Disclaimer: I still don't own John Cena (I wish), Randy Orton (I wish again) or
Amy "lita" Dumas. Vince does so sue him not me lol.
Hiya guys I know this update has taken a bit longer than I would have liked but I've been caught up into so many different things right now you just wouldn't believe it lol. Ok I can't say too much about this chapter before you read it, you'll see why once you read it. It is kinda short but there is a reason for that but you'll just have to read on to find out what that reason is. Oh and if anyone saw backlashon sundayhow amazing did John do? Haha that match was the best of the night.
My Time Is Now
Your Addiction
John and Amy were both lying awake and even though they didn't know it they were about the same thing, Amy and Randy.
"Ames are you awake?" John asked softly. He knew she hadn't been sleeping well lately and she just hadn't been herself. Amy lay still and tried to pretend she was asleep. She couldn't bear to look him in the face anymore, she was sure he would see the guilt in her eyes. She didn't deserve him, not after what she'd done to him. For the past 2 weeks she'd spent almost every minute she could with Randy. As hard as she tried to stay away from him and tell herself that she didn't want him she just kept giving in to him. He was a guilty little pleasure that she knew she shouldn't have but she just couldn't say no to him and it was tearing her apart.
"Ames?" John said quietly and kissed her shoulder. He wished she'd tell him what was wrong but she hardly even looked at him these days. She was hiding something from him but he didn't know what, he did have suspicions and none of them were good. He'd noticed how different Amy and Randy had been towards each other lately, they'd never really liked each other but now they were just being cold whenever they were around each other. More than once he had actually thought that there might be something going on between them but he always dismissed that thought, Amy loved him too much to do that. He didn't see the tears in Amy's eyes as he snuggled closer to her and feel asleep again.
The next morning John woke up before Amy. He lay there for a few minutes just looking at her, she looked like an angel. He loved everything about her, even the way her nose wrinkled when she smiled in her sleep. He got up quietly and went into the bathroom.
Amy woke up when her phone started ringing, she looked at the number and her heart jumped, it was Randy. She checked that John couldn't hear her; she could hear the shower running. She answered the phone and heard Randy's voice.
"Good morning sexy" Randy said with the usual note of arrogance in his voice.
"What the hell do you think you're doing Randy? You know John might have answered" Amy snapped, trying to keep her voice low.
"I missed you last night, I was lonely" Randy said completely ignoring what she just said. Amy shivered; the thought of him always gave her a guilty thrill.
"I missed you too" she whispered with a sigh.
"I wanna see you today, now actually." He knew she couldn't say no to him, she never could.
"I don't know, its getting harder to make up excuses, I think John's starting to get suspicious. What am I supposed to tell him?" she asked
"I really don't care, just think of something and make it quick, I wont wait forever." He said before he hung up.
Amy was so lost in her own thoughts that she didn't notice John standing behind her. He waited a few seconds before he let her know he was there.
"Morning baby, did you sleep ok?" he asked as he kissed her, she looked like she was about to cry.
"About the same as usual. I'm gonna go shower." She said quickly, wiping tears away as she went into the bathroom and closed the door. John watched her go before he picked up her phone and looked at the last received call. A dark look past over his face as he looked at the number, the number that had confirmed all his suspicions and ripped his heart out. The woman he loved more than anything in the world was sleeping with his best friend.
He took a few deep breaths and fought the urge to hit something. He had to be sure before he said or did anything, he couldn't risk losing Amy over something that could turn out to be nothing. He put Amy's phone back where it was and tried to get rid of the hurt look on his face as Amy came out of the bathroom.
"Something wrong babe?" Amy asked when she saw the look on John's face.
"No red, everything's fine. You ready to go get some breakfast?" he said as he tried to force a smile on his face.
"Ready when you are babe." Amy replied as she picked up her phone.
When they got downstairs John scanned the room looking for Randy but there was no sign of him, he was glad Randy wasn't there; it saved him from doing something he probably wouldn't regret later. He watched Amy as she talked with Trish, he watched the way her eyes lit up when she laughed and it felt like someone had stamped on his heart. How could she do this to him? How could she tell him she loved him then jump into bed with his best friend the second his back was turned? He let out a long sigh, maybe he was wrong, he was just being paranoid, and she wouldn't cheat on him would she? He sighed again and tried to chase those thoughts out of his head but every time he looked at her they all came back.
"John I'm gonna go shopping with the girls but I'll meet you at the arena later." She kissed him lightly.
"Ok babe, have fun." He said, slightly distracted. He watched her walk over to where Trish, Maria and Ashley were waiting for her. John headed up to his room and grabbed his bag before he headed off to the arena to work out.
The girls were all giggling and having fun choosing new outfits, all except for Amy. She was still distracted by what Randy had said earlier.
"Guys I think I might go back to the hotel for a while, I'm not feeling too good." She said after an hour of shopping.
"Ames do ya want us to go back with you?" Ashley asked with concern.
"No I'll be ok; I think I just need to get some more sleep. I'll see you guys later." The girls said their goodbyes and Amy headed back to the hotel. She didn't go to her own room, she went to Randy's. He opened the door and pulled her inside, kissing her roughly as he pushed her down on the bed and began to strip her.
John hadn't been at the arena long when he realised he'd left his phone at the hotel. He didn't have much else to do so he drove back to the hotel.
Amy was full of guilt as she always was when she was with Randy but this time it was different. She felt like the novelty was starting to wear off.
"Randy we have to stop this; I think John might know something." She said as she pulled her pink shirt back on over her head.
"Now you know you don't mean that, if you did then you wouldn't be here right now. You know you wanna be with me so why even try to fight it?" he said with a tone of conceited arrogance. Amy looked at him with disgust. She couldn't believe she was throwing away everything she had with John for this. It just wasn't worth it and it didn't seem so exciting anymore, now it just felt seedy and dirty.
"I can't throw away my life with John for some dirty little roll between the sheets with you." She got up and walked to the door, Randy laughed as he followed her out into the hallway.
"You know you can't just walk away from me, I'm in your head, I'm your addiction and sooner or later you'll have to face that." He said as he grabbed her arm and spun her around to face him. He brought his lips crashing down on hers in a fierce kiss as she gave in and kissed him back.
John had just gotten out of the elevator when he saw something that stopped him dead in his tracks, his best friend and the love of his life locked in a heated kiss with their tongues down each others throats.
"Ames?" he was trying to fight off tears and hoping that he was seeing things, this couldn't really be happening. Amy pulled away from Randy.
"Oh god John I'm so sorry, this isn't what it looks like." Tears started to stream down Amy's face as Randy stood back smirking.
So guys what do you think? What is John gonna do now that he knows? How is this going to affect his storylines? What will happen with Amy and Randy? You'll just have to review so I update faster lol or I might just be really cruel and make you all wait……………………….
