Good Enough For You,
Good Enough For Me
DISCLAIMER: This fan fiction is based on the PGSM Sailor Moon series. I do not own the characters in any way shape or form. These are fictional based and not to be included with their story lines and plots. This is only for fun and enjoyment. Please enjoy and leave reviews if you like.
Rated: M for explicit content and maturity
Characters: Rei/Makoto Fan fic with sapphism/Yuri.
Setting: Alternate reality.
By: C.l.e.o.p.a.t.ra
We left our heroin in a dreaming state remembering about her and Sutashi someone that Makoto never talked about with anyone. As you remember; Makoto was on her way back to Japan. Here is what was last said.
Makoto smiled knowing that one day they would be together again all though she had a lot to talk about with her parents and she couldn't wait to really see their reaction. She then found something wrapped in paper and saw Sutashi writing; Happy B-Late Birthday; She opened it to find a cd player and a cd called Life house with a small note "Listen to the song Breathing" Tears found their way into Makoto's eyes and put the CD in and listened to the song. It was beautiful and she began to hum it softly.
Now we are going to skip ahead to the future. With Makoto being much older and out on her own.
Chapter 1
Makoto smiled at the shirt as she sat at the café' Crown, thinking about the time with Sutashi and how she can call her anytime she wants know. Holding her Chai against her enflamed soft pale red lips she had a small smirk of a smile. Usagi looked at Makoto and thought she was acting wired. Not the normal Mako-chan she usually is but it was funny she acted this way every Christmas season. But this time was different., and she had been out shopping and Makoto doesn't usually do this alone. Usagi elbowed Rei and with a nonchalant look about her she then perked up and stared at Makoto. She did look odd and Rei could tell it was something different in Makoto stare. Usagi jumped up and then said, "I've got it, let's go ice skating" Makoto smiled a Usagi like the world was turning and that nothing could harm them. "Hai that would be great." Rei had a shocked look on her face and then she said,"Nani?" Makoto laughed a little, and said "What's wrong Rei, never been ice skating? " Rei shook her head as if she never had done it before. Makoto then looked at Usagi and they both at the same time said "We will teach you!"
Rei shook her head and they grabbed her by the arms and mostly due to Makoto lifting her right out of the chair and then Usagi ran back and picked up her coat and Rei's. As Rei fought all the way there. Makoto just laughed as Rei hit her left and right, Makoto tried to help Rei skate on the ice but she kept falling on her ass. Usagi and Makoto laughed, as Rei shouted "BAKA!" Makoto helped her up and Rei saw the soft look in Makoto's deep green hue orbs. And she wanted to be seen by her, a look that Rei liked to see in Makoto but she knew she had to be stronger and will the feeling away. Makoto could see something different in Rei that she hasn't noticed before, a note that would tug at her heart strings. She soft speaks, "You ok Rei-chan?" Rei looks away as if she was a little annoyed and softly said, "I'm fine." Everyone started to leave but Makoto said she would stay. As everyone left there was only Makoto in the rink skating like she was borne on the ice skating Cd player on her hip and in her ear if you could get close to hear it was Cindy Laupher playing "I drove all night." Another Cd that Sutashi must have given her. She danced on the ice from a distance Rei stared in disbelief, she didn't know that Makoto had so much passion on the ice. She danced on it as if she borne too skate.
Rei held her jacket and saw Makoto more beautiful then she had ever seen her before, she had always had these feelings of passion was welling up inside of her. She didn't know how Makoto would take her, she knew Makoto lived on her own and how it must have been hard for her. No family, she just stared watching her for what seem to be hours. Rei bit her bottom lip and then she noticed Makoto had stopped and she pulled out her cell phone. Makoto screeched out "SUTASHI!" Rei the turned around and ran, her thoughts swarmed the name, she then felt something hit her hard. Was this why Mako-chan was happy today did she have someone already, 'Sutashi? She had never heard Makoto mention anyone named Sutashi. Was it a girl was it someone that no one knew. Someone that Makoto was in love with.' The idea of Makoto in someone else arms was driving her made and her body was on fire so it seemed. She did want to think of Makoto with someone else, no one but her and only her. Why was this happening how could she have heard this. What if Makoto didn't want anyone to know about Sutashi, she didn't care but she did and that was what was killing her.
Rei sit on a bench at the temple and she was confused and in pain, it was as if her heart was crying and she wasn't but it had something straining to say it just couldn't find a way. She sat in silence as the snow fell hard and covered her soft raven hair she then finally gave into the pain and sobbed then cried into her jacket as if she was biting it softly and whispering Mako-chhhaan.
Makoto's talk with Sutashi
"Sutashi, you're here?" She smiled and the slid off the ice with ease. "Really, you just got here fast I wasn't expecting you until tomorrow." She hesitated "Then she took off her skates, "Hai, On my way just stay there" She hung up the phone threw the skates at the rink manager and yelled out "Arigatou" she ran as fast as she could to get to her car, a car that Sutashi had helped her get. Her friends didn't really understand how she got it, but when they would meet Sutashi they would know that Makoto wasn't really alone as she has let on for some years now. She was almost barefoot running in the snow when she got in her car she put on her shoes, it was a Toyota Thunder Truck Dark blue, and black leather seats. She loved her truck and so would Sutashi, she drove to the airport and she seen Sutashi with a dark grey cotton w/tribal dragon going down the side of the shirt, baggy pants as always and she walked over with a big duffle bag and a army jacket on smoking as usual. Sutashi put out the cig in a near by ashtray, then about ten feet away she tossed her bag in the back like it was nothing. She smiled slightly and Makoto ran over and hugged her so tight and Sutashi did the same. They laughed for a moment, and Sutashi pushed Makoto back and said. "All right turn around let me see you?" Makoto smiled and began to twirl around and smiled.
Sutashi, lightly giggle "Too skinny Mako!" She pushed at Sutashi shoulder, "Me too skinny, Iie. Your too skinny!" Finally they got into the truck listening to Cindy as they drove to Makoto's apartment. Then they ran upstairs, and laughed so hard as they where singing "Girls Just Want Have Fun!" Sutashi had the bag in her had they where both a little breathless. Makoto smiled then looked at her, "Your out of shape?" Sutashi grunted at the remark "Look who's talking? Your not carrying this!" Makoto grabbed the bag and lightly tossed it in the air "Awe wimp!" Sutashi laughed "HA! Right we will see who the wimp is and they ran into the apartment wrestling." The only person Makoto could think of that would ever beat her in a fight was Sutashi and still that wasn't so easy but yet Sutashi had a way that could best her every time. Finally they set up and watched Anime all night and talked in English and in Japanese for the rest of the night they dropped off to sleep Makoto in the floor and Sutashi on the couch. Suddenly there was a nock very loud on the door. Sutashi and Makoto woke up in a flash at the same time and started laughing at one another, they both looked around and the nock got louder. Sutashi looked at Makoto and said "I am going to shower!" Makoto laughed and replied "So leave me out here to be pounced on" Sutashi laughed," You can take care of yourself I'll watch" Makoto punched her and Sutashi walked away "SISSY GIRL" Makoto growled and opened the door, Rei tuned and began knocking again but this time it wasn't the door. Makoto looked at her and pushed her hand away from her head, "Rei?"
Rei looked embarrassed then she said "Hai, I was wondering if you where going shopping today?" Makoto shook her head no, then opened the door wider and said "Would you like to come in?" She then sat at the kitchen table in shorts and a tank top. Rei looked around and seen like there was some sort of party that happened. Rei then looked at Makoto "Am a intruding, it looks like you have a guest?" Makoto flashed a soft smile and then said "Your not intruding, but yes I have a special guest and they should be about done with the shower." All of a sudden Sutashi walks out towel only, and it was just wrapped around her waist she then said in English, "Mako where is my duffle bag I need it!" Makoto eyes glanced over and she jumped up and Rei had a shock look in her eyes, half nude beautiful older women stood in front of them, water dripping over her nipple lightly as they swelled from the cool air. Makoto jumped and grabbed a shirt "BAKA Sutashi!" She looked over and saw Rei she held the shirt, then she smiled, "Mako I think if your friend wanted to turn away she would have done that by now, but alas she isn't!" Sutashi turned and Rei seen scars on her back light wounds from gun shots and a Dragon tattoo on her left shoulder and underneath her neckline a Kanji symbol for Tiger. Rei could feel heat forming around her body in anger and embarrassment. She looked a Makoto, she studded a little then softly Makoto say's "Gomennasai, Rei-chan. Sutashi does need to learn manners at times." Rei looked at her with flaming eyes. "I must go Mako-chan nice to meet your new friend." She ran out the door before Makoto could catch her she was totally confused by Rei's reaction then she shut the door behind her and looked sad for a moment then Sutashi walked in. "Rei-chan looked pissed is she always so furious?"
Makoto got a little angry, "You started it now I have to make up for what you did, and I don't understand why Rei would come here." Sutashi pulled a photo out from behind her back and it was a picture of Makoto, Rei, Usagi, Ami, and Minako. Rei was staring down at Makoto, Makoto never noticed it before. They where dressed like a basketball team, and then Makoto looked at Sutashi. "Maybe you need to take a closer look Mako-chan, that wasn't just flames shooting from her eyes today. The girl has some deep hidden feelings, and I think you haven't seen that until now." Makoto looked at Sutashi with a blank look for a moment, then she run her fingertips over the picture, "Rei-chan!" Sutashi smiled "Always following my footsteps. Huh?" Makoto through a couch pillow at her. "Sutashi, I have always had feeling about Rei, but I would never think she would feel even as much or well like I would." Sutashi sat beside her and softly sighed, "What did I tell you, Love is …" Makoto quoted with her "Love is Love no matter who the hell it's with!" Sutashi smiled, "Now lets go see your friends and you need to talk to Rei, or you will have me to answer too. Go get ready." Makoto looked over in shock that Sutashi would even think to fight her on this, she knew she wouldn't win against Sutashi. But Rei well it was hard enough with her as well. Makoto took the picture and put it down then ran to the shower, she got ready and Sutashi decided to drive and they where listening to more Cindy Laupher as they drove to the Crown. Sutashi had her sunglasses on and then as they walked into the Crown she stood behind Makoto smiling. The guys stared at her, as if they had never seen an American girl that looked more rough then Makoto did speak pretty good Japanese. Makoto took them in the back and when they walked in, Makoto saw Ami and Usagi but not Rei. Usagi and Ami looked up and stared a Sutashi. Makoto smiles and says "Surprise!" Usagi looks over and say's "Who is this Mako-chan?" Sutashi looks over and replies in Japanese, "Sutashi-chan, I am Makoto sister!" Ami and Usagi screamed out "IIE!" Makoto smiled and hugged Sutashi, "I'm sorry, but me and Sutashi was separated when I was 10 and I hadn't seen her since I was 16. She and I had decided not to speak until my foster parents where no longer in the picture. When they kicked my out I called Sutashi, she is the only family I have ever known. I just didn't think anyone would understand. Sutashi is a very blunt and a honest person."
Usagi looked at her and then she ran over and hugged Sutashi too, Sutashi laughed "Is she always so friendly?" Makoto smiled and nodded. Then she looked up from behind Sutashi she heard the door and it was Rei, the anger and fire arose again, but this time Makoto felt it as well. Rei turned and walked away. Makoto looked at Sutashi, "Rei?" Sutashi gave a bit of a cute glare and a smile the she whisper, "Go and love her Mako!" Makoto smiled, ran up the steps and out the door. Sutashi smiled then Usagi and Ami looked at her funny, she smiled and sit down and said "So who knows English?" Ami cracked a smile and raised her hand.
Rei's run
Swarming in the thoughts that she could have been half blind if she hadn't noticed the look in Mako-chan eyes when she saw her with Sutashi. Why was it she was always left for someone better, older and prettier. It wasn't fair life didn't seem fair, she ran like she was the flame that she attended to daily. She raced in made a hasty decision she ran right into her dad limo, she didn't care where she was going and she didn't care who it was with so she jumped in the car and they drove off as Makoto rounded the corner to see her sitting in the backseat and the tear flames burning as Rei was taken off in the limo. Makoto held her side then grabbed her phone and called Sutashi. "She left in her fathers Limo? What do I do?" Sutashi laughed a little "Go after her before she has more time to think. Do it before something happens you might regret." Makoto grunted a little, "Why is Rei making this hard on me? Sutashi laughed some more, "Mako-chan this is a game, she thinks I'm your girlfriend she believes it so blindly that nothing else matters right now. Not you, not me, only her! That's all I can give you, the rest is in your hands. Go save her!" Rei looked at the leather seat and realized this wasn't really where she wanted to be but if this was good enough for Makoto then this was good enough for her. She didn't speak she knew they where heading to the mountains. She felt as if this was a good reason as any to get away she was mad, she didn't want to even think or see Makoto right at this moment.
She got to the mountains and as she sat in front of the vanity mirror she felt like she was on fire again, thoughts of Sutashi and Makoto ran through her mind. The half nude body that had walked out of the room the look on Makoto face. It sent swirls of everything around inside of her head as she smacked herself over and over saying "BAKA! BAKA! BAKI! Rei"
Makoto's Run
She ran up to temple and asked Rei's grandfather where would they have taken her, he smiled then softly he said "The Mountain's, her father has a house there as well." Makoto ran back to her truck and began to drive until she found this house, she didn't know if Sutashi would be ok then she thought Usagi will watch after her besides Sutashi could stand on her own she might be more protective of Usagi and not the other way around. Then her thoughts turned to Rei, she seemed so distant lately and yet still had a look that would seen shocks through her stomach. Why did Rei always fight with her, more now then ever before. But nothing ever was out to hurt her, but that passion the fire inside her eyes, Makoto then looked around and she could hear a faint sound from her radio player it was on repeat. "I drove all night to get to you!" She then thought back at what Sutashi said, "Don't think just say how you feel, and thoughts don't mean anything. Only a heart can talk to the other!" What could that mean then she listened close to the song.
SONG LYRICS FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDMENT
I
had to escape
The city was sticky and cruel
Maybe I should have
called you first
But I was dying to get to you
I was dreaming
while I drove
The long straight road ahead, uh, huh
Could
taste your sweet kisses
Your arms open wide
This fever for you
is just burning me up inside
I drove all night to get to
you
Is that alright
I drove all night
Crept in your
room
Woke you from your sleep
To make love to you
Is that
alright
I drove all night
What in this world
Keep us
from tearing apart
No matter where I go I hear
The beating of
your heart
I think about you
When the night is cold and dark
No
one can move me
The way that you do
Nothing erases the feeling
between me and you
I drove all night to get to you
Is that
alright
I drove all night
Crept in your room
Woke you from
your sleep
To make love to you
Is that alright
I drove all
night
Could taste your sweet kisses
Your arms open
wide
This fever for you is just burning me up inside
I
drove all night to get to you
Is that alright
I drove all
night
Crept in your room
Woke you from your sleep
To make
love to you
I drove all night... to hold you tight
Makoto drove and drove looking for the limo she saw before, and finally after hours and hours of driving she say Rei walking in the snow around a very large house. She stopped and looked at her she looked sad but beautiful her hair slightly curly and her face had some shade of make up on. Her heart began to jump out of her chest. Softly she spoke "Rei-chhhann"
To Be Continued….