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Ok so I know I was so cruel to you all, leaving the last chapter with another cliffy lol so I've gotten this update done super fast so you haven't been left hanging too long.

My Time Is Now

Sorries And Setups

Amy got the twins home and settled and John still hadn't come back. She called him more than once but every time all she got was voicemail. It was getting late but she knew she wouldn't sleep if he wasn't there. She lay down and looked at the picture that was by the bed. It had been taken on the day they brought the twins home from the hospital, John was holding Jamie and she was holding Hollie. John looked so proud, and he was smiling so brightly he could probably light up a whole room.

She sighed, wondering where he was. She'd been so sure they would get through this together but she didn't feel that certainty anymore. She picked up the picture and held it close to her as she dialed john's number on her phone again.

John had ended up in the first bar he found after he left the arena. He looked down at his phone and saw Amy's name flashing again but he didn't answer it. He was already on his 5th drink and he didn't plan on stopping anytime soon. Seeing Randy holding Hollie like that had hurt him.

John looked down at his almost empty glass. He knew Randy didn't really want anything to do with the twins, if he did then he would've been there from the second they were born. He finished that drink then asked for another. The bartender had just placed his new drink in front of him when someone picked it up. John looked round to see a less then happy Trish Stratus looking at him.

"Shouldn't you be at home with Amy? Do you know how upset she is right now? She going crazy trying to find out where you are" the blonde said sternly.

"Stay out of it Trish, you don't know what's going on" John said loudly.

"I know my best friend just called me and cried her heart out because she thinks you're gonna leave her" Trish said as she sat next to him. John looked shocked.

"I'm not gonna leave her, why would she think that?" John asked.

"Maybe because you're sitting here getting drunk when you should be at home talking things through with her" the blonde said. John rolled his eyes.

"Do you know how much you sound like my mother" John said with a small laugh.

"Stop trying to change the subject. Amy needs you, the twins need you. You have to get over this thing with Randy for their sake. Do you honestly think he's capable of being a good father? If you really want to be their dad then you have to stand up and be the better man, be there for Amy, show Randy it doesn't bother you if he's in the twins life" Trish said. John sighed.

"Why are you always right all the time? My life is never gonna be simple is it?" he asked with a weak smile.

"Nope, would you really want it to anyway?" she asked.

"I guess not" he replied.

"Come on, I'll drive you home" the blonde said as she stood up.

Amy heard John walk through the door but she didn't get up. She was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling. He stood in the doorway and looked at her.

"Ames I'm sorry" he said softly.

"I can't do this on my own John" she replied, still staring at the ceiling as silent tears fell down her face.

"You don't have to do this on your own, I'm here and I'm not going anywhere" he said as he walked over and lay beside her.

"That isn't what it looked like earlier John, I didn't know if you were going to come back" she said quietly. John sighed.

"I'm sorry. It's just that seeing him holding Hollie like that hurt" he said sadly. Amy took his hand.

"I know you don't want him around the twins but I'd never be able to live with myself if I didn't at least give the twins the chance to know him" Amy said as she turned onto her side to face him. John looked into her brown eyes.

"It's not that I don't want him around them, he is their father but I guess I just felt jealous. I know it's really stupid but when I saw him holding Hollie it was like he was taking them away from me" he said.

"Baby I promised I would never let anyone take them away from you. Randy's there father but you will always be their daddy" she said softly before she kissed him. John snuggled close to her and fell asleep as she stroked his hair.

Trish came over the next day to help Amy look through bridal magazines. John was out in the garden with his brothers and the twins.

"How about this one?" Trish said as she pointed to a picture of a long white satin dress. Amy smiled.

"I like the cut of this one, I don't want one of those big meringue dresses" she laughed.

"Just as long as you don't want me to wear green. I am gonna be a bridesmaid aren't I?" Trish asked.

"Of course you are. You're my maid of honor" Amy giggled.

"Yay!" Trish squealed.

"I'm gonna ask Maria, Candice and Ashley to be bridesmaids. We're gonna ask Shawn if Cameron and Cheyenne wanna be the Paige boy and flower girl" Amy said as she carried on flipping through the magazine.

"Aww that'll be so cute" Trish smiled.

"I know. I just wish there wasn't so much to plan" the redhead said with a sigh.

"Well that is why I'm here, just leave all that to me, you just concentrate on John and the little ones" Trish said.

"Thanks Trishy, I really don't know what I'd do without you sometimes" Amy said as she hugged her friend.

"You're welcome Ames. There is something you could do for me though" the blonde said.

"Just name it" the redhead replied.

"Set me up with Marc" Trish said shyly.

"Really? I didn't know you liked him" Amy smiled.

"Yeah, he's kinda cute" Trish giggled.

"Well he's coming over later so I'll get to work on that for ya" Amy laughed.

John walked in with a baby in each arm.

"What are you 2 giggling about?" he asked as he handed Hollie to her mother.

"Nothing, just girl stuff" Amy answered.

"Hmm, sounded to me like you were plotting something" he said as the girls exchanged glances.

"Now why would we be plotting something?" Amy asked sweetly as she fluttered her eyelashes and kissed him.

Later that afternoon while Trish was playing with the twins Amy dragged john's cousin Marc into a corner.

"I'm just gonna come right out and say this………. Trish likes you" the redhead said bluntly. She was relieved to see a smile on his face.

"She really likes me?" he asked.

"Yup and she wants me to set her up with you, if you like her" Amy replied.

"Are you kidding? Of course I like her. She's so funny and she's pretty hot" he said as he looked over at Trish. Amy walked over to Trish and whispered something to her before picking the twins up. Trish giggled and walked over to Marc. Amy watched them talk for a minute; Trish laughed and flipped her hair back. Amy smiled and went to look for John.

"Hey you" Amy said as she past her son to John.

"Hi babe. What were you up to over there?" John asked after he kissed the top of Jamie's head.

"Setting up Marc and Trish" she said as Hollie sneezed.

"I knew you were plotting something" John grinned.

"Well she likes him, he likes her and anyway Trish asked me to" Amy shrugged.

"My very own little matchmaker" John laughed and kissed her sweetly…………

ok so i know its fluthier ending than my chapters usually have but i felt the need for them to have at least a little bit of happiness just now. And fear not randy fans, everyone's favourite legend killer will be in the next chapter.