.

"You know that this is my room right?" She didn't say anything but sat up and leaned her back on to the wall as she faced her brother. Looking at the sheets on the bed she clenched her hand into a fist and looked up at him. Before she could say anything he took a seat beside her and looked at the ceiling.

"So I take it that you were actually listening to me."

"For once I was you lame ass. Well I wanted to just say I was sorry and that I kinda um- th-th-thank you for what you said and all. I know I was a total bitch to everyone but I can't help it. Those stupid bastards have left me alone and now they expect me to live without them.

"And who would these bastard's be?" he inquired

"My parents." Bonkotsu's eyes widen

"Why would you call your parent's that I mean-"

"Because it's all there fault. They left me behind and now they expected me to live a peaceful life without them. Every time I close my eyes I see their damn faces. I couldn't take it. I couldn't take. My mind was just-" Bonkotsu embraced her as tears poured out of her eyes. She trembled as her brother hugged her she didn't even realized that she was crying. "I miss them so much Bonkotsu." She tried to prevent her tears from spilling but her heart was just over whelmed by emotions that she couldn't.

Minutes passed and she finally calmed down. Slightly pushing her brother back he looked up at him and smiled. " Thank you so much brother. You're the best." She said as she wrapped her arms around his neck. Pulling away she held a big smile on her face. " You know I never thought that talking things out would make things-" Shock ran through her as her lips pressed against Bonkotsu's mouth. Her mind blanked as she did nothing but sat there in shock. When Bonkotsu finally pulled away, Kagome sat there looking at him with a blank look.

"I-I'm sorry I didn't know what was-"

"You k-kissed me." She said still shocked. Snapping out of a trance she looked up at him and blinked. "Why did you-"

"Hey Bonkotsu you here." Hojo shouted from down stairs.

"Y-Yea I'm up stairs!" He yelled as he stared at Kagome.

"Kagome I-"

She smiled and looked up at him. "It was an accident right. Well it was nice talking to you brother I'll see you later." Kagome walked out the door and went to her room. Closing the door behind her she leaned her back on the door and slid down to the ground. As she sat there she held her hand to her mouth in disbelief. "Why would he kiss me? He has a girlfriend. Why would he kiss me? She repeated as her hand trembled in disbelief.

Kagome heard Bonkotsu and his friends talking down stairs and when she finally stood up she hesitated to turn the doorknob to go outside. Seconds later Ayame's voice could be heard and finally Kagome turned the doorknob and looked down stairs. Ayame was all over Bonkotsu like always. Hugging him and holding his hand was all she did when she was with him. She went down stairs and Bonkotsu stared at her as she went in the kitchen. She sighed as she opened the fridge. She took out a sandwich that was already made and pulled out a knife from the drawer. Cutting the sandwich in half she thought about that kiss. "That was my first kiss." She whispered as she looked at the wall in front of her. She winced as she looked down, her sandwich was splashed with blood. "Damn it I should have been paying attention." She said as she put down the knife. Her brother and his girlfriend calmly walked in and she quickly hid her slightly cut finger behind her back.

"Kagome what are you doing?" Ayame said with a smile as she clung to Bonkotsu's arm.

"Nothing, besides it's none of your god damn business anyways." She took the plate and walked to the stares, hiding her finger behind her back. She almost got away with it but Bonkotsu grabbed her wrist and looked at her index finger that spurt out blood.

"Thought so." He said looking at her hand. "Look at your food it has blood on it. Didn't you think I would see it?"

"It's not like I did it on purpose. It was an accident. I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing and-"

"I believe you, just come here." Ayame let him go and he lead her sister to the bathroom and sat her on the lid of the toilet seat. Shuffling through the medicine cabinet Bonkotsu pulled out the medicine box. "Let me see." He grabbed her hand and held it still. Wrapping her hand with a bandage he kissed it and smiled. Kagome blushed and looked away. "Th-Thank you." She said as she got up and looked at him. "Well are you going to make me food or not. I'm starving." She crossed her arms in front of her chest.

"Of course but you have to say please." He said as he put the medicine box away.

"Humph. Fine, Please move your lazy ass and fix me something to eat now." She smirked and went down stairs. "Is that what you wanted to hear bro."

"More or less. At least you said please." He said following from behind.

"What ever just get me some food." Hojo and Koga looked at them walking down stairs. The two guys stared on as Kagome approached them. "What are you staring at?" She said as she glared at him.

"I was staring at your lovely face Sweet heart." Hojo said as he flashed her a smile. Clenching her hand into a fist Kagome went up to Hojo and rose up her fist. She pulled back her arm and Hojo looked on in fright.

"Wait. K-Kagome I-" Hojo closed her eyes as her fist flew towards his fast although millimeter from her target she retracted. "Hey Idiot." She said as Hojo opened her eyes. "If you call me that again I'll swear I'll hit you so hard you'll black out but this time." She smiled and looked at the two boys on the couch. "I'll let it sly." She said taking a seat next to Koga.

"Hey Kagome what's wrong? Never did saw you smile before and by the way you look cute with a smile on." He smiled and Kagome smiled back and hugged his neck. "Aww you're so sweet." Hojo looked at her as he raised an eyebrow in confusion.

"Why'd you hug him and not me? He got a hug and I got threaten. What's that about?"

"I did that because I knew you was going to say that. I wanted to make you feel left out that's all." She smiled and got up.

"That's mean don't you think?"

"Well I may be smiling but my attitude hasn't and will not change one little bit." She went to the kitchen and she saw Bonkotsu and Ayame kissing. She looked at the ground then at the couple. "Hey I don't want to see some romance scene in the kitchen. Damn it, it's disgusting looking at you two kiss." She scratched the back of her head and took the sandwich that was prepared. Koga wrapped one hand around Kagome's neck and smiled at the two couple.

"Ah come on Kagome don't lash out on them. You'll get a boyfriend soon." She turned around and got out of Koga's grasp.

"Yeah right. I wouldn't want to be caught kissing some guy or even dating one. Dating is such non-sense it's stupid." She said coldly.