Hello, all readers! I'll just thank the ppl that write things that need answers or that I feel I need to thank.

Black-cat-on-the-wall- if the chapters don't seem longer it's because chaps 1-7 are prewriten for later. Hope you like this chap. Inuyasha and Sessho aren't fighting til chap 5, so you'll just have to sit tight for now. I'm posting oneshots I've been writing lately today! check them out. R&R PLEASE

I'll try to update everyday or every other, but my darn computer is so slow! growls

Sesshomaru- stop acting like me, ningen! bares teeth in a snarl

Me- MEEEEEEEEPP! runs away screaming (yet again) from the taiyoukai

Sesshomaru- I would not waste this Sesshomaru's energy on meaningless things. What is meaningful is the disclaimer. The author of this story, which is totally dedicated to this lord, does not own my hanyou half-brother, my-self, or any of the other character.

Me- runs by and screams Rumiko Takahashi does! throws you ch3

Ch3 Troubled Night

Sesshomaru's Dream

A cry filled the air as the child exited his mother's womb. A perfect babe, hanyou, but with the right amount fingers and toes on each limb. Sesshomaru's hand reached out to touch the tiny life force just as the newborn slowly opened his golden eyes. Then Sesshomaru was lost. This was his son. The traits were extremely noticable. With the white hair and ears on top of his head, Sesshomaru forgot that the child was hanyou, thinking only of how proud he was, but he won't never let his heir no it.

Suddenly the dream switched to when his son was two years old. The markings on the infant's face had colored a year before, the cresent blue moon and purple stripes were identical to his father's. Sesshomaru felt himself smile faintly at the sight of the young boy giggling and running into his mother's waiting arms. No one saw the smile, no. He kept himself hidden from eyes of servants and his family when he wished to see his son's happiness. Since the birth Sesshomaru put on a facade that he resented the child, but he just didn't want anyone to think him weak. He thought emotions were a sign that he could be taken advantage of. 'This child is so open about what he's feeling. Was I the same when I was as small?' he asked mentally.

"Come here, my boy," he whispered, secretly wishing his son would hear him. He longed to hold his son, but a part of himself scoffed at the notion.

Again, the scene changed to when his son appeared five. Silver hair reaching around his face, ears twitching at every sound. This boy's ears had developed more and Sesshomaru could no longer watch his son as much as he wished. Sesshomaru was hidden from sight as he watched his son gather flowers to please his mother. The taiyoukai grinned at how greatly the child was devoted to her.

A bear youkai emerged from the forrest behind his son. Lost in his thoughts, the young boy didn't notice his life was at stake. Sesshomaru didn't hesitate, his only son's life would end if he didn't act fast. He jumped out, holding tokijin in his only hand, ready to fight. The child noticed his father, of course. His young, innocent eyes widened as he saw the giant demon infront of him.

"Run." It was the only word he had said to his son in months. The last word Sesshomaru said was a curse and he beat his son's backside with a leather strap. The boy had talked back to him, telling his father he hated him. Sesshomaru's heart had broken that day. After the lashing, the great lord locked himself in his study and didn't talk to anyone for weeks.

The boy obeyed and darted up the hill to the castle only to look back to see his father's outraged face as he swung his sword at the bear. Sesshomaru looked up at the ill after slaying the bear and saw his son there. Eyes the same as his father's looked at his sire in awe. The five year old came back down and stepped towards his father. The boy saw the head of the just killed creature a couple feet away and walked up to it. To be funny, he kicked it and stood up straight and proud as if he was the great slayer. And Sesshomaru did something he hadn't done infront of anyone in five years. He smiled.

End Sesshomaru's Dream

Sesshomaru's eyes opened as he felt movement next to him. It was still night. Kagome's frightened eyes met his and she tried to scramble away. Sesshomaru reached out and grabbed her.

"Don't touch me!" she screamed. Kagome's insides hurt like the devil.

"Don't thin you can make demands to this Sesshomaru. You might be pregnant with my child and you will be my mate by dawn." His hand went down and touched her core.

"No!" she cried, fighting to get out of his reach, but Sesshomaru held her still with his weight. "Stop! Don't! Please . . ." Sesshomaru was pained by the pleading voice that came from the young woman, but had to rut her to make the mating valid. If a mark is made when the demon is not mating, the scent of the youkai would fade. Sesshomaru wanted the girl now anyway. He would not wait.

Kagome felt his body fall on hers and turned away. 'Why is Sesshomaru doing this? He hates humans! Oh, god, help me get away!' Silent tears slid down her face, but didn't go unnoticed. She felt his hot rough tongue lick her tears away.

"Gomen. I didn't mean to hurt you as much as I did earlier. If I had known you still had your hymen intact, I would have more gentle." His voice was whispered a husky to her ears, a sign he was aroused. "I will be easier this time. It won't be pleasurable and you'll be sore for a day or two, but you won't be pained as much."

His answer was a choked sob. Sesshomaru carefully turned her so she as on her hands and knees. He slowly positioned himself so he could slide it, his hand (yes, his one hand. inuyasha did slice off his left arm) grasping her hip. "This will hurt." His hips slowly pushed his shaft into her, making her wince at the soreness inside. He came out halfway and went into the passage again, making a rhythm to get her used to him moving inside her.

"Tell me when it doesn't pain you as much." His hips continued with their movements. Soon Kagome found that the soreness was starting to fade. She made a noise that told Sesshomaru she was braced for more. The speed and depth of his assault increased and soon became a gentle thrust. The girl's pain was obvious, her legs squeezing shut and her face wet with tears. Sesshomaru saw her thighs start to come together and he stopped.

"I need to do this, wench. If I don't now, it'll have to be repeated and I don't think you'll want to be raped again." He saw her head bob slightly and started again. The speed increased and a sweat broke out over both bodies. Sesshomaru bent his head and kissed the sensitive skin between her neck and shoulder. She was shocked to feel the smooth touch of his wet tongue on her skin. 'What is he doing!' Soon his eyes turned red on the corners and his fangs grew. "Don't scream." Seconds later, a hot liquid poured into her as he sank his fangs into her, marking her. Her mouth opened in a silent cry. She could feel the thumping twitch of him inside her, emptying himself. 'In hopes of a baby.' A child born of rape would be a burden in her time, but it was more common in the past. Women got raped daily by bandits or soldiers. Demons, too.

They relaxed and Sesshomaru withdrew. She scooted a foot away, facing another direction, and hugged her knees. Even though her eyes were turned away, she knew he was studying her. Kagome looked at him and asked him a simple question.

"Why me? Why did you have to rape me?"

Sesshomaru replied, "You were in heat and I'm on a search for a mate. Not that I have to answer your questions, because I don't. I have to inquire something of my thoughts. Why did my half-brother hit you?"

One of her hands came up to her face and she smiled sadly. I called that undead lover of his a slut." Sesshomaru's lips iched to turn upward, but he masked his amusement. She added bitterly, "he teased me about my being innocent. I guess I don't have that problem anymore."

"Wench, don't resent this mating. I don't."

But she was lost in the universe which was her mind (this line is in one of my poems! go to my authors page to see!). Tears pooled in her brown eyes. "I haven't even had my first kiss." Her head dove into her knees and her shoulders shook with quiet sobs.

'I've never seen an angel cry,' he thought then he cursed to himself. 'Damn that Rin. With her flowers and giggles, I'm going soft.' The thought of flowers brought his mind to his dream. A picture flashed of a young boy bending to pick a dandy lion, not knowing it was a weed. 'Did I have a vision? Was that really my child?'

He looked over at the girl, falling again into a restless sleep. Her body curled, her hands tucked beneath her chin. Sesshomaru pulled her closer to him and spooned her (my bf didn't know what spooning was until I told him a little while ago. lol), covering her body with his tail like a blanket

please press the button. tell me what you think of it and maybe suggest events you want to happen. PLEASE begs you for people who do not know what spooning is, it's when a girls back is pressed the chest of a guy. The guy is embracing you and most likely (for you girls) your butts are in the guy's groin area. heh heh... it's fun.. ahem sry! you didn't read that!

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