AN: Hey guys! I decided to write up a new story because Love is a Marathon got a little stale. Please read and review! As you know, I own nothing and the song used for the title is by Rihanna.

P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)

Chapter 1

Derek Shepherd, a surgeon at Seattle Grace Hospital in Seattle, Washington laid his head down onto his very soft pillow. He had had a very long shift at the hospital. Being a surgeon wasn't as easy as it looked. It was much more complicated than just sewing someone up after slicing them open. Tonight was a typical night for Derek. Tossing and turning only thinking about his one true love, Meredith Grey.

Meredith and Derek had had a… fling? No, it was much more than that. They had both loved each other. That was until Derek put Meredith's heart into a blender and presses crush too many times. Other wise known as going back to his wife Addison who he had separated from after finding out that she had been sleeping with Derek's best friend, Mark.

The only thing different about tonight was the fact that Derek had no one sleeping next to him. He had just recently told Addison that it was over. They were over. She had been thinking the same thing. She had packed up and left without putting up a fight. Derek finally stopped tossing in his "sleep" and just laid there staring at the ceiling. He swore he could see Meredith's perfect face in the ceiling tiles. They hadn't talked since the night Denny died, the night of Prom. She was there with Finn, the vet. Every time he spoke the words "Finn" and "vet" he spit them out with venom in his voice.

Derek sat straight up and picked up the phone lying next to him. He needed to talk to her A.S.A.P.

What's up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin' 'bout you
And it kinda' made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put 'em in a letter
And it might be easier
The words might come out better

The phone rang for an eternity or so it felt when in fact it was only a few seconds. "Hello?" Meredith answered. Derek loved that voice, a mixture of scratchy and smooth.

"Mer, it's me." Derek told her his voice shaking. "I know we haven't talked in a while, but I've missed you. I divorced Addison, she's gone. Can you meet me at the harbor in 10 minutes? I need to see you." Derek told her desperately. He wasn't usually such a desperate man.

"Derek…"

"Please Mer."

"I'll be there." She said sighing.

10 minutes later Derek was waiting for Meredith with a big bouquet of Gerber Daisies, Meredith's favorite flower. "Breathe, Derek, breathe." Derek told himself trying to calm down. He heard footsteps. He looked up and there she was, wearing a black strapless dress that looked amazing on her. He had been hoping she would be semi-dressed up. He had plans for them.

"Derek." Meredith said in greeting. She looked straight into those baby blues and saw the desperateness in his eyes. She quickly looked away, tears gathering in her eyes.

"Mer, please forgive me. I shouldn't have chosen Addison. Our marriage was over before our relationship even started. I shouldn't have made you choose between Finn and me. I probably shouldn't have even asked you to come here. I've just really missed you. I love you Meredith Grey." Derek whispered the last sentence.

"You have no right to tell me these things! It took me so long just to get over you. Then, when I finally find someone who has plans for me, you come and tell me you love me. You're a selfish bastard." Meredith told him with more tears welling up in her eyes. With that she turned around and left, tears pouring down her cheeks.

AN: Love it? Hate it? Please review. Sorry its a little short.