Disclaimer: I own nothing but Hollie and Jamie

Hiya guys sorry it's taken so long for this update but I've been having internet problems. This story is getting pretty good even if I do say so myself lol so how will everyone react to the news of the last chapter? Will Randy face up to his responsibilities? Will John and Amy make it through this? Read on to find out.

My Time Is Now

Never Really Be Mine

John looked like his whole world had turned upside down. He tried not to let it show on his face but Amy could see it in his eyes.

"John, its ok we knew this could happen" the redhead reached out to touch his arm but he turned and walked away from her.

He sat down on their bed and put his head in his hands, he let out a long sigh. He'd been so sure in his heart that the twins were his. He loved them so much; he didn't want to lose them.

"They'll always be yours" Amy said as though she'd been reading his mind. He looked up at her, his blue eyes full of sadness.

"What if he decides he wants to be a father to them?" he asked as she knelt down in front of him so she was face to face with him.

"Listen to me. You are their father, you're the one who puts them to bed every night, and you're the first person who held them when they were born, not Randy. I cant stop him if he wants to be a part of their lives but I will never let him or anyone else take them away from you" she kissed him gently on the forehead then more passionately on the lips.

"I would do anything for them Ames" he said quietly.

"I know you would baby" she replied as she took his hand and led him to the twin's room.

Randy Orton was in a hotel room identical to every other hotel room he been in. The only differences between those and this room were the fact that he had woken up alone and the letter that lay crumpled on the bed. John and Amy weren't the only ones who had gotten the twins test results that morning. To say he was shocked was an understatement, he had honestly thought that the twins were John's, not that it mattered to him anyway. He'd already made up his mind that he wanted nothing to do with them, in fact as far as he was concerned the twins didn't exist. He considered getting some more sleep but decided against it, he grabbed his jacket and phone and headed towards the hotel bar.

John and Amy were getting the twins dressed; the WWE was in town so they were going to take the twins down to the arena so they could meet everyone. John had cheered up a little, spending time with the twins always made him feel better. He was trying to put Hollie's shoes on but she was wriggling and kicking her little legs.

"You are almost as stubborn as your mother ya know that munchkin" John said to the little one as he finally got her shoes on and picked her up. Amy was having an easier time getting Jamie dressed, he lay quite happily gurgling away as she put his little denim dungarees on him.

"Whose mommy's big boy" Amy cooed over him and made funny faces. John laughed as he watched her make faces at the baby. Every time he saw her do something like that he fell even more in love with her.

"Ames I've been thinking" he said as he patted Hollie's back to get rid of her hiccups.

"I was wondering what that noise was" the redhead laughed. John just rolled his eyes and carried on.

"I think we should get married soon, like as soon as possible" he said as she bounced Hollie. Amy grinned.

"Ok, it'll probably take a couple of weeks to organize everything" she said.

"I just can't wait for you to be Mrs. Cena" John said as he held Hollie in one arm and took Amy's hand.

"I like the sound of that, Amy Cena. Mrs. Amy Cena" Amy giggled as John kissed her.

"I love you red" he whispered as he leaned his forehead against hers.

"I love you too baby" she replied as she looked into his baby blue eyes.

An hour later the young family was at the local arena. The first person they saw was Trish. The blonde squealed excitedly when she saw the twins.

"They're getting so big already" she said as she tickled Jamie's tummy.

"You only saw them 2 days ago, they haven't grown that much" the redhead laughed as she past Hollie into her friends waiting arms.

Pretty soon there was a large crowd gathered around them. Everyone was cooing over the babies. Jamie kept trying to grab Carlito's afro which made everyone laugh while Hollie fell asleep in Chris Benoit's arms. Silence fell over the group when Randy walked in with a random blonde on his arm that he'd met in the bar earlier. He saw everyone gathered round the babies and for half a second it made him smile but he didn't let that feeling last long. He walked past the group, showing no sign that he cared or even noticed that his children were there. As he walked down the hall he couldn't shake off one feeling, he didn't know if it was guilt or jealousy but he wished it would go away.

Everyone had gone to get ready for their matches and John had gone to find Vince to discuss when he was going to go back to work so Amy decided to wait in catering with the twins. Hollie was getting restless and fussy so Amy picked her up just as Randy strolled in minus his blonde arm ornament. They both stood looking at each other for a second.

"I'll come back later" he said as he turned to leave.

"No it's ok, we're both adults, there's no reason why we can't be civil to each other for the twins sake." It took Amy all the maturity she had to say it.

Randy walked past her, he was heading to the other side of the room when his curiosity got the better of him and he looked at his children for the first time. Jamie looked just like he did when he was a baby even down to the chubby cheeks. Hollie looked more like Amy. He was hit again with the same feeling he'd had in the hallway. Every since he'd read that letter and seen it in writing he couldn't deny it anymore, he was a father. Part of him wanted to run from the room as fast as he could and never look back but another part of him was keeping him there.

Amy was watching him closely; she could see the conflict in his eyes.

"You can hold them if you want, they don't bite" she didn't know why she said it, it just seemed like the right thing to do. He looked nervous but silently nodded his head and sat down. Amy gently placed Hollie in his arms. He looked into his daughters blue eyes and wondered why he'd tried to fight this for so long.

"They're beautiful" he said quietly as Hollie yawned.

"They are" Amy said as she sat down opposite him just as John walked in.

"What the hell is he doing here?" he asked loudly as he took Hollie from Randy's arms.

"I've got every right to hold my baby. After all they are mine, not yours." Randy sneered.

"So now you want to be their father? Where were you when Amy was pregnant? Where were you when they were born? Where are you when they need fed at 3 in the morning?" John shouted and Hollie started to cry.

"Would both of you grow up" Amy said as she took her crying daughter from John.

"Are you taking his side?" John asked, the redhead sighed.

"John I told you I couldn't stop Randy if he wants to see them. What am I suppose to tell them when they're older? That he wanted to be part of their life but I wouldn't let him? I'm just trying to do what's best for my children, what's best for all of us." The redhead said.

John stood looking at the floor with his hands on his hips. When he looked back up at her he had tears in his eyes.

"I'll never really be their father will I? No matter what you say or what I want they'll never really be mine" he said sadly as he turned and walked away. Randy laughed.

"He really isn't very bright is he? I have no idea what you see in him Ames" the softer side Randy had showed of himself had disappeared. Amy looked like she was ready to kill him.

"I guess I should go. I'll say one thing for you though Ames, spending time with you is always entertaining." He smirked and walked out leaving Amy standing with the twins…………

ok i know its kinda short and it kinda sucks at some parts but plz dont hold that against me lol review plz and i might get chapter 15 up this week too.