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Hi guys sorry for the wait for the update but I was kinda blocked on this one until yesterday. So now John knows about Amy and Randy but how is that going to affect his story lines? Will he be able to forgive Amy? Will his friendship with Randy survive? Some of these questions will be answered in this chapter but some of them wont. Enjoy!

My Time Is Now

Just a mistake

"Not what it looks like! Well to me it looks like you just had your tongue down another guys throat but I guess I was wrong. So what does it look like Amy!" John shouted as he began to pace the floor, he was ready to hit something or someone.

"John…I'm so sorry" Amy choked through her tears as he glared at her.

"Sorry for what? Cheating on me? Or getting caught?" John hissed "I can't believe I actually thought you loved me…How long have you been banging my best friend?" he asked her

"John it's not like that…….." Amy cried

"HOW LONG?" he shouted

"A few weeks" Amy answered quietly as she looked at the floor. John took off his hat and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Ya know I would've expected this from him but not from you" he looked into the red heads eyes before he turned and walked away from them.

As soon as he got to his room he let out the anger he's been holding in, he screamed and punched the wall 3 times.

Amy stood frozen to the spot; she didn't know what to do. She shot a look at Randy

"What? How did you expect him to react?" he said coldly before he walked back into his room and closed the door leaving her standing there alone.

John was sitting on the bed in his room trying to figure out exactly how his life had turned upside down so fast when he heard the faint knocking on the door but he ignored, he knew it was her but right now he didn't care if she disappeared off the face of the planet.

"John please let me in" Amy pleaded from outside the door as tears silently fell from his blue eyes.

Amy was sitting with her back against the door and her knees pulled up to her chest

"John I'm so sorry. Please you have to believe me, I never ever meant to hurt you….I love you." She sobbed. She had to make him understand that. She'd never loved anyone so much in her whole life and now she was loosing him.

"John please talk to me…….scream at me, shout at me. Hate me if you have to just please don't shut yourself away like this." Her body shook as she cried.

"Hate me if you have to" John's heart broke when he heard those words. Even after all of this he could never hate her, he was wishing they'd never met but he didn't hate her. He wiped the tears from his face and stood up. He stood looking at the door for a few seconds, unsure if he was doing the right thing but he had to face her sooner or later. He opened the door and saw her sitting there, her face almost as red as her hair. He wanted to reach out to her and hold her but he stopped himself. She turned around and looked at him, he looked so broken and it was all her fault. John walked back over to the bed and sat down as Amy followed him and closed the door. She stood in front of him as he stared at the floor.

"Why?" John asked quietly as he fought back more tears.

"I don't know…..because it was new and dangerous I suppose" she answered barely above a whisper.

"Do you love him?" he was still looking anywhere but at her

"No, of course I don't love him…..I love you" she knelt down in front of him and saw all the pain in his blue eyes, pain she'd caused him.

"How can you honestly say you love me after you just jumped into bed with my best friend?" his voice was cold but calm as he said it and he knew it would hurt her but right now he needed her to be hurt, he needed her to feel as bad as he did.

"What do you want me to do? Beg you to believe me? I made a mistake John, I'm human, it happens sometimes" she reached out to take his hand but he flinched and pulled away from her.

"If it had just been once then maybe I could have believed you but it wasn't just once was it Ames? It wasn't just one mistake" he stood up and walked over to the window. Amy let out a sigh as she sat on the bed and watched him. He was right, what she'd done was unforgivable but she wasn't ready to lose him over this, not without a fight but she had to give him time. She threw some of her things into a bag and headed out of the door, turning back to look at him once.

"I do love you John, more than you could imagine" she walked out of the door.

John paced the floor for a while before he lay down. He lay on the bed staring at the ceiling for at least 3 hours though it felt more like 3 days to him. His phone rang more than once but he ignored it, he wanted to ignore the world. He wanted Amy to be wrapped up in his arms, whispering to him that it was all just a dream. He wanted his heart to stop breaking but he couldn't have any of the things he wanted. He took a deep breath, he could smell her scent in the room, she was everywhere around him and he knew she always would be. He looked over at the clock that was by the bed, he had to be at the arena soon. He sighed as he remembered what his match was tonight, a tag match, him and Randy vs Rey Mysterio and Shawn Michaels. He had no idea how he was gonna get through this match without strangling Randy.

He got his bag and headed out to his car. When he got to the arena he went straight to his locker room and stayed there until it was time for his match. He spent most of the match trying not to look at Randy, every time he did it sent a chill over him and he got a sudden urge to hit him. He was glad Amy wasn't out there too; he really couldn't have handled that. Rey and Shawn won the match when Rey pinned Randy.

John couldn't wait to get away from his former best friend but Randy had other ideas as they walked back from the ring.

"Where's your girlfriend Cena?" Randy shouted from behind him. John stopped walking.

"You don't know where she is do you?" Randy laughed as John slowly turned round to face him

"Hhmm now where could that red head be?" Randy asked with a mock puzzled expression on his face. John clenched his fists by his sides.

"I know where she might be" Randy continued gleefully "keeping my bed warm for me, after all she does seem to like it there" he said with and arrogant smile.

That was it, John couldn't stand it anymore. He looked at the ground for a few seconds before he launched himself at Randy. He knocked the younger man to the ground and lashed out, punching and kicking any part of his body he could get to before he was pulled off of him by Rey and Shawn.

"John calm down, he's not worth it" Shawn said as they tried to get him to back off a little.

"you stay the hell away from me Orton or I swear you're gonna spend the next 6 months eating through a straw" John said quietly before he turned and walked back to his locker room.

so guys what did you think? plz reveiw or else i'll make you wait 3 weeks for the next update lol also let me know if you think john should forgive amy or not coz i havent completely decided yet.

love you all much as always.